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Caitlin - 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁳󠁣󠁴󠁿 - 24

I’m just a sleepy gal trying to make it through life. Living with a broken brain & a soft heart.

@echoedvoice you reblogging a bunch of my posts when I’m barely active on here anymore at all makes me feel like you’re bringing fresh flowers and delicately rearranging the ornaments on my grave stone

I was planning on doing a big life photodump post since I haven’t been active on here in ten billion years but all I really do right now is sit at home with a baby so that’s all I got folks…..will have more content to post maybe when I go back to college in a couple months and no longer living the neet life and perhaps get out of my hermit shell!

Hi tumlr

I might revive this blog idk

Been a minute since I’ve been on tumblr

Idk if I’m gonna come back anytime soon but I had a baby she’s nice & soft & smells like milk

When I was like 16 I had a secret blog that like nobody followed me on, I just used it like a diary yknow for overly personal stuff, bitching & complaining, etc. anyway one day a popular blogger followed it & I was like ???? I have no idea how she even found it because it’s not like I reblogged anything or whatnot? And no idea why she followed me because she was this pretty popular cool aesthetic girl in her 20s on tumblr & mine was obviously the bitchblog of an angsty mentally ill teen. But she would like my posts & occasionally comment things along the lines of “hope ur ok!! Feel better soon”. I was always too scared to interact with her but I did keep up with her blog because she was lovely.

Anyway plot twist she died 4 years ago. Her blog has just been a ghost ever since. I never did end up reaching out. I always regretted that. I don’t know why she decided to follow that blog or how she even found it because she was genuinely like a really popular blogger everyone loved her she was also beautiful. She must’ve genuinely had a good heart. I felt fucking devastated when I found out she died. I really wish I had said something like hey I know this is weird but you followed my private angst blog when I was 16 & you were always so kind to me even though I was obvs a loser…..idk I’m probably always gonna feel a bit bad about that.

I always feel like Tracy Beaker every time I try to defend my neglectful ass mother like uhhhmmm….actually my mums a Hollywood star and she’s like super famous and busy so that’s why she doesn’t have time for me. I’m sure she’ll be here to pick me up any day now and whisk me away from all my worries and pain so uhhhmmm yea…

I will neverrrr understand that thing people do when they don’t like someone anymore but they’ve been friends for so long so they decide to just remain friends….like babe if it sucks hit da bricks. My boyfriend is guilty of this, he has this “best friend” who actually he doesn’t like anymore at all (for good reason, the guy sucks lol) but instead of telling him straight up that he doesn’t want to be friends anymore, he just ignores him for days on end & sighs irritably whenever he sees he has a text from him…like bro why are you doing this to yourself. You don’t have to stay friends with someone just because it’s been years, you’ll just slowly build up resentment. Change, flourish, etc