Dating JJ Maybank
-getting to see his vulnerable side. the side where he’s unsure whether or not he is deserving of love because if his own dad doesn’t love him, how could anyone else?
-cupping his face in the palms of your hands and looking him directly in his eyes, you sternly reassure him that he deserves the absolute world and more.
- “look at me” you say, “don’t ever say that. you don’t deserve any of the bullshit your dad puts you through. you deserve so much better than you even give yourself credit for”.
-you being the only person he tells about his dad.
-him never being able to take his eyes off of you. always observing every little thing about you. every outfit you wear. your mannerisms. your laugh.
-smiling at you while he’s observing you because he’s crazy in love with you.
- “stop fucking staring at me”
-always telling you how perfect your body is. every time he sees you in your swimsuit he has to tell you how beautiful you are.
-him grabbing your ass with both hands while he kisses you.
-you sitting in between his legs on the boat.
-you don’t like how much he smokes but always admiring him when he’s rolling his blunt.
-him being beyond stubborn and hard-headed.
-you being the only person he somewhat listens to when he’s on one of his rampages.
-being absolutely livid when you found out he took a gun from the motel.
-being absolutely livid when he robbed a drug dealer.
- “JJ you’re on fucking probation and you’re robbing and pulling guns on people. Is this the life you wanna live for the rest of your life? Keep on this fucking path and you’re gonna end up like —”
-realizing what you’re about to say and stopping.
- “you just need to get it to-fucking-gether” you say to him before walking away.
-him being absolutely torn up every time you guys have an argument because his biggest fear is losing you.
-him refusing to do the whole ignoring each other thing after a fight and demanding that y’all talk through your problems.
-him thinking he’s not good enough for you.
-you thinking you’re not good enough for him because of how other girls practically throw themselves at him and he could have any girl he wants.
-him being the jealous type.
-and the overprotective type.
-him almost choking Rafe to death when he tried to touch you.
-him not being able to fully communicate his feelings because he was just never taught how.
-you being patient with him because you understand the trauma he’s been through.
-getting pissed at the pogues when they told him they’re tired of his shit.
-you yelling at them and reminding john b. that JJ was the one who saved him when Topper almost drowned him.
-reminding pope that JJ’s the one who took the fall for him when he almost got arrested.
-reminding kie that he was the one who defended her when the kooks were fucking with her.
-them not having shit to say because you’re fucking right.
-him pouring his entire heart out to you and telling you how much he’s in love with you and how he wouldn’t know what to do if he ever lost you.
author’s note: I’m literally so sorry if this is trash lmao this is my second imagine thingy and i’m still getting used to writing because shit sounds better in my head!!! anyways i promise i’ll get better