#weeping#there is a second baby#look#look at the little leg#i am weeping#help#feelings#s t op#god make it stop make it stop make it stop#i suffered a whole day of this no no no no no no no no no no n onononononononononoononnonoonononononononononon#wepgoidhgk#i#i hate#I HATE HIM#HATE#FIERCELY HATE#ABHOR#DESPISE#SHUT UP#STOP#STOP EVERYTHING#S T OP#STOP EXISTING#be back never because i'm throwing myself off the eart#earht#hatelj#rhetehrete#laugh#laugh at my pain#i cant even laugh at