Levi’s crush being a mom friend to the 104th.

Levi cheering up Armin after he killed that woman? Healed my depression, filled my bank account, gave me three bachelors. I love that man. I’m a slut for dad!Levi and the idea of him being overwhelmed with taking care of teens? Cute indeed. Honestly that’s one of my favorite headcanons that I constantly have on my mind. I’m sad we didn’t see more interactions between him and his squad, besides from all the action/fighting scenes. Btw, I’ve adapted readers age to at least 18/19, since Levi is a grown up and the 104. average age lies between 15/16. Thank you so much for your request, hope you like it dear anon ⋆ ⋆ ⋆ ⋆

-September ‘19

⋆ you and some other recruits helped the Survey Corps to kill the last remaining titans in Trost. That was the first time you worked under his command

⋆ he was by your side when you held the hand of one of your dying comrades and watched in awe how you calmed them down as they started crying when they realized that they were facing death

⋆ you were just a few years older than your comrades, barely passed the age of a grown up, yet the little age gap between you and the other recruits from the 104. trainee squad was really recognizable. The way you handled the deaths of your friends was remarkable

⋆ a few weeks later, he recognized your features in between of the new recruits again as you stood in a circle around Eren. He watched you as you gave him a strong hug while petting his head

⋆“I’m so glad you’re alright Eren, the past weeks were hell. We had no idea how you’re doing. I missed you.”

⋆“Don’t tell me this girl as dating Jäger??” Levi thought to himself as he guides his black horse past the group of young cadets

⋆ when he turned around one last time, not knowing why, he saw how you looked at him intensely. When you realized that he caught you doing so, you quickly turned your head around again and joined the conversation with your friends. Levi left the compound with a big question mark over his head

⋆ in training, he often witnessed how you help the other recruits to improve their combat skills. The way you explained to them what they’re doing wrong by demonstrating them your tactics without the slightest hint of bragging left another deep impression on Levi

⋆ you were almost acting like a worried mother hen who tried her best to keep her little chickens alive

⋆ they seemed to trust you dearly and always come to you when they have any regards or need advice

⋆ a few days after you joined the Corps, Levi came with a surprising proposition to you

⋆“Join my squad, cadet (L/N).”

⋆“Excuse me, Sir?” you’ve said with a small chuckle.

⋆“This is not a joke.” he rolled his eyes and crosses his arms in from of his chest.” You’re skilled, trustworthy and devoted. And you’re pretty close to Jäger, having you in my squad might be really beneficial. For both you and Jäger.”

⋆“Okay.” you declared. “For Eren.”

⋆“Do you care so much for this boy?” he asked you with a raised brow

⋆“I care for all my friends, Captain. I want all of them to survive.” you answered with a small smile

⋆ when the three of you returned from the 57th. expedition, you tried everything to cheer Eren up, who was deeply affected by the deaths of Petra, Günther, Erd and Oulo. You recognized how he blamed himself and felt bad for him

⋆“I already told you,” Levi explained to Eren as you sat in the empty dining hall. “You’ll never know what consequences your decisions will bring.”

⋆“He’s right Eren,” you added and put one of your hands on his shoulder. “Everything that counts are your intentions. Don’t blame yourself for their deaths. I know they wouldn’t make you responsible for it. Please, don’t be so harsh on yourself.”

⋆ Levi watched how you forced yourself to smile at him, even though your own pain was clearly recognizable in your eyes. Once again, he admired your strength and how you put the needs of your friends in front of your own

⋆“Thank you.” he said to you after Eren left to go to bed. “For cheering him up. You’re pretty good at it.”

⋆“I’m just worried from him.” You shrugged and took a sip of your tea. “He went through so much lately , I hope he cheers up soon.”

⋆ after Reiner and Berthold exposed themselves as the colossal and armored titan, you had a hard time cheering the others up

⋆ Reiner had a similar relationship to your friends as you. For many he was like a big brother. The groundbreaking betrayal weighted heavy on everyone’s nerves

⋆ the results of this incident were still recognizable when Eren, Jean, Mikasa, Sasha, Armin, Connie, Historia, Levi and you were hiding in the little farm house deep within wall rose

⋆ while Levi was busy staying in contact with Hanji and Erwin, sending out spies and writing letters, you did everything to keep the mood within the group up and and going sure that everyone does their assigned chores

⋆“Jean, Connie! I told you to clean up the dishes straight after we finished eating, not three hours later!”

⋆“Who the hell did the laundry this morning? These shirts are still all dirty. Eren? Redo them please.”

