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CATS, he said eventually. CATS ARE NICE

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Luci, book obsessed and multi-fandom-fanatic. (re)Watching The Witcher, Good Omens, B99, Lucifer, Merlin, Battlestar Galactica. Currently reading: The Rising. Playing: Divinity Original Sin I & II, For The King, Bioshock Infinite, Borderlands 2, Skyrim
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“You weren’t supposed to be awake”

Fandom: Supernatural

Pairing(s): Dean Winchester/Castiel

Warnings: None

Words: 667

Summary: Every night after Cas falls asleep, Dean sits by him and tells him everything he can’t tell Cas when he’s awake. And then, one night, Cas is awake without Dean knowing.

It was another night, Cas was sleeping and Dean sat in a chair next to his bed. Dean had made sure Cas was asleep before he came in. he knew Cas was a heavy sleeper. He waited till Cas’ breathing was evened out.

Once he was sure Cas was fast asleep, he ran his fingers through Cas’ hair. It was so, so soft.

“Cas,” he murmured. “You have no idea how happy I’m with you. I just… I can’t tell you when you’re awake. I’m sorry.” He thought about what Cas had done for him, how he had saved Dean’s life every time. And Dean just couldn’t tell him.

He couldn’t open up to people, not even Sam or Cas. “You make me so happy, Cas. You don’t even notice, do you?”

“And look at you, lying here. So adorable, so… beautiful. If only you could see it yourself. If only you realized how grateful I am to have you, how much I care for you. If only I had the guts to tell you when you’re awake.” Dean sighed.

He closed his eyes and pressed a kiss that was barely there on Cas’ cheek. He went on, and kissed Cas’ other cheek, his brows, his forehead and finally his lips.

“I love you,” he whispered. He traced his fingers slowly from Cas’ jaw to his neck. “I love you so much.”

Suddenly, he felt Cas’ pulse triple against his fingertips. Dean slowly opened his eyes to see Cas’ awe struck expression.

“Oh shit,” Dean cursed.  Cas wasn’t supposed to be awake. “Cas I’m so sorry, I didn’t… I…”

“Dean,” Cas said. Dean didn’t say anything as he got up, causing the chair to fall as he nearly tripped over it. He wanted to leave, right now.

“Dean stop,” Cas said again.

Dean stopped. “You don’t have to say anything, I just… I don’t know.” He was starting to leave again.

“Dean, I said stop,” Cas said, now commanding Dean.

Dean didn’t stop this time. He didn’t want to hear what Cas had to say. He didn’t want to hear Cas tell him how much of an idiot he was.

Dean was afraid, afraid he could never talk to Cas ever again, without being reminded of this. He wished he had never done this. He should’ve just stayed out of Cas room.

He should’ve never even start telling Cas what he feels. Dean Winchester doesn’t do feelings. And he surely doesn’t do feelings with his best friend while he sleeps. It made him look like a creeper.

He’s been in Cas room so many times. The first few times he didn’t even say anything, afraid Cas would wake up. But Cas didn’t.

So after a few times, Dean started talking. Started telling Cas things. Things he’d never say out loud to Cas. Things Cas shouldn’t even know.

When Dean accidentally touched Cas’ cheek once, Cas didn’t flinch, didn’t wake up. Cas was a really heavy sleeper.

And since that moment, Dean couldn’t stay away. He had to go. He had to tell Cas what he felt, or it would eat him from the inside.

But now Cas had been awake. That had never been part of the plan, and Dean felt guilty all over. He should’ve never started this. He should’ve left Cas asleep, and bring his unwanted thoughts and feelings somewhere else.

He should’ve-

“I love you too, Dean.”

Dean paused and slowly turned around. He didn't say anything.

“That was the sweetest thing you’ve ever said, and even if I wasn’t supposed to hear it, I’m glad I did.” Cas said, looking at Dean.

Dean still didn't say anything, he hadn't even moved yet.

Cas got out of bed and walked over to Dean, his hair messier than usual, a slight blush from when he was sleeping, looking cuter than ever. He waited a moment before pulling Dean into a hug.

“I love you too,” he whispered, as he felt Dean’s arms wrap around him.

