oh darling, it's nothing but a few stolen miracles

Problem: I want to settle down in a house and a decent sized backyard that i can grow veggies and fruits in and maybe have chickens

Also problem: I want to travel and have a decked out camper and a wood stove and get to go new places and record my adventures and take so many photos and plaster them all over my walls

Final boss: both these require money and that I do not have, therefore I cannot even consider either option