maedhros reblogged
In my dreams we are always together.
#me sobbing again: wow#I can't believe this#Vikings#I AM A BROKEN RECORD BEFAUSE TBH I AM BROKEN#don't forget me. haunt me. don't leave me.#nope#haunt me. don't leave me.#no regrets.#and yet every regret#[slamming my fists on the tables until my fists break the fuck off]#I need to lie down#I need to cease existing#Ragnar: sees Lagertha and Gyda and Bjorn before he dies#me: I'm dying too right now: I'm dying#I don't want to think about this anymore I SAY AS I ACTIVELY SEARCH FOR POSTS#I want to die#haunt me.#don't leave me.#can you imagine losing your love like that and begging them to haunt you. fuck. fuck. fuck.#fuck.#F U C K#FUCK#FUCK!#[whispering] FUCK#'in my mind i wish i'd never left the farm'