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@lilietsblog / lilietsblog.tumblr.com

Wow, it's been like 10 years since I updated this. Neat. I've made a dreamwidth blog just in case tumblr dies. I think dreamwidth is neat. My username on Discord is Liliet#1061 (and no I don't intend to update it, they're asking but they haven't tried to force me yet). My username on reddit is LilietB. Read PGTE. Homestuck is great. Peace and love on the planet Earth. I'm Ukrainian. Wish us luck.
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Does the fact that alt Calliope has blacked out eyes mean that black eyes are just what dead cherub eyes happen to look like instead of it signifying a half-dead state like Sollux (meaning the half-dead not not fully dead Callie theory might not fit anymore), or mean that the martyr choice or whatever 'killed' this Calliope put her into a half-dead state/she's not "dead" yet either but waiting to sacrifice herself to help Our!Callie?

Alt!Calliope is also an entity that is a not dead cherub that exists in the dreambubbles, Just like Calliope, so it’s hard to tell, there both sort of in the same boat currently, just one is Alpha (Our Callie) and one is not (AltCallie) 

Alt!Callie isn’t dead, she predominated, she’s just from a doomed timeline right? Did they say she straight up died? or just doomed? I mean she is God Tier so she can’t be dead dead yknow what I mean? (unless she does something heroic like sacrifice herself for our Callie)

that’s a good point about the martyr choice though, we still don’t know exactly what a Martyr’s “Death” entails

so I think at this point it’s still to hard to say for sure what it means :?

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the choice of the martyr that alt!callie most likely choose was in part to “give up ambition (i think that’s what it said) and accept death (100% sure this part is accurate)” meaning that yes, alt!callie is dead, and yes, alt!callie is from a doomed timeline

right, but Caliborn’s choice as the conqueror meant he would go out and conquer, as he does as LE, meaning it would take a while for him to do that yknow? its not like and insta thing that he becomes, more like a promise of something he will do

I was wondering if Calliope was the same way, part of the choice was to accept death, but does that mean she died yet? or that she will die? Is the choice also like a promise to live out life a certain way? as in she made her choice, she will accept death, but just hasn’t quite yet. The same way that Caliborn chose the conqueror and thus solidly promises to live his life as the conqueror, not he just becomes a conqueror yknow what im getting at?

That seams a more apt thing for a denizen to do, to give you a Choice, and then once you choose you go out and do the thing, the Denizen doesn’t make you, that’s the whole point of calling it Your Choice

well we only see caliborn conquering when he is LE, but in the vines the representation of future-not-quite-LE!caliborn was kinda dominating on the alpha kids in the fight. And this would essentially be the dude who got his ass handed to him faster than a dude on butler island by John Egbert. You can argue that john con swole as much as you want but the fact remains if he was THAT strong he could probably take condy by himself. However we don’t know for sure and it could be that she and he are promising to do the thing later in their life, but it doesn’t feel that way to me, just personally.

true, and then someone else also mentioned Typheus boiling John that one time like it was no problm

idk I just feel like the Martyr choice should be a bit more special or dramatic, like a personal chosen sacrifice done on your own terms for something solid, rather than a vague, dying now will allow you do to a thing later maybe, i get thats the more passive option and more fitting, but i feel like more personal agency should be put into something like that. like the effect would be stronger if she knew exactly what she would be sacrificing herself for, instead of just trusting the denizen that your death will be cool for the universe, promise

more personal feelings than anything i guess tho lol

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lilietsblog

i just feel like the Martyr choice not being shitty would go against the themes of homestuck and what we know about the cherubs (alt!callie didn't predominate properly either)

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i’m guessing alt timeline calliope speaks in red for the same reason caliborn speaks in green: because she defeated him and stole his colour as a sign of her own power (whether this bodes well or not is really up in the air)

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#everyone and their mother caught this so yeah lol#def a sign that predomination for either of them isnt meant to be how things go down#this calliope is probably stunted in similar ways to how calibon was#ur not supposed to just cut out the bad parts of yourself!#your meant to integrate and accept them and direct their energy towards something constructive

yessss exactly what i was just going to write!

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I’d imagine what they’re getting at is the idea that Alt!Calli would see meaning as something people create, rather than something that objectively exists on its own. Though obvsl I’m just guessing at what anon meant here

Hmm… if that’s what they meant, I’m still not sure if that’d be accurate, considering how rule-bound and riddle-happy cherubs are or are supposed to be. I imagine since she predominated, Alt Callie is probably a model cherub, and so I’m expecting her to toe the line of those arbitrary restrictions. Which is sort of like believing in objective meanings? The claims that jujus have no origin kind of make them these cosmic forces, although Lil Cal at least *did* have an origin. 

