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Kris Leliel

@lonelyleliel / lonelyleliel.tumblr.com

A Dark and Lonely Imagination Level: XXX 🏳️‍🌈 INTJ 🖤
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ohnoaname

So LGBTQ+ is now completely illegal in Russia. I wonder if anyone going to talk about that. I'm so tired

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ohnoaname

I really try to keep politics and more personal stuff out of my blog because that's my escapism website but I really can't NOT talk about it

Russian Supreme Court just banned "LGBT+ movement" as extremist. It's basically illegal now. I saw the news when I wasn't home and I spend next 2h trying not to cry before I actually get home

I'm russian and I'm asexual. I'm maybe non-binary and sapphic, I'm still figuring it out.

And I can't say that I love my country. I disagree with lots of its politics and laws, but. I was born here. I was raised here and I live here and it's home. My home, which, apparently, hates my existence. I wish I could really, fully hate it back but I can't. It's home.

I get that most of the world doesn't really care about russians right now because well. We are the bad guys. But please, talk about russian queers. I don't know what else to say. We exist. We want to matter at least to someone.

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lonelyleliel

Russians are not bad.

You nor any other Russian queer should be defined by your oppressive government.

I’m so sorry…

#lgbtqia#lgbt
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kaznomi

I do not want a life-long partnership, as an aroace person.

When I first learned about being aromantic and asexual, I saw a post on Tumblr about QPRs, aka “Queer/Quasi-platonic relationship”. Here is some quick information on what this means.

I thought that I was interested in this type of relationship. I have been in multiple QPRs in the past even. 

But, after really reflecting on it, I realized - it was the exact same situation as with romantic/sexual relationships.

I am not interested in any kind of relationship beyond friendship. Queerplatonic, romantic, sexual, anything like that. I do not want a “life-long partner”. I love being completely single. I am completely fulfilled and content.

Yet, that voice that tells me that I will never be happy without being in these types of relationships? Yeah, it’s still here. 

With QPRs, this was my unconscious thought process.

“If I am not in a romantic/sexual relationships, at least I can be in a QPR and be somewhat normal.” or “Maybe I will develop these feelings if I can hold out a little longer.”

I felt the exact same in QPRs as I felt in romantic/sexual relationships: trapped, awkward, uncomfortable, stressed. The fact I could not return these feelings would make me extremely stressed. In my last relationship, that was the biggest wake-up call. I was so stressed during that relationship and had no idea why. The second we broke up? I felt so much better.

My dream is living on my own, maybe own a pet, have my own space, but also have a few friends I can hang out with. This is completely fine! I am allowed to live however I want to as long as it isn’t hurting anyone.

Anyways, I guess I’m making this post to show people that you don’t have to be in ANY kind of relationship if you do not want to. I didn’t realize this until very recently, and if I had known earlier, it would’ve saved SO MUCH TROUBLE for EVERYONE. 

You can have a completely fulfilling life. You are not broken. It is your life, and you deserve to live it however you want to.

#aromantic#aro#aroace#asexual#ace#aplatonic#lgbt#lgbtq#queer#positivity#this almost made me cry#how wonderful
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I want a girlfriend. No, sex isn’t the only thing on my mind. I want to love her and cherish her. I want to protect her and comfort her. I want to be the cause of her smiles, and the Kleenex against her tears. I want to take her on cute dates, like a cute diner or an arcade. I want to sit on our couch and watch Disney films and anime. I want to go to cons and buy her favorite merch. I want to pleasure her in many ways possible: sexually, romantically, mentally, and emotionally.

If she has any disorders whatsoever, I want to mane cute care boxes for her to ease her mind. I want to fill it with her favorite snacks, and essential oils. I’ll add a small, cheap stuffed animal in there for her to cuddle when I’m not around. I want to devout myself to her. I want her to grow and prosper. I want her to become a successful and healthy woman.

#positivity#lesbian#lgbt#wlw#*tears up*
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