Haha. I am sad.
WOW USO JANAI IS AN AMAZING SONG FOR YUTA AND RIKA, THROWING UP AND DISEMBOWELLING MYSELF
HERES THE ENGLISH TRANSLATION OF THE LYRICS AND A LINK.
Kore kara no mirai wa doko e demo
From now on wherever the future takes us
Tsunagareru ki ga shiteru no
I feel like we can connect
Akumu no kongen ni ita kimi wo itsuka kanarazu
You were there at the root of my nightmares
Sukuidasu kara
And someday I’ll save you too
Watched JJK 0 (spoilers ahead)
Thinking about the scene where Panda explains that Inumaki has gone through the same thing as Yuta and he wants to be the support for Yuta that he likely never had and—
Thinking about how soft that scene was where Yuta tells Maki that he wants to be just like her, because she’s strong and reliable and she remembers that her whole life she’s been the example of what not to be and—
Thinking about how I cried so hard at the scenes they added in of Yuta and Rika playing with one another that made me cry so hard my body was wracked with sobs and I couldn’t stop shaking, even though I was the only one that badly affected.
I’m never going to emotionally recover from this.