Anyway, I would like them to meet her in person some time so I can observe her.

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My thoughts about Alt!Callie right now are actually that she did NOT predominate normally, nor did Caliborn... normal predomination is fusion, with weaker half giving in to the stronger half, not violent confrontation with expunging the other's traits. Caliborn was weaker than Calliope, he lost most of their games and had much less influence on reality through channels they both had access to. Even after he 'won', he's trying to emulate her. He took her blood color for his quirk; this is not someone who dominated over the other through being stronger-willed. Calliope was the one who never let herself be influenced by him, held strong onto his views and never doubted that her way was better.

Calliope was the one destined to predominate in this pair, whatever Aranea said (the Unrealiabliest Narrator ever). That's why Caliborn resorted to 'cheating' to get his way.

And I'm willing to bet Alt!Callie was the same way. She knew she was weaker, she knew she was going to lose, so she cheated and she killed her brother and was given the same choice with no good option - and chose one that led to her death, considering the promise of influence on reality better than what she could have achieved on her own, given great power.

Sburb was something cherubs were never meant to play, and this is why. It's negative selection, letting the loser beat the winner. Doesn't it make sense that Callie raised in isolation, never knowing friendship and the joys and importance of cooperation, would be weaker than Caliborn, for whom this is the natural state? And vice versa?

Our Callie is the stronger one, the one meant to predominate, and there's one prediction of this story I'm willing to bet on - she will.

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but isn’t it generally obvious that alt!callie got yaldabaoth’s choice and chose the path of the martyr…

This isn’t an issue because in both myths however you spin it, Abraxas and Sophia (or in homestuck’s case Echidna who is a mix of Echidna and Sophia) are greater and more powerful than Yaldabaoth, Yalda only falsely believes he is superior either out of malevolence or ignorance, he’s a flawed creature by nature (which makes him being Caliborn’s denizen very fitting)

so anything Yalda can do, Abraxas and Sophia/Echidna can do better

they can give the same conqueror or martyr choice that Yalda does to their players if they so choose effortlessly, so any form of Callie either Alt or Not, doesnt need Yalda to be a Martyr

but I dont think Alt Calliope would havechosen the martyr anyway, I think Alt Callie chose the conqueror, our Callie will be the one to choose the true martyr path from the true strongest being Abraxas, which is the being that Yaldabaoth in gnosticism originally believes that he is or tries to copy out of futile ignorance

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I REALLY don't think our Callie will get the path of the Martyr, OR that it's a good choice period. "In short, it involves nothing". That's not really aligning with Homestuck's development themes. And it basically means devoting Calliope's entire existence to negating that of Caliborn, which is just... no. No, it's not a good thing. And it aligns perfectly with Yaldabaoth being the denizen of imperfection, the flawed one!

If Callie got a better denizen, she'd probably get a better Choice too.

Also, Alt!Calliope, for all her unsocialized alt-ness, is still the opposite of Caliborn. She's still the Good twin. Not to mention, she died! Do you think she'd lost at her challenge? That wouldn't align with anything thematically... like idk this has all been so very obvious??? it also matches her being the doomed one, mirroring the very first doomed!John... and it hasn't been spelled out explicitly, so there isn't exactly grounds for subversion

urrrgh really the path of the Martyr is the "doomed" path! It can't be one for the alpha Calliope, it's basically a dead end! ???

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"If we got a confirmed aro character" Calliope said she doesn't have red feelings

Yeah cherubs are aro from the perspective of humans, but it’s hard for that to feel fully satisfying, you know? ‘These aliens are aro as a species to prepare them for a long life of solitude’ is about as fun as ‘this character is aro to illustrate how cut off she is from the rest of society and how she will eventually become a villain’. 

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Yep. By cherub standards, Calliope is most likely allo in all the ways, just like Caliborn. Aromantic people are not aliens who just have different esoteric forms of romance, they are people who do not have romantic attraction other people around them do wtf is hard to understand about this btw i'm still in favor of the idea of troll quadrants being perpendicular to human romantic attraction altogether - red being the most 'culturally paired' but really you can be red for someone and aromantic, or you can be pale-crushing head over heels in a very romantic way...

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Impeaching Aranea: Predomination and Calliope

I Begin, as is Traditional among the Storied gens Atheris, with petty pedantry u_u

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A thing I have to add to this is that we never see Calliope want to imitate her brother in any way - not our 'alpha' Calliope, anyway.

The Merge-Union seems to be predicated not on one half 'beating' each other, but on one half basically convincing the other that it's better and more worthy of 'leadership' of the body. Which involves not only the winning half being confident, but also the other half leaning to accepting their values and imitating them!