⋆“Guys? Everyone, into the dining room, now!”

⋆“What is it now?” Sasha cried and shuffled with lazy steps into the room

⋆“I like having you guys around, so I’m trying to prevent us all from our certain death. Look, what is this?” you said and pointed towards the sill

⋆“A window?” Jean snapped and rolled his eyes

⋆“No smartass . It’s a sill, with tons of dust on it. If the Captain sees this, we’re all getting in trouble. Who was assigned for cleaning this morning?” you conquered

⋆“Connie.” Mikasa answered straight away

⋆“Connie, please, be more responsible when cleaning. The Captain despises dirt.”

⋆“I have a question.” Jean snapped and crossed his arms in front of his chest. “Since when are you in charge? Who said that you get to tell us what to do, you’re not- OUCH!”

⋆ the sound of a slap filled the room and everyone jumped. Jean held his neck that was quickly turning red. Behind him stands Levi, his stiff hand still in the air after he smacked it against the back of Jeans head

⋆“I said so. You listen to what (F/N) has to say or you’ll deal with me, got it?”

⋆“Yes Sir!” everyone said and their eyes flickered back and forth between you and Levi

⋆ you gave him a small smirk and he winked at you, without anyone recognizing it

⋆ one evening, Jean approached you and while awkwardly fiddling his hands, he asked you: “(F/N), how do I know if a girl likes me?”

⋆“Give it up Jean,” you laughed while peeling potatoes. “Mikasa doesn’t like you back.”

⋆“HOW do you know-?? I wasn’t talking about-“

⋆“Yes you were, it’s obvious that you’re obsessed with Mikasa. Even a blind person can see this.” you chided. “But you should really give it up. You’re not her type.”

⋆ being a mom friend often requires to force the rather unpleasant reality into your friends faces. You knew that you’ve hurt Jean with that statement, but what else are you supposed to do? It’s against your nature to lie towards your friends

⋆ after Jean left the room with hanging shoulders , mumbling something like “Not her type my ass.”, you heard a noise behind you. When you turned your head, you saw Levi leaning against the wide doorframe, eyeing you suspiciously

⋆ “Are you a relationship coach or something?” he asked you

⋆ you laughed in response and shook your head

⋆ “I think it’s important to be honest towards your friends, don’t you think, Sir?”

⋆ “I agree.” he said and walked towards the table behind you. “It takes a lot of courage to face reality sometimes.”

⋆ “I’d rather live in the painful reality than living a beautiful lie.” you shrugged and turned around again to focus on peeling the potatoes

⋆ Levi took a look around, the kitchen was uncommonly tidy

⋆ “Who cleaned this place today?” he asked you

⋆ “Huh? The kitchen? That was me Sir. Anything wrong?”

⋆ he looked at you for a second while gliding his finger on the underside of the table. His eyes moved from yours to his fingers. There wasn’t a single crumb on them

⋆ “You did an outstanding job. Well done.”

⋆ you smiled and grabbed the incredibly huge pot filled with water that was standing on top of the table, trying to lift it up in order to put it on the stove, but it was too heavy

⋆ Levi recognized your struggle and shook his head. “Why did you fill it with so much water already when you can’t lift it up afterwards?”

⋆ he walked around the table and you took a step aside, smudging at him as he lifted the heavy pot up as if it didn’t contain gallons of water and turned around, placing it on the stove

⋆ “I like how we complete each other.” you noted, what made him tilt his head and look at you curiously

⋆ “What do you mean?”

⋆ “I’m good with the brats, you’re good with lifting up pots when I fail to do so.” you laughed

⋆ Levi raised a brow. “Brats? What makes you think that you’re not a brat too?”

⋆ “Well, you never called me one. So I guess you see something in me that differentiates me from the others, Captain.” you teased

⋆ Levi didn’t answer right away. He just got hit with the realization that he indeed never called you a brat. He also realized that you are absolutely different to him than the others. There was something about you that calms him and he loves it

⋆ he is always satisfied with your cleaning, orders you to help him out with his paperwork every so often and your way of dealing with his rough character always leaves him impressed as well

⋆ you are one of the few people who don’t go all whiny and shy when he’s around and even dare to snap back at him, always in a respectful manner of course. Levi isn’t used that recruits behave that way towards him

⋆ your behavior simply makes you stand out. In a positive way

⋆ “Don’t think too high of yourself, brat.” he finally snapped and turned around to leave. “You’re indeed a great help for me and I’m thankful for that. But you’re still a brat. A well behaved one, gotta leave you that.”

