#sometimes my heart breaks #because dean is hopelessly in love with cas #and he’s so fucking angry about it #he can’t enjoy it #it terrifies him #because atrocious shit happens to people he loves #every single one of them #dean doesn’t see love as a benefit or a gift #he sees it as a burden #an achilles heel #a pit trap #he sees it as an accident waiting to happen #he’s a liability #anyone who loves him will die in the end #mom #dad #sam #bobby #cas #but cas keeps coming back #cas is a fucking angel of the absent lord #he’s wrath and wroth and power #he’s a hurricane in a bottle #and he’s not going anywhere #so dean you keep being angry #you’ve got one hell of a temper #but cas smote half of heaven because he was pissed #i think cas can handle whatever you throw at him #and love you in spite of it (via Deanlorean)
to me. this scene made it canon. i don’t care what anyone else says- its fucking C A N O N.