Our Calliope never does that. Instead, Caliborn is the one who seems envious of her. He adopts her blood color for his typing, learns to draw like her, adores "worldbuilding" - while Callie, despite her doubts, remains adamant in her devotion to her values and ideas as 'just better' if maybe doomed to lose.

Alt!Calliope, on the other hand...

Do you see what's missing in this image?

We don't see any wings.

It's been widely accepted that Caliborn can't grow wings because he did not predominate properly. But based on information about alt!Callie we have, she predominated the same way. She is not mature! And she had to give up on her own nature and imitate her brother's to win, just like Caliborn imitates his sister's in the Alpha timeline.

The whole "Martyr's Choice" thing is very fishy anyway. Becoming a Martyr to save the reality that only becomes doomed if you make that choice... It doesn't really sound like a winner's choice. And on the other hand, to become a Conqueror doomed to be defeated by the one who took this choice earlier? Yaldabaoth's options seem rigged against the player no matter which one you pick, and ultimately cancelling each other.

Which makes sense if in both cases it's the twin who was /doomed to lose the predomination/, the weaker willed one, who murders the other! If the loophole presented by Sburb is ultimately a trap, and that is the reason their kind was never meant to play it... Sburb is contrary to their natural development, stunting it hopelessly by presenting a chance to win to the losing half of their personality... by cheating.

And our Calliope, the one who never gave in to the temptation to be anything like Caliborn in any way, the one who never entered the game and was never confronted by The Choice, the one who never chose to be The Martyr, giving up her victory in exchange for a fantasy of heroism...

Our Calliope is the twin who is ultimately going to win, solving the riddle of why the 'stronger' one who killed her brother is the doomed one.

I am also thinking about the difference between the Caliborn who went on to become Lord English and the Caliborn who rendered it in claynimation. Being closer to Calliope in that action, which is an imitation of her artistic hobby that he used to mock!

He is, as we know, the one who was visited by John. Making me think that the one we watched become LE is the pre-retcon version! As in, pre-John-gaining-powers-from-juju-and-disappearing-from-the-narrative version. After all, his juju is not 'activated' yet!

He might well be the one for Calliope to peacefully integrate with later, getting 'resurrected' back to their shared body!

I dunno about this, but. PROBABLY? Calliope is going to win one way or another, and she does have to predominate to win herself a good future of becoming an adult successfully...

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it is.. it is my shit……………..

ok here’s basically how i ship calliope<3<caliborn

so caliborn is extremely obsessed with calliope. everything he does is about her, and i honestly think he was only ever actually happy in the moment he predominated over her. that was the goal he had built his whole life around, that was what all his energy was directed towards, everything was about hating and dominating and destroying calliope. and once that’s done, he mostly just keeps trying to relive it again! he can’t escape her no matter how much power he accrues. all he actually wants is to kill her. so he defiles her body, paints everything he can with her blood, keeps mementos like her dualing wand, creates these like, facsimiles of her to dominate, like doc scratch and the handmaid. caliborn kills calliope but he can never stop being haunted by the void she left behind. it’s both horrifying and supremely pathetic.

calliope on the other hand actually has a life outside of caliborn, but he still leaves a huge mark on her. it’s really horrible and abusive and obviously he wore down her self esteem and made her feel horrible! but he also can rile her up like nothing else, she engages with him despite her better judgment. there’s absolutely a drive to dominate caliborn in her that she tries to suppress because it’s unproductive and because she’s a better person than that, and at this point in the story she’s so much weaker than him that she can’t actually access that, there’s too much self-loathing over her failure and fear of caliborn finding her again. but like. imagine if she were to become as strong as him, or moreso. i think this did happen with the doomed timeline calliope but imagine calliope being able to overcome her fear and access her anger again. he shaped her whole existence too but for her the desire to dominate isn’t about destruction, it’s about rebuilding, it’s about taking BACK the power he stole from her.

basically i enjoy caliborn’s awful miserable obsessive boner for his sister and how utterly it’s consumed his shitty miserable life and prevented him from actually enjoying his victory, and i ALSO enjoy the idea of calliope and caliborn as equals at each other’s throats with caliborn overjoyed to get a chance to finally lay his hands on calliope only for her to utterly dominate him. and get a well-deserved cosmic snake boner about it. ok i’m rereading that and reconsidering my whole life but i stand by it.