⋆ “Do you want the well behaved brat to bring the dinner to your room later again, Captain?” you said with a controlled smile

⋆ He stopped mid walking, only turning his head around to face you. “Cocky little girl, aren’t we?” he growled

⋆ “I’ll count this as a yes.” you chuckled

⋆ Levi only answered by clicking his tongue while disappearing out of your sight

⋆ from that moment on, interactions between you and Levi have become nothing else but appropriate teasing

⋆ the rest of the 104. would always stare with wide eyes at each other when you all sat around the dining table, while listening how you and Levi would throw the weirdest comments at each other

⋆ one evening, you called Levi your personal pot lifting assistant, and everybody else on the table was absolutely frightened of how Levi would react

⋆ the great fear of the unknown would then turn into utter disbelief and confusion, as Levi would conquer in a way that was completely against his nature they’re usually used to

⋆ “Do you really want to mess with me? After not being able to lift up that pathetic thing? Next time I’ll pour the water all over the floor, tie you up and use you as a swab to mop the floor with.” he commented

⋆ “Oh, so that’s what you’re into?” you noted quietly with a small chuckle

⋆ Jeans jaw dropped, Eren gulped loudly, Connie made a sound like he couldn’t breathe for a second and Sasha could feel how she suddenly started sweating out of every given pore on her body

⋆ but against everyone’s expectations, nothing happened. Levi only raised a brow at you and hummed.

⋆ he wasn’t mad. He loves how cocky you can be. And you’re definitely the only one he tolerates to be that way to him

⋆ you definitely just crossed a border on a subordinate to superior level, but on a personal one, he’s very amused with your behavior

⋆ not only did you took a heavy weight off his shoulders by taking care of the other squad members, you also lift up his mood every single day

⋆ it’s the small moments. Like you going sure that the house is clean, bringing his dinner to his room in the evenings, helping him to write letters, him sometimes coming into his room only to find a steaming mug with black tea on his desk

⋆ you do him good. He can rely on you, what means a lot to him

⋆ there are days where you’re running back and forth trying to prevent catastrophes

⋆ like that one time when you held Connie back from guiding his horse into the kitchen, for whatever reason, while Jean was in blatant panic because he accidentally took Levi’s cravat that hung on a chair to clean the tables, mistakenly thinking it was a “really clean kitchen towel”

⋆ but at the end of the day, you always managed to keep everyone’s shit together, which doesn’t go unnoticed by Levi of course

⋆ he hates to admit it, but he fell for you. And he fell hard. He never enjoyed spending time with a woman as much as he does with you

⋆ he sometimes watches how you clean or read. He couldn’t help but to recognize how beautiful you are. Especially in the evening hours, where golden light from the setting sun shines through the windows and hits your skin

⋆ with every day that passes by, the urge to make you his grows stronger and stronger. But now is not the right time, since danger is closer than ever

⋆ but he was certain: as soon as things calmed down a little, he’ll talk to you. And if you return his feelings, he will try everything to make you the happiest woman alive

Levi finding out his fem! s/o has had another boyfriend and isn’t a virgin

A/N:

wow, this one was challenging to write! To me at least, it’s hard to find orientation on canon material since Levi was never shown in any relationship to sexual activities or anything related to it. Except for his mother being a prostitute ofc. It was hard for me to come up with something that doesn’t comes off too ooc, hope I didn’t disappoint you with this one love! I still had a lot of fun writing it. Hope to hear from you any time soon again.

★ When you and Levi became a thing, you both agreed on taking your time when it comes to intimacy

★ Levi being the son of a prostitute caused him to have a strange opinion about sex

★ because of sex, his mother got sick. And because of that he witnessed her dying

★ he never had any interest in sexual activities while growing up. There where some girls who wanted to get into his pants, but he always told them to fuck off

★ meeting you felt like he went through some sort of development. Not only did his heart tell him to claim you as his, he also felt a sort of attraction towards you that he never experienced before

★ sexual attraction. Something about you gave him, for the first time in his life, tingles all the way down from his heart to his dick

★ and the feelings turned out mutual, having both of you starting a relationship. You two get along so well it’s scary

★ You can read him like an open book and became his translator since he sometimes has troubles expressing himself through words. Hanji thinks it’s super funny and Mike once let you know that you have his respect for being able to deal with Levi’s bullshit on a romantic level

★ and he became the best lover you ever had. Even though he has his own way of expressing his feelings, he still manages to make you feel loved and appreciated