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Accidents Happen (National Coming Out Day)

Fandom: Supernatural

Pairing(s): Dean Winchester/Castiel

Warnings: none

Words: 1.2k

Because it was National Coming Out Day (and I failed to write a story within 24 hours oops) and I hadn't written anything in a while. It may suck a lot sorry I haven’t written anything in a Long Time

It wasn’t supposed to happen, not today at least. And yet, it happened.

Today, Cas would hear the results of the finals he had taken, and today was the day he would hear if he actually finished school and Dean had been anxious about it since before it even began.

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“Cas, I should go, you need to study.”

“You’re ridiculous” Cas answered, laughing. “Finals aren’t here for another few weeks, Dean.” Yet, he knew what Dean meant. He should study, and hard. These finals he would take in a few weeks weren’t just regular finals. It were finals that would decide whether Castiel could actually finish college or not. And god, did he want to. He was so absolutely done with school, so many years of classrooms and homework, more homework, tests, finals, more finals, and finally the final finals.

“I just want you to finish so badly,” Dean sighed. “I’m gonna miss you though, can’t wait till I can leave too.” Dean had to stay one more year, not because he was specifically younger (which he also was), but simply because he didn’t care enough in the first year and had to redo it. These were the moments where he regretted it with every piece of regret he had in his body.

It was silent for a while.

“You know I’m gonna visit you, right? No way in hell I’m leaving you in this hellhole without having me here to cheer you up every now and then.” It was a joke, but they both knew it would be hard.

Right now, they were roommates, and as it happened, also boyfriends. No one knew about it though, and sometimes it was very hard to keep it a secret, especially when all the other couples started going all lovey-dovey at each other and the only thing Dean and Cas could do was share a look. To all the others, they were just regular best friends.

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Like the ultimate love-story, there had been a spark all along their friendship but neither of them knew what it meant. Until, one night when Dean had come back from a party, drunk, and woke up Cas because he tried to make the hot chocolate he knew Cas loved.

“Dean, what in the hell are you doing, making such noise in the kitchen at 3am?” Cas had asked, eyeing Dean, looking all fluffy and huggable in his pajamas and hair sticking out on his head.

“I’m making you hot chocolate because I know you love it and I thinkIloveyou,” Dean mumbled, not even realizing what he was saying.

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Happy Valentine’s Day to all of you! This is a slightly edited version of the #DCVDay twitterfic, coming in at 1.2k. No warnings. Disclaimer

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Dean finds out the hard way that Valentine’s Day is the worst day to decide to show a guy you love him. He gets up early, makes eggs and bacon for everyone. He sets the table, puts out cloth napkins, and lays a flower next to Cas’s plate. Cas sniffs it when he first sits down, then sips his coffee.

He offers no reaction, like Dean gives him flowers on the regular. But he takes it with him once he’s done eating, which is something.

Sam offers to do the dishes since Dean cooked, so Dean leaves him to it and heads to the garage to think.  

I forgot about this.

OOOHHHH THIS IS SO CUTE I FORGOT ABOUT IT TOO (side note I love the "working on a ficlet for this year too"-tag)

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Lost in Translation

Based on a prompt found in this post  Read it on Ao3

‘we take the same elevator every day and due to a misunderstanding I assumed you didn’t speak english and I’ve been talking to my friend about how hot you are for three weeks and apparently my friend has known from the start but you agreed not to tell me bc you both think its hilarious what the fuck’ au

“You think he’ll be there again?” Dean smiled lightheartedly at his younger brother walking beside him on their way to work.

“If by ‘he’ you mean Cas, then probably, Dean.” Sam kept his head forward, not wanting to look at how his brother/coworker was so clearly in love with the aforementioned secretary. It’s been the same routine for the past three weeks: Every morning Sam and Dean would get to the office early and catch the elevator to the 77th floor (”The hell I’m climbing those stairs, Sammy”), and every morning they’d find the elevator empty except for the still half-asleep soul that was the building’s secretary, Castiel Novak. For whatever reason that was beyond Sam’s understanding, Dean immediately stuck to the idea that Cas neither understand nor speak english. Dean said it was because he’d caught Cas speaking Russian at his office desk once for a solid twenty minutes (“He even looks Russian, man! You’re not gonna convince me otherwise”). Sam knows Cas runs international relations and therefore is pretty much required to understand their overseas clients in a variety of languages, but he wasn’t about to let his brother in on the secret that Cas of course could understand english perfectly.

