Kat ✩ 20s ✩ aspec ✩ she/her
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Kat ✩ 20s ✩ aspec ✩ she/her
🎪 ゚*。⋆ Hello! This is Kat’s sideblog for posting about fictional crushes. I post about self inserts, self shipping, oc x canon and the like! 🧸
f/o list ✩ taglist ✩ ao3
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Your f/os would never scare you on purpose if you get scared easily.
They would never say "but it's fun to scare you now" if you're jumpy.
Don't like being teased about it? Will never speak about it again.
They'll always reassure you that you're not a burden or too much for asking for them to make sure they don't scare you, they'll always remind you that you're not childish or weak for being scared easily.
They'll always check first hand with friends and family to make sure they know you get scared easily and make sure they take precautions if you need/want them to.
If they ever do it on accident without even realizing it, they'll do whatever they can to make up for it until you're not mad or upset anymore.
Wither it's just a trait you've always had or if it stems from trauma, they'll always make sure they don't cross your boundaries.
PR-SHIP, C&MSHIP, AJACENT, NEUTRALS DNI. !!! DO NOT REPOST, USE OR EDIT. IB IS OKAY W CREDIT.
hi, i just stumbled on your blog from your mouthwashing post. this is sort of my opinion but collectively i believe many agree self shipping just…isnt it in this fandom. esp w a character like anya who the majority of the story focuses on her rape and the neglect of it. this isnt just a character one can casually ship with, its easy to be disrespectful abt this with how one treats real women and even more real victims. i suppose anyone can do what they want, but as someone whos been witnessing a strange treatment of characters like anya i do not recommend you just ship with her and make it seem like your first thought about her ignores the themes of the series. love and peace i mean no disrespect, its just understanding time and place ✌🏾
hi anon, i hear you!
i meant complete respect with the post, i recognize the themes in the game and see anya as such a bigger character than she’s initially portrayed. she is primarily shown through the eyes of jimmy, someone who sees her as a wimp and incompetent, etc, and she is so much more than that from little snippets around the world we see and i absolutely love how the good sides of the fandom portrays her being herself.
i know the themes of the game are super important and should not be taken lightly, and i don’t. if i were to ship with her, (and i most likely would not, i have loads of crushes i don’t end up doing anything with anyway,) it would be in an au setting where the crew all lives and they have the chance to heal from their time on the tulpar. she would be friends with daisuke and bond with swansea, equally. but yes, your point is completely right and there is a time and place to speak about a character and shouldn’t be portrayed willy-nilly. as lighthearted as the post was meant to be, self-shipping (as an ace arospec person and it not being romantic half the time anyway,) i have my own traumas, and find it comforting and enlightening to put inserts into a series where they can grow together.
i hope this made sense! thank you for taking the time to send an ask about this :)
What if,, I wrote more Spinel x reader?
hey chat
anya mouthwashing is really pretty
If you ever need your f/o to stay up for any reason, they will stay awake, all night if necessary. Maybe it's because of nightmares, or a certain fear, whatever it is, they'll stay up watching over you and making sure you're okay/don't hurt yourself when you fall asleep. Sure, they might nod off a few times but they'll be sure to keep watch. If you feel bad about it, they'll reassure you and tell you that they don't mind, they love you so much and will do anything to make you feel safe (and if you feel really bad tho, they'll reassure you again, if you end up telling them that you'd prefer if they also got some sleep, they will, but not without checking on you at times)
Proship DNI
oc x canon doodles because i’m embarrassing
Posting these before I become too embarrassed to do so,,
Did a create a Mouthwashing S/I just because I'm in love with Daisuke? Yes. Did I come up with any lore about them? No.
Now imagine your f/o coming to you for comfort. Whether it be from a nightmare, a bad day outside, or something else...
You feel them trembling as they wrap their arms around you and pull you in close, burying their face into your neck and letting out a heavy, shaky sigh. "Sorry," They mumbled as they hold you tighter, "Let's stay like this for a bit longer, please. I...You make me feel safe."
Yes, you do. They can't believe they're admitting it, something so vulnerable. Yet they know they can. They know you can be trusted. They know you'll smile and brush your hand on their cheek, holding it so gently as you reassure them that they are safe. That you will be there for them no matter what.
And as they hold you there in their arms, feeling the warmth of your comfort, their eyes shut and they use your neck to hide a smile of relief. The world may not be kind to them.
But at least you are.