★ you know that he is rather reserved, especially when it comes to intimacy, so you don’t rush him into things

★ but this morning, Levi woke up more rested than he usually does. He slept more than the average of two hours what caused him to be in a pretty good mood. Well, at least he was a little bit less grumpy to the cadets during training lessons and more affectionate towards you

★ he even catches himself staring at your female parts a little bit too long during training every  so often

★ he usually has a good grip on his self control, but today something seemed to be different. The way your ass looked while doing squats and your boobs bounced up and down while running tracks made him feel some way

★ and today was the first time that he didn't feel weird about it. He liked the feeling of knowing that all of this belongs to him and that he could have it whenever he feels like it

★ after training, he walked up to you and grabbed you by your wrists, going sure that no one saw

★ "Come at my office at eight. Go sure you're cleaned up and in a good mood. And don't put too many clothes on." he demanded in an agitate tone.

★ "Understood, Captain." you answered seductively and winked at him as you walked away

★ Levi took advantage of it and stared for a good for seconds at your ass before he turned around and walked back towards his office

★ he was relieved when he saw how excited you looked when he offered you to spend the night with him because he felt the same

★ he still has a lot of paperwork to do and wants to get it done as fast as possible, so that he can take his time with you this evening

★ suddenly, the sound of your name ripped him out of his thoughts. He listened to the voices of a few cadets who were so concentrated in their conversation that they didn't realize Levi standing only a few meters away from him

★ “I mean, today marks two years since he died, yet (F/N) doesn't even look upset or something." a tall blonde girl whispers

★ "Haven't you heard that she wanted to break up with him when he was still alive? Seems like she wanted to save that for a better opportunity so that he doesn’t head with a broken heart into battle." a guy with dark brown locks contends

★ “Yeah but in the end, Alec still died.” a ginger haired girl asserts. “That must be a cruel feeling for (F/N). She could never tell him her true feelings and he died thinking of a girl who already lost interest in her.”

★ “But she actually looks happy. Do you really think she's completely over him and what happened to him?” the blonde says again.

★ "Maybe she's interested in some one else already?"

★ “Remember when they became a thing back in the trainee days? I was genuinely happy for them and thought they’ll never split up. But it was annoying how they always were in each other’s pants. Especially after they had their first time together, that was when they became unbearable.”

★ Levi’s heart dropped into his stomach. (F/N)? First time? Alec? An ex boyfriend? Why the hell did she never tell him about this? Are they even talking about you? That'd mean that you've kept very important information about your past from him?!

★ he passed the group of cadets and they finally recognized him. They stopped talking and went back to sweeping the floor, but Levi didn't care

★ Levi entered his office and slammed the door. Then he sat down by his desk, staring at the big bunch of papers that were neatly stapled in front of him

★ what the hell are those feelings? He never felt the lump in his heart before. He hates it with every single second

★ He felt betrayed. Not only did he think he knew everything about you, he also struggles with the slowly developing insecurity growing inside of him.

★ he’s not your first. And even though Levi knows that what you’ve done before you two ended up together was your cup of tea, he can’t help but to feel jealous

★ some other asshole took something so precious away from you, stealing this honor from him. Levi is not a hopeless romantic man, but he sure dreamt about you two taking each others virginity some day soon, being each other’s first and hopefully last

★ witnessing at a really young age how women like his own mother sold themselves to other men with sex made him insecure about him sleeping with someone else. He planned to give himself to someone who also doesn’t take this topic lighthearted and wants to only share it with someone who they think is the one for life

★ he thought you are someone like that. But now he found out that you hooked up with some dude in your trainee days and can’t help the feeling of being jealous.

★ he wonders what else you may be hiding from him?

★ Levi hates how he starts doubting you but he couldn't help it. He’s usually able to control his emotions, but you’re his soft spot and the only person who’s actions can actually upset him

★ his head starts hurting and he rubs two fingers against the nose of the bridge. Maybe it's the best idea to just face you about this whole thing. Is he even in the right to blame you for all of this? Is there anything to blame you for?

★ for the next three hours, Levi tried to distract himself with the paperwork he needs to finish, but he had a hard time concentrating

★ hes more than a distraction for you, right? You're not expecting him to be as good and experienced in bed as your former lover, are you? This dude...was your only one, wasn't he? You went sure not to catch any illnesses from anyone, right?! You were considerate back then when it came to hooking up, no?!?

