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I’ll be loving you Always With a love that’s true Always. When the things you’ve planned Need a helping hand, I will understand Always.
#NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO#i'm like a hotbed of emotion right now i don't even know why#i started crying at criminal minds and then i just started thinking of dead like me in the bathroom and i just kept crying#then i came downstairs to finish my cake only to find out my dad ate the last piece#of the cake I MADE#for MYSELF#there's a whole other cake my mom made but no he had to eat MINE#and i cried some more#angry tears#and then i wandered around thinking of dead like me and how i couldn't have any cake and i cried angry sad tears#and then i start another episode of criminal minds to take my mind off of mandy patinkin and his life-ruining roles#only to torment myself in the dlm tag#and then this#THIS#i#hate#the tears#rolling#down#my face#right now#how do i turn it off?#how do you turn off emotional responses like this?#i'm rolling around in emotional self-pity and anger and sadness and tears leave me alone#uUghhhghhguh#dlm
maedhros reblogged
Something to listen to over the weekend - Richard reading an excerpt from the proposal scene of Elizabeth Gaskell’s North & South.
#weeping#there is a second baby#look#look at the little leg#i am weeping#help#feelings#s t op#god make it stop make it stop make it stop#i suffered a whole day of this no no no no no no no no no no n onononononononononoononnonoonononononononononon#wepgoidhgk#i#i hate#I HATE HIM#HATE#FIERCELY HATE#ABHOR#DESPISE#SHUT UP#STOP#STOP EVERYTHING#S T OP#STOP EXISTING#be back never because i'm throwing myself off the eart#earht#hatelj#rhetehrete#laugh#laugh at my pain#i cant even laugh at
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#this is really unfair#you should stop being so mean to me#I WAS ALMOST SOBBING TODAY IN A COURTHOUSE FULL OF PEOPLE WITH NOTHING BETTER TO DO BUT WATCH ME CRY OVER PIXAR MOVIES#MY HORMONES ARE THROUGH THE ROOF#THEY'RE PLAYING VOLLEYBALL WITH COTTON CANDY CLOUDS IN THE MIDDLE OF A NEBULA RIGHT NOW AND HERE YOU ARE DOING THIS#T H I S#it#it just isn't fair okay#okay?!#OKAY??!??!??!?!?!??!?!#ugh#i hate you vagina#i#hate#you#yoseob#kflop
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#this picture has been in my drafts since october not even kidding#boe has told me to sleep so i'm staying up just to spite her TAKE THAT#special era is the fucking best i will never get over it ever#got my insides all twisted up#that hair#go home#i hate you#please stop being so handsome#more perfect than the most perfect creatures on earth#golden adonis#i#hate#you#dongwoon#xpop