Kayde: This is my girlfriend, V.
And this is V’s girlfriend, Uzi.
And this is V’s boyfriend, N. He’s also dating Uzi. And I have a crush on her. It’s complicated.
And this is N’s girlfriend, Remy.
And this is V’s other girlfriend, Lizzy. I think we’re dating too?… idk i should ask her.
And this is Thad. He’s kinda here.
(Remy belongs to @way-too-many-ideas)
In that case,
Please, more V x Reader HC. They’re filling the void all the fanfic sites are refusing to fill
If you need a specific ‘subject’ for them, how about their reactions / emotions when the Reader takes them on the first date?
Murder Drones | V Dating Headcanons
Woah, she's definitely one of the most datable characters of all time.
Her specific reactions to it is one of confusion and the literal definition of "FUUCCCCKKKK YESSSSSSSS!!!!!!", and she won't really make it known. You'll ask her to go on a date to whatever place you want, be that a mall, restaurant (which would be weird, since they can't eat) or whatever, their visible reaction is all the same.
"Sure, whatever."
"...That's it?"
"Did you expect a bigger reaction? And I thought you were more sophisticated than that."
"sHUSH-"
Whenever she isn't around you, she's probably (most likely) panicking about what just happened. You just asked her out on a date, and now she's thrown into this situation where you'd see out of a cliche movie.
What should she wear? What should she say? What does she do? She should just call this whole thing off.
Obviously, she doesn't. Otherwise, we wouldn't have headcanons here besides reactions.
She'd probably go to Lizzy to deal with the dress problem. Lizzy would probably inquire about what the occasion was, and V will just deflect it; just using the excuse of the upcoming prom, or funeral, depending on which episode you're placing yourself in.
She'd probably trust N enough to tell him about your date request, and dammit, he'll do his best to be the best wingman. He'll give advice to V about what she should say, about your interests, all the basic things you'd probably expect from a wingman that actually possibly know what he's doing or saying.
She'd be internally biting her -Non-Existent- fingernails as the day of the date comes upon her, and she might as well have been overheating about it all. Her inner worker drone self is starting to unravel, but she presses on anyway.
Obviously, how the whole date goes about depends on what you're doing.
If you're taking initiative, (I.e flirting, being extroverted, pointing out her blush on her visor that she's trying to desperately wipe away, etc), she's embarrassed. How dare you take lead on being the flirty asshole? That's her job!
Maybe you'll inquire about what she was doing the days before, and she won't mention she was freaking out to N while Uzi was secretly watching from a corner snickering at her. She'll just say that she was 'getting oil, hanging out with Lizzy. The usual.'
If you weren't taking initiative, (I.e being about as blushy as V was, letting her to all of the talking while you were just staring at her, etc) than she'll be a lot more... devious. I don't know how else to explain it.
She'll put her head in her hands while she teases you about being blushy mushy wushy, completely ignoring that she was damn near doing the same thing moments prior.
"Awwww, is somebody embarrassed?"
"You're just as embarrassed as me right now! Shut up!"
"..."
Don't mind that she was sweating bullets, because more than likely she was waiting for you when you were on your way to the agreed spot for the date.
When all is said and done, she'll probably think 'this wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.' Of course, she's going to be kind of patting herself on the back for a job well done.
V probably isn't the best person to go on a date with if you're a worker drone, given her... past with them. Same goes for humans. But she certainly tried her best, whether she was thinking about it or not.
you know when they kiss your palm as you hold their face? i want that so badly
reblog to give your f/o a forehead kiss! 💋
i think the reason why selfshipping can be so difficult for others is the mere fact that they think they don't deserve it. or don't deserve their f/o to love them unconditionally, or be there for them, or offer support and guidance, or be their crutch.
selfshipping is hard for those who are always the giver and never the receiver. you feel uncomfortable about selfshipping or thinking about scenarios with your f/o. or how you have no idea what to add to your selfship, what lore to even do, because you don't think you should do something like this for yourself.
but you do deserve this. you deserve to feel loved and cared for by your f/os, you deserve to create the most silliest of scenarios, you deserve to be so canon-divergent and self indulgent with your selfships. you deserve to love yourself, you deserve to receive love and care, you deserve to receive these things even if it may feel uncomfortable to.
you deserve to do things for yourself. it may take time for you to be fully yourself while doing so, but you got this! i believe in you. i believe we can overcome this together. <3