★ the sudden knock on his door ripped him out of his thoughts. Levi looked up and read the clock hanging above the entrance of his office. 8pm!!

★ he cleared his throat before he said "Enter."

★ he watched you with crossed arms as you entered his office, giving him the biggest smile as you walked towards him.

★ "You wanted to see me Captain?" you flirted

★ "Who the fuck is Alec?" he scoffed

★ you frowned right in front of his desk

★ "How do you know about Alec?"

★ "Just answer my goddamn question."

★ "My ex boyfriend." you shrugged. "What about it?"

★ "You ex boyfriend, huh?" Levi squinted his eyes

★ "Is there a problem that I've dated someone before, Levi?" you asked?

★ "I don't know, I'm rather interested why you've kept that for yourself."

★ "Why does it matter so much?!"

★ "Because you didn't tell me! All this talking about having our first time together and then I find out that you already screwed around with some other guys during your trainee days like a-"

★ "Like a WHAT, Levi?" you barked at him. "Say it, like a what? Like a whore? Is that what you mean? Just because there was someone else in my life before you and I'm not a virgin anymore, I'm a whore?

★ "That's not what I was trying to say!" Levi yelled. "But you shouldn't have lied to me in the first place! I expect my girlfriend to be honest to me, especially about topics like these." he waved you off and rolled his eyes. "I thought you were different but I was fucking wrong. You're like every other single girl I've met before. inconsiderate, naïve and dumb."

★ For a few seconds, you just stared at him, hoping all of this was just the result of his weird humor. But he kept glaring at you with anger evaporating from his eyes.

★ "Fuck you. I never owned you shit Levi!" you yelled as tears formed your eyes. "We've been dating for two months, I was only 17 and just wanted to have fun. I was young and free and I don’t regret shit!" you stormed out of his office and slammed the door

★ Levi and you didn't talk for the next few days. Both of you avoided eye contact during training and went out of each others way

★ he has hurt you deeply. Talking about your ex was hard enough but having Levi making you feel guilty of your past choices....was just so unlike him. He usually isn't that judgmental. You acknowledged the fact the there must be a reason behind this, but couldn't really bother to find out

★ two weeks after your argument with Levi, you sat by the stable of your horse and glided your fingers over its soft ears as you heard someone clearing their throat behind you. You turned around and saw Levi, holding two teacups in his hands.

★ "Can we talk?" he said

★ You hesitated. "I guess, yeah." was finally your answer and you took the teacup he handed you.

★ "You know I've never been good at this." Levi began. "But I'm sorry. I guess it wasn't my right to blame you for what you've done with other men before we two met."

★ "Right." you asserted.

★ "But," he implored, "I felt betrayed that you didn't tell me anything about it. I put a lot of values in being honest to each other and I had the impression that you were always aware of that. I've told you about my past and my motivation of why I haven't made any experience in dating and such things before. You know that, right? But over the past few days, I've came to the conclusion, that you must had your reason to not tell me anything about your ex."

★ He revealed a small file that was pinched underneath his arm and took it in his hand. "So I've made a little research about this Alec." he opened the file and took out a small yellow note.

★ "Declaration of death of Cadet Alec Dahmen, recruit of the 100. trainee squad, died in the titan territory outside of wall Maria. fulfilled his duty while saving one of his comrades named (FN/LN)." he turned the note around and added "It was known that Dahmen and (L/N) held a romantic relationship."

★ he looked at you for a short second, then he continued "The report also says, that you've volunteered to hand over his parents his personal belonging. I'm also aware that you've planned to break up with him but wanted to wait for a better opportunity after the mission.

★ "I didn't wait." you finally answered, voice full of regret.

★ "Huh?"

★ "I didn't fucking wait, Levi. I've broke up with him on the same day of the mission...and then he scarified himself for me." you sunk your head to hide the tears rolling down your face from Levi

★ "So you feel responsible for his death?"

★ "Sort of. I didn't ask him for it, but if I would've waited some more days, he probably would've died a less gruesome death with less regrets. Levi, I never told you about Alec cause it's fucking hard for me." you cried.

★ Levi looked at you for a few seconds, before he finally moved closer and pulled you into his arms. "I'm sorry for what I have said to you two weeks ago. I didn't mean it. I've never been trough such kind of jealousy before, I didn't know how to deal with it." he planted a kiss at your hairline. "Girl, I miss having you around. I hope you can forgive me."

★ you nodded while sobbing into his shirt. "I love you Levi. You're the very first man I've ever said this to, I promise."

★ "I love you too."