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#because i just want to support kids that needed what i needed and never really got – @leverage-ot3 on Tumblr
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leverage

@leverage-ot3 / leverage-ot3.tumblr.com

jackie || she/her || 24 || bi aroacespec
parker, hardison and eliot are in love
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my heart didn’t beat

for years and years

no feelings, no love

no sadness, no tears.

I was empty and alone

and I knew it was wrong

but I knew I deserved it-

I hadn’t felt in so long

by fate or by chance

or by evil design

we all came together

and my heart whispered ‘mine’

he followed her anywhere

like a moth to a flame

and my blackened heart thumped

because I’d do the same

his brown eyes held compassion

his voice friendly and kind

like I was something to be cherished

like I was what he was looking to find

I didn’t get her at first

with her actions and odd quirks

but she lured me in slowly

with her awkward wit and her smirks

at one point in time

I’d have packed up and ran

but this time I held my ground

and my crusade began

no one could touch

these two that saw me

with hands that protected

that weren’t red and bloody

they lured me in slowly

like another complex con

with kind eyes and gentle touches

until my resolve was gone

sometime between the beginning

and where we stand now

my heart started to heal

and I made a firm vow

I’ll protect you till the end

till I’m old and grey

right by your side

till my dying day.

#all-things-breathing#inspired me to post this poem that has been in my notes app for like two months#poetry#enjoy my shitty writing#I just think he’s neat#I think what I see in eliot is a love and devotion that I want to be able to feel one day towards the love(s?) of my life#esp because I don’t think I’m aromantic but I might but I just *clenches fist* want to love someone with all my heart#also I had to interview a therapist for a project where we interview someone in a profession we want to enter#and I haven’t seen her in so long and IT WAS SO NICE I MISSED HER SO MUCH I ADORE HER OKAY#and at one point after the interview I mentioned that I want to work with lgbt youth and someone in her building is looking for therapists#or possibly! interns to work with lgbt people specifically and gave me the contact info and I’m prayin in the club rn#because I just want to support kids that needed what I needed and never really got#I’m sure some of you can understand that having a lgbt elder/adult to talk to can be life affirming and life changing#throwback to me crying on zoom after class to me she/they social work teacher who is happily married to a woman#she made me feel so affirmed and made me feel so much better like guys it MATTERS#and I wanna be that so someone#I always wear a rainbow bracelet every day because I want other lgbts especially kids to know that we are there and that we exist#I also don’t want anybody to assume/think I’m straight but that’s besides the point#eliot spencer#leverage ot3#alec hardison#parker#leverage#parker x hardison x eliot#jackie talks in the tags#jackie talks#about me#mine#the long goodbye job#but really this is about his progression throughout the whole series
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