You know what's fun? To be a bisexual with ADHD.
It's like my whole brain is programmed to latch onto whatever random particle floats by, whenever.
The game is called Focus and my chosen challenge level is Dumpster Fire. Yes, I am Chaos, hear me roar.
#if once is an instance, twice is a coincidence, and three times is a pattern, how many times before it counts as foreshadowing?
The soundtrack I am hearing playing to this repeated
"Late"...
is a mix of these:
And Over the Rainbow from the
✨WIZARD✨of Oz:
Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
And the dreams that you dream of
Once in a lullaby, oh
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
And the dreams that you dream of
Dreams really do come true-ooh-ooh
Someday I'll wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney tops that's where
You'll find me, oh
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
And the dream that you dare to
Oh why, oh why can't I? I
Someday I'll wish upon a star
Wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where trouble melts like lemon drops
High above the chimney top that's where you'll find me
Oh, somewhere over the rainbow way up high
And the dream that you dare to
Why, oh why can't I? I
And....
Kwan's Late (the video starts... late 😂 patience!)
I know as a fact that the sun don't always shine
Gotta be optimistic, tomorrow it'll be fine
And it hurts, like the mother who is giving birth
To the child full of innocence for life he has thirst
But in vain, he's only gaining pain
Minute after minute and day after day
So who the fuck should he blame
One for the trouble and he struggles to release the pain
Now I can see that I've been blinded see through your heart
And all the little things that matter
Now I can see it all, and I'm asking you to wait
Maybe it's too late...
I know you´re talking shit behind my back incognito
And when I see you face to face you're lying like pinocchio
I don't care what you say 'cause I'm on top of the world see
People like you near me and I feel the conspiracy
Identify yourself to yourself and be honest
I suggest, take a look in the mirror it is a test
Best way to cope it is to cope it on your own
Take this advice and you won´t die alone
Maybe it's too late but now I can see it all
And I'm asking you to wait
asking you to wait of your life in this world
There's a treasure at the end of the rainbow
Takeaways:
This line... I am free.
Always makes me remember this another line:
"So far from being free"
Because I remember the song lyrics which play in that scene.
The one in which Buck is alone, in a burning building, trying to save that man, stuck under a heavy weight, and they're both close to giving up until the team arrives and helps.
When I watched it, I always felt like this scene also symbolizes so many things. Trying to become free in other ways.
See those ladders in the end? Foreshadowing the future..?
No longer far from being free.
I can't stop giggling at that
"I'M aN 🏳️🌈 ALLY 🏳️🌈"-fist pump.
Also, every time I see it I am reminded of THIS:
