there's something about c!wilburs death only really being seen from the perspective of how much it hurt everyone around him that's kinda. hm. I don't really have a point w this or anything it's just something I think about a lot.
#mcyt#dsmp#dream smp#wilbur soot#ppl who are smarter than me feel free to add to this#i dont do character analysis i just go hey thats neat n hope someone will tell me why#its just interesting idk#suicide tw bc im about to overshare in the tags#its kinda funny how much wilburs arc echos my own suicide attempt lol#like especially his revival#him talking abt how tommy n phil n everyone are around him bc theyre scared hes gonna blow something up again#and like the whole framing of it#w him destroying lmanburg#its an event that happened to the smp instead of the culmination of wilburs spiraling mental health#like i dont think he ever really got to process it for himself yknow?#in the same way tommys never called what dream did abuse wilburs never called what he did suicide#if you actually read the tags sorry im just working through some stuff rn lmao