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lilietsblog

this isn't shipping this is canon

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there are people in the hs tag right now who are like WOW TWINCEST??? and I am just wait why exactly did I assume it was written in big huge letters over everything was it the part of bkew's analysis that I agreed with did I actually figure something non-obvious myself for a change? there was also someone who pointed out Caliborn was likely bisexual and Calliope is either ace or lesbian bc fuck the very idea of her being attracted to Caliborn I'm all for twincest it's somehow wound up my favorite kind of ship *waves to ouranstuck jake&john over there* but not her liking him. no. just no.

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CAN I JUST SAY HOW REFRESHING IT IS FOR JOHN TO BE CALLING CALIBORN OUT ON HIS MISOGYNISTIC BULLSHIT

caliborn is such a weird fucking creep ugh

You realize this is really out of character, and Hussie is doing this to bump up his self image, and its working, right?

hussie specifically making a blatantly misogynistic character for no real good reason other than to make that an attribute of the villain (which is suuuuch a tired character trait uuuugh) and having another character say something that contradicts his typically oblivious and aloof personality throws off the storyline (if homestuck can even qualify for having one) and serves only as instant gratification from the fans to the white male author, and totally renders the point he supposedly was trying to make moot because instead of actually shedding light on the frequency of objectification and invalidation of female characters in media now he’s getting credit for being some great open minded anti-misogynistic guy! y’know, despite the fact he created a super misogynistic character for no real reason other than to perpetuate popular media that contains misogynistic characters and elements? y’know, the average viewer who is unaware and uneducated on rampant misogyny is just going to take caliborn’s behavior as normal, hussie isn’t being some brave and progressive author here.

this is a ploy, i basically just repeated everything nicolette said but yeah im really bothered by this

THIS  FUCKING THANK  U 

Out of character? Really? 

Because

John

is

such

an

aloof

character.

I mean, look at this shit.

How the hell would you react if you saw someone playing shitty story book with your best friends? 

Those aren’t just girls that Caliborn is playing house with, those are his friends. Some are his direct family (Hell, he still associates Jane with his Nana), one is a very close friend of his who he cares a lot about, and one is a girl he just met and made friends with.

John is a character that is quick to emote, even if the stuff he’s emoting about is fucking stupid. When he found out that his dad was a normal business man he freaked out. When he found out that Gushers were a Betty Crocker product he freaked out. When he found out that Davesprite broke up with Jade and then proceeded to mock his dead father HE FREAKED THE FUCK OUT. He freaked out in an entirely different way when he was reunited with his friends, some of which he had only known for a day, all of which he hadn’t heard from in three years. The guy he knows for a day and didn’t see for three years is stabbed and he freaks out. 

The point is that John isn’t aloof.

Couple his hotheadedness with the fact that his friends (oh yeah, remember when friendship made him reconsider flying off to his death. Or the time he made his friend look good in her paradox mother’s eyes because he knew she deserved it. Or all the things Vriska convinced him to do because friendship? Or maybe when he kissed a friend’s dead corpse because it was the only way to revive her dreamself? Or when he refused to jump on the meteor with all his other friends because he didn’t want to leave Jade alone by herself?) are being insulted and used in some creepy way by someone he can’t even see? OF COURSE HE WOULD FREAK THE FUCK OUT!

As for Caliborn, have you heard some thirteen year old boys lately? Not all of them, just the little shitheads who thinks they’re hot (like the ones you can find screaming into your headphones during COD, calling you a faggot). You know what they do? They treat women like shit. You know why? No? Most of the time it’s because they can get away with it, there’s usually a female figure at home that they’re allowed to walk all over, or a female figure that intimidates them so they have to pretend that they are able to walk all over them. 

I wonder where we can find one of those. 

Someone he has a particular sort of animosity toward…

maybe even someone who intimidates him mentally, or who is more talented or liked then him…

Oh where oh where could this mystery girl be

Clearly Caliborn has utterly no reason to viciously attack and demean women to the point that he sees them fit only as sexual partners.

Caliborn’s misogyny is never depicted in a good light. If anything, it is there to nail down the fact that Caliborn is really fucking dumb. He’s stupid and lucky, and soon to be very powerful which are not things that should be melded together. If anything, Caliborn is the PERFECT personification of the 12 year old on a headset during COD who keeps sniping you in the head. The misogyny doesn’t feel random, it feels like that loud mouth kid who doesn’t understand half the words he’s screaming into your ear while he goes around and shoots everything in sight, teammate or not. 

He is a chaotic brat without the maturity to understand the full scope of his actions or his words.

And just because a writer makes a straw misogynist, doesn’t mean the writing is inherently bad. See: Firefly, PMMM, Mulan, Wonder Woman, Star Trek, Doctor Who (early years), AVATAR THE LAST FUCKING AIRBENDER. 