The elevator door dinged, signaling its arrival not two minutes after Sam had pushed the button. The doors opened to reveal the same setting as the past three weeks: empty except for Castiel standing there, dressed in a black suit with one hand holding a to-go cup of coffee and the other holding his tan trench coat a briefcase. 

“Well, the eyes have it, don’t they Sammy?” Dean whispered behind him, already in what Sam privately calls “Drooling Dean” mode as his brother stared at Castiel’s half open eyes.

Sam ignored his brother’s comments and gave a knowing nod to Castiel once they entered the elevator. From the second day that Drooling Dean showed up, Sam and Cas had made a silent agreement to let Dean make a fool of himself until whenever Cas decided that enough was enough. They’d recant their version of events and try to figure out what Dean would say the next day afterwards. It was all hilarious really, but after three weeks Sam was growing tired.

“He’s still got that tie backwards,” Dean continued, face turned to Sam so as to not look like he was staring at Castiel in front of them. “God, you’d think someone would help the angel out. Say something like, ‘the blue needs to be on the front to match your eyes.’ or some sappy shit.” 

Apparently Drooling Dean was in full force today.

“Why don’t you?” Sam goaded. 77 floors of this was fun and all, but damn.

Dean sputtered. “W-well because...”

“Because what?” “We’ve never really talked before, Sam. Don’t you think it’d be weird for a random guy to come up to you and fix your tie with a smile like couples do?”

“I’m sure he wouldn’t mind. He might even thank you,” Sam pointed out. Castiel, for his part, stared straight ahead as the elevator zoomed past the 50th floor. How he did this for three straight weeks is beyond Sam.

Dean’s shoulders tensed, causing him to look down at his shoes. “Dude, he won’t understand me. You’d think if he did he’d had said something to us by now? I mean, I’m as near to flirting as I can possibly get but nothing’s gonna happen because we don’t speak the same language.”

Suddenly Sam got an idea. “But let’s say if you did, would you wanna go out with him, say, tomorrow at seven?” He chanced a look at the reflection of the elevator doors that showed Castiel’s face and saw the small smile struggling to break free on the other man’s lips.

Dean, being Dean, didn’t seem to notice Castiel’s sudden change. “Yeah. That’d be awesome. Hell, I could show him to tie actually tie a tie, but it wouldn’t go well since I don’t understand Russian.” Sam remained silent just as the elevator slowed to a halt on the 77th floor. All three men waited until the doors were fully open in order to step out, but Castiel had yet to move to allow for the brothers to exit. Instead, the other man turned around to face the pair. 

“Good morning, Sam. Dean.” He nodded to each in turn just as a look of mute horror and realization spread across Dean’s face. “It’s been a pleasure working with you both, and I do just so happen to be free tomorrow at seven.” He gave a now completely baffled, terrified, Dean a wink before turning on his heel and walking out of the elevator. 

Sam had to all but drag his brother out before the doors closed. “It’s about damn time,” He laughed while his brother an accusatory finger at him. 

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The first day he noticed the ring next to his bed he smiled and shook his head, remembering Dean taking it off the night before because he, ‘didn’t want it getting caught on something,’ what it could have gotten caught on, Cas had no clue.

He simply left it on the wooden surface and got up for the day, going about his business. He kissed Dean good morning when he encountered him in the kitchen and was handed his usual cup of coffee. Dean glanced at his hands as he gave him the mug, smiling slightly before he leaned in.

“How did you sleep?” He asked, Cas merely smiled and winked before he took his cup to the table and sat down. Their day was filled with old books and maps and all such things needed for a new case. Sam was out, investigating a string of recent murders, with Charlie. Dean and Cas had opted to stay behind. Neither of the other two parties objected.

They fell asleep that night with the TV on in the background, Game of Thrones lulled them into a restful sleep.

The second day Castiel woke up to find the ring still on his night stand he sighed and picked it up, the cool metal between his fingertips felt oddly heavy. He allowed it to roll around his palm a bit, testing it out. He’d never understood the need for jewelry. But still, the silver object must have meant a great deal to Dean, he didn’t want it to get lost. He sat it back on the small dresser, hoping the hunter would notice it soon.

