The first scene of Lyra trying the new method (in TSC) is nagging at me.
Initially, she wonders if the cat in her dream - she refers to it as a dream, which is odd but whatever - is Kirjava, then the text confirms that at some point it is Kirjava and when Lyra thinks of Will, the dream changes.
(...) how she knew the daemon was Kirjava, and she was allowed to touch her because she loved Will, and how Will must be nearby... At once the scene changed.
Then she is in a corridor, and she sees the cat, but it’s just a cat now. The cat moves towards a door that is open when Lyra approaches it, and she follows the cat, only to see Olivier, although Lyra mistakes him for Will for a moment.
Through the doorway, she saw a book-lined room where a young man was holding an alethiometer, and it was--
‘Will!’ she said aloud.
She couldn’t help it.
Both Will and Olivier have similar, if not exactly the same physical descriptions (black hair, strong jaw, a tense kind of posture). Probably intentional given the whole chapter. Anyway. My point is Lyra sees Olivier while using the new reading method (she points all the three to the bird symbol - which the text states stood for daemons in general), while he is looking for her. Lyra, after seeing him and realising he isn’t Will, realises Kirjava has vanished.
I promise I have a point, just stick with me a little longer lmao
Lyra and Olivier then see each other. They know who the other is.
A flicker of suspicious recognition passed between Lyra and the young man, but they were recognising different things: he knew her to be the girl his employer Marcel Delamare wanted so badly for some reason, the girl who had his own father’s alethiometer, and she knew him to be the inventor of the new method.
Before he could move, she reached in and pulled the door shut between them.
Olivier knowing who she is, is no surprise given he has photographs of her given to him by Marcel; Lyra knows who he is because he is publicly known as the inventor of the method, perhaps he’d been in an academic paper or something (or you know, poetic license lmao). At any rate my point through this is, Lyra cuts the ‘connection’ before he can do anything, and she then thinks “He had been so like Will-- that first moment(...)”.
What if the Alethiometer - and Dust, in a way - is using Lyra’s feelings for Will to warn her? This wouldn’t be the first time she was manipulated through the instrument; in fact, her entire HDM journey is about how the angels lured her to fulfill the prophecy, my manipulating her through Dust and the Alethiometer. I’m not here to debate whether this is right or wrong - it certainly is unorthodox as a means to help her, but the Alethiometer is usually very morally grey or neutral - but I thought it was interesting how they lured her into finding about Olivier by using Kirjava.
She starts the reading by pointing the three needles to the bird symbol - the symbol for daemons - because she wants to find out if the cat is Kirjava. For all intents and purposes, that was her question, in a way; her first attempt to do the reading in the same chapter ends with her drifting - because she doesn’t ask a question, she is looking for nothing, so she drifts among all things and truths and possibilities - and she gets sick rather fast. But when she does it again, with a question in mind, she lasts relatively longer from a reader perspective - it’s never accounted in the text - and when she sees Kirjava and touches Kirjava and thinks about Will being nearby, the scenes changes, immediately.
It accomplished its purpose, it changes fast because it doesn’t want Lyra to stay on that line of thinking. The change confuses her, but the cat has her attention and it leads her to Olivier. Lyra senses that something there is probably not right, and she mistakes him for Will for a second, but quickly shuts the door away before he can react. She realises the cat has vanished, having served the purpose of luring her through her feelings and leading her to what she needs to know. Lyra wonders if that was what the cat was doing after all, leading her there, after the reading is over. But then she stops thinking about it, as she does most things.
Like, yes, I get it, you can’t give her all the answers, but Lyra’s lack of focus - I genuinely can’t find a better word for this - gets tiresome throughout the story. It’s not even out of character, to be fair, she always was more active and impulsive than contemplative, she literally just forgets shit all the time because her mind is always going places. It makes sense, in a way, but it annoys me lmao But I think it might be that a Bigger Force is trying to show her that someone is out to get her. She only finds out that she is a wanted person much later in the story, very much near its end, when she is in Smyrna and she only finds out because Bud Schlesinger tells her. She’s literally been evading the Magisterium forces by sheer luck also known as plot armor lmao
Mind you, she doesn’t ask ‘is someone after me?’, she only asks if the cat is Kirjava. All she does throughout the book is dwell on those old feelings, even if she neglects all the other parts of her journey. The entire reading is twisted to lure her into focus, because she only focus if she is thinking of Will (which I fucking hate as a concept, but canon be canon, I can’t just-- pretend not to see when I’m writing meta. SADLY lol) and when she is deep enough into the reading, it changes to what it matters WHICH IS OLIVIER TRACKING HER DOWN BECAUSE EVIL FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!! And even when she sees Olivier, she still thinks of Will. She’s so dumb, I so hate this lmao Come on, Lyra, help yourself.
But I like this idea of Dust - or something using Dust, Lyra has some connection to the Secret Commonwealth after all - manipulating her feelings to try and help her survive, even if it is just to lead her to a painful journey or for some ulterior motive that might not actually benefit her. It tracks with all the people in her life that was supposed to aid her, but just used her for something else. (The angels, Asriel, Marisa, so on and so forth). This chapter also covers a lot of imagination talk, how Lyra compares the takes of Brande vs Talbot vs Imagination and how she agrees with some of their takes on it, but also how the alethiometer connects to that very world of spiritual, occult meaning things. The text openly states “she was horribly divided.” I’m saving my thoughts on this for another post, though.
I think that for me, this reinforces the idea that Lyra’s sacrifice will be about letting go of the Alethiometer. I’ve spoken about this before in different places I think, here included, and I think it all comes down to Lyra moving forward. I don’t think that, for me personally, it will be satisfying because I feel Pullman will make this whole thing about Will telling Lyra to move on and be happy - because that’s what he does, that’s what his whole character is about. So wise, so clever, so mature blah blah blah.
I definitely think we will see him in TBOD3 - god, I hope I’m wrong but yea, I don’t think I am - and I think this makes my alethiometer theory tighter (as tight as anything tbod/hdm can be, yea lmao). Lyra not only associates the alethiometer with her previous journey, but I think she will learn that it has been manipulating her, especially regarding her feelings for Will and she will no longer trust in it. She allowed these feelings to dictate her life, she has rituals surrounding them (the botanic garden thing, for example, or how she tries to be more like him whenever she needs to do... Anything.) and this has clouded her judgement of things. While she should be questioning why she was being shown Olivier, she just dwells on how he looked like Will for a moment, and Kirjava this, and cat that. Besides, Lyra learns in TSC that there are better ways of dealing with Dust - roses not included yet - so the Alethiometer no longer is the only way for her, and she is in possession of the Myriorama (given to her by Papa Delamare jk unless).
There are other instances of the cat thing, but I’m not there yet in my reread so stay tuned for part two of me complaining about this lmao