Look, Hussie can be a piece of shit sometimes. I have followed the comic for years and this I’ve learned. I’m not defending him here. Maybe he did it for asspats, maybe he did it because it’s in character, or maybe he did it for the same reasons the writers above did. I don’t particularly care. But if you’re going to bash the actions of the characters, at least make an attempt to understand the characters beforehand.

^^^^^^^^thank you

AFUCKINGMEN

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lilietsblog

pssst "strawman argument" is an argument that was never made. if it was made by someone, especially if it keeps getting made by someone, it's already by definition not strawman. if it's not your argument, it's just not you that the discussion is about.

(on "straw misogynist")

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(part3) I think cherubs are an even better example; Caliborn's interaction with Jane on her birthday, that Jane parses as malice, makes equally much sense as Caliborn coming from a species that is only wired for blackrom, trying to flirt and failing miserably. (Cherubs become colossally huge when mating, so his commenting on Jane's weight reads to me as trying to say he finds her attractive.) Likewise his thing for tenderness porn, like Calliope's fanfic, work as fascinated by alien feelings.

don't talk to me about cherubs and their psychology

I DON'T UNDERSTAND

I don't even know how they learned language??? a lot would depend on it??? the sort of stuff Caliborn tells Jane is culturally taught rather than inborn???

I ALSO DON'T BELIEVE IN INBORN MORALITY EXCUSE ME WHILE I PUKE

how what when of cherubs' upbringing is a huuuuge mystery that I don't know a thing about and don't feel comfortable discussing )=

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i am not the anon that asked about lords and muses, but i am also curious about the subject, and i'm wondering what the personality traits of a lord or muse would be? so that a person who wanted to know their own title would be able to see if they are a lord/muse. From my own understanding, lords and muses are very influential towards those of their own aspect (or just people in general). lords being determined and dominating, while muses are merely inspiring.

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Well just going from Calliope/Caliborn and what I think the Master Classes shared verb is, Define, here are some scattered thoughts about Lords and Muses I had in other posts lol

Both Muses and Lords in Homestuck share this theme of using others to do their will. A Lord merely having servants that do whatever they want (like leprechauns and all of Lord English’s bitches, The handmaid, doc scratch etc) and Muse inspiring the idea of what she wants to happen using the people she is inspiring (notice Calliope’s peculiar ability to insert herself or her trollsona into the story somewhat through her fanfiction, unbeknownst to the characters of homestuck though, but which is also implied to affect it in a way).

So a Lord has the personality type to have servants that do whatever he wants without himself having to lift a finger and a Muse has the personality type to want to inspire and share with others her own thoughts and ideas. A Lord wants to stake a claim to his territory and put a wall around it and a Muse wants to open up her gates and share hers.

Another cool thing I noticed is that the words Lord and Muse are also verbs:

To “Muse” is to be absorbed in one’s thoughts; A state of meditation. To gaze meditatively thoughtfully or wonderingly and is a guiding spirit or a source of inspiration. Muses (in Greek mythology) cause thought, ideas and inspiration in others, but they still control what it is they inspire in others. Thus, they invite Definition of what their Aspect is or means through other people. A Muse of Space allows others to Define Space as she does.

Lords are more straightforward. To “Lord” is to behave arrogantly or imperiously. A state of frustration. It is a person who has authority, control, or power over others. A person who is a leader or has great influence and mastery in a profession. Lords control not just themselves, but others as well, they have full control over their domain. So a Lord has the power to Define what their Aspect is or means. A Lord of Time Defines Time for himself and for everyone else.

So I think in terms of personality, Lords would be Arrogant, Imperious, Dominating, Wanting their own way all the time, Wanting total control over what is theirs, not letting anybody else join them or share what they have. They have the instinct to Lead, but not all Lords are awful, immature Lords like Caliborn (and Joffrey from Game of Thrones) and a mature, goodwilled Lord will hold authority and learn to Lead with dignity and grace.

Muses are the total opposite, they are Selfless, Encouraging, Humble, they just understand that they won’t have their way all the time and they accept that not everything is within their power to control, but still they want to try, and they really just want to share their world and themselves with others, they will open up and let you in at a moment’s notice. They don’t necessarily have the natural instinct to follow or serve per se, but they will Raise Up others over themselves, because they want to help you to the top, rather than be at the top, like a Lord.

A guess a good word for Lords too would be Ambitious.

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1. Yellow worlds on black background is not a good design oh god my eyes my poor eyes (at least dashboard shows followed posts in generic design...) 2. "To Muse is to be absorbed in one's own thoughts, a state of meditation; to gaze thoughtfully and wonderingly..." GPI: Fondly regard creation B) 3. What would Miles Vorkosigan's hero title be?

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