The same greeting met him in the kitchen, the same flick of the eyes, the same smile, the same lips. The same faint prayer of an I love you lost somewhere on the waves of angel radio. He didn’t have his full grace in tact, he’d sacrificed it in an effort to save Dean from the Mark; but what remained was enough that he could hear Dean’s prayers to him, if they were loud enough. They were always loud enough.

He awoke in the same fashion for the next few days, picking up the ring, observing it, running his fingers over it. He wasn’t sure why it fascinated him so. It must have been that it was Deans; that it wrapped around his finger and held tight against his skin. It was basically a part of him.

He wondered if he’d ever have something so loyal.

Later, on the sixth evening after Cas had first awoke to find the ring, Charlie and Sam returned to the bunker. They had pizza, beers, and some new card game that was for ‘horrible people’ or something. Cas didn’t think they counted as horrible people, not the Winchesters and certainly not Charlie. Dean assured him it was just for fun.

He blushed when he pulled a card about a large black part of the male anatomy. Dean and Charlie giggled for what felt like forever. Castiel went to bed upset.

Dean didn’t come to join him right away.

Still he woke up to find that ring staring back at him the next morning; Dean had slunk into their shared bedroom sometime in the hours of the morning and wrapped his arms around Cas’ middle.

Castiel picked the ring up to weigh it in his hands again, but this time he slipped it on. Not his left hand, but his right, over the ring finger and twisted it, trying to discern what the big deal was about a piece of silver. Why people prayed for one so much, and why in the quietest moments he might admit that he found himself praying for one too.

“I was wondering when you’d catch on.” Dean muttered into his neck. He wasn’t sure when Dean had woken up, or shifted into a similar position as his. Had he really been staring so long?

“I’m sorry?” Cas asked, slight panic rising in his chest. He didn’t want Dean to think he was stealing his ring; or what he thought was his ring.

That was when he felt it, the cold brush of metal against his bare skin from Deans hand. Dean had been wearing his ring all this time, where did this other one come from?

“I left that for you days ago, Cas. And you have yet to put it on. Hurts a guys feelings. Turning down a proposal.” Dean smiled against his skin before placing a light kiss against the back of his neck.

Castiel furrowed his brow and turned over in his hunters arms.

“A what?” He asked, staring up at Dean with wide, blue, and what he was sure were disbelieving, eyes. But the makings of a smile were beginning to form on his face, a feeling akin to hope had sparked in his chest.

“Don’t make me say it twice.” Dean smiled softly down at him, “Every day you saw that ring there, not once did you check my own hand to see if I had mine.”

Castiel blushed slightly, a small ounce of embarrassment. He’d been a sentient being once, able to see through the biggest lies and fabrications; able to thwart a battle and turn the tide of a war without breaking a sweat. Being a human had made him lazy. Being safe, with Dean, in his arms, his bed, had made him complacent. Unobservant.

But it didn’t matter, because all the complacency in the world couldn’t take away the feeling that bloomed within him in that moment. The love he felt for the man looking down at him, the happiness and wholeness that was threatening to take over. He felt the urge to laugh, he settled for a smile.

“Geez, Cas, don’t leave me hanging.” Dean’s laugh was nervous, he could see how unsure he was. As if Castiel wouldn’t accept any proposal Dean made.

“You know-” Cas looked at the ring and then back to Dean, “if you wanted to propose, you could have done it-a bit more-romantically. I mean seriously Dean, I’m not talking fireworks or hot air balloons; but something-” Dean cut off Castiel’s sarcastic answer with a kiss and then cut off the kiss with a small chuckle as he pulled back, looking down from behind heavy lids as Castiel smiled back and nodded.

“Yeah?”

“Yes.”

“Alright.” Dean grinned, “But, I think we should move this-” he gently lifted Cas’ right hand and pulled off the ring with a soft kiss to his knuckles, “and put it where it belongs.” He slid the ring onto his angel’s left hand, ring finger, and then kissed the palm, Cas brought the hand to his hunter’s cheek as he sighed contentedly.

“No more bedside table proposals.” Castiel grinned as he turned back on his side and wrapped deans arms further around him.

“You’re gonna hate what I’ve got planned for tomorrow then.” Dean replied in his ear.

Cas may have groaned in response, but his smile was wide. He stared at the ring on his finger as it laid on the bed next to him, no longer an unanswered question on a nightstand, but an answered prayer; one he’d been sending out for a long time.

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