i’m a 22 year old lesbian struggling right now. can older lesbians help me please? i don’t know what to do and i feel like i have no one to talk to about this.

big trigger warning for internalized homophobia because this is about me and my unhealthy view of my sexuality.

tl;dr: i have horrible internalized homophobia and i let it consume me recently, it was getting way better the last two days, and then the election set me back further than i was.

details below the cut if anyone wants to help me out here. i’d really appreciate any advice.