MONSTA X 1 Win 14/11/2017 (A Letter from a Monbebe)

That number may be insignificant for you.

That number may seem to have no value.

But that number to Monbebes all around the world is the most special number that can ever be recognized.

For 976 days we have voted.

For 976 days we have fought.

For 976 days we dreamed a dream that we were called crazy to believe.

But we knew we weren’t crazy.

976 days ago Monsta X debuted and took our hearts by storm. They were a breath of fresh air, a whirlwind of sound, heart, and dedication.

They were an unstoppable force.

And we wanted more.

For 976 days Monsta X has overworked, cried, not slept, and pushed themselves to their absolute limit. Desperate to prove to the world what we Monbebes saw 976 days ago.

That they’re winners.

That they’re special.

That they’re worthy, and capable, and would NEVER EVER give up.

And on 14/11/2017 all of the prayers, the wishes, the silent but fervent longing that had united all of our hearts globally were answered.

After 976 days, Monsta X won their first music award.

Against amazingly talented artists that included EXID and BLOCK B. Our 7 lovable boys won an award for their contribution to the music that we all love.

So cry boys.

But this time the tears are not drops of pain

The tears are not disappointment and regrets.

The tears are not shame and insecurity.

You can hold your head high.

You can stand your ground and smile.

Because you did it.

We Monbebes told you that you could.

We Monbebes told you that you would.

And we never doubted.

Not even once.

Enjoy it right now boys, because tomorrow the calendar resets.

Tomorrow we dream again.

Tomorrow is day 1 of a new horizon.

This  is only the beginning of a ride that we’ll never leave.

So sleep, rest, enjoy the calm.

Because tomorrow the watches reset, and we go even further into greatness.

We’re ready.

Life is Short *A Wonho Imagine*

Whaddup guys I freaking missed all of you crazy peeps. This is for @j-nxzf and everyone else who’s been there for me through this ride!

“Excuse me!”

 Your headphones were on and you were quietly bobbing your head up and down as you leafed through the pages of an old magazine. You were here again, at the Doctor’s office waiting to here more bad news and be told more information that you rather would have received over a  simple text.

 “Excuse me!”

 You let out a loud and exaggerated sigh. You thought you had been doing a good job so far of looking unapproachable but obviously you hadn’t tried your best. With all off the annoyance you could muster you pulled your hoodie off of your head simultaneously removing your headphones.

 “What do you want?” You asked looking up at the repetitive voice addressing you.

 A friendly smile gazed right back.

 “Well I was bored, and you had the last magazine from the table and I thought maybe we could share?”

 A small laugh escaped from your mouth. This boy had a lot of nerve. Your eyes appraised him slowly. His black hair fell just above his eyes and his mouth had a natural smirk that seemed to challenge your own. He was stunning, but you knew not to believe your eyes. No one who was healthy and all right in the head would be caught in a place like this.

 “What do you really want?”

 He showed no sign of awkwardness at your continued pursuit of a better answer. He leaned his head back in his chair next to you and and settled his shoulders in like he was planning to stay there quite a while.

 “Is it wrong for me to make conversation with someone new?” He asked innocently.

 “No..” You chose your next words carefully. “But it is wrong to make friends with someone who’ll be dead in 3 months.”

 There it was.

 You said it.

 The dark truth that kept your mother crying through the night and had made your father work 3 jobs just to keep the lights on.

 You waited to see if the pretty boy would react like everyone else that found out you were dying.

 Would he squirm?

 Would he just get up and move?

 Ugh even worse would he say he “sorry”?

 But he did none of those things.

 “Lucky!” He shouted leaning forward, causing other patents in waiting to look back at you two. “I only have 2 months myself!”

 He sat back in his chair and gave you a satisfied smile.

 “I knew there was something we had in common, besides being the only people who see this hell hole office for what it really is.”

 “And what is it really?”

 “The lobby for death.” He told you matter of factly. “Just a small detour we have to make before we die and finally give our parents relief.”

 For the first time in your life you found yourself intrigued by a person.

 You looked at him sitting beside you in his leather jacket, worn booths and ripped up jeans. He honestly didn’t give a rip about what anyone thought of him.

 And that was exciting.

 ‘Who are you?” You asked, your voice quiet and steady.

 The beautiful boy stretched out a hand and firmly grasped yours.

 “I’m Wonho….why don’t you say we ditch this office and go grab something to eat from across the street”

 He caught you off guard.

 “Um..my mom dropped me off, I can’t just leave I-”

 He was already standing up. “No worries, love, You could ride on my bike with me.” He produced a helmet from the seat next to him and  thrust it at you.

 “Unless you’re scared to miss your appointment” He teased. He let his head tilt ever so slightly to the left and his foot nudged the edge of your worn sneakers.

 You took the helmet from him and placed it on your head.

 “Let’s freaking go.”

You never liked the doctor much anyway.

When that kid you hate won’t stop laughing at the teacher’s jokes and you’re still in class 10 minutes after the bell rung

MONSTA X Reaction to Thinking their Plus Sized Girlfriend is INSECURE {Requested}

“Can you do a reaction/scenario with Monsta X were their plus size girlfriend is staring in the mirror, and they think she’s upset but it turns out she’s actually checking herself out. Something cute and suggestive ; ) ; ). Thank ya Thank ya”

Here you go anon! :) 

Shownu: “Babe you’ve been staring at yourself in the mirror for like 10 minutes now…what’s wrong?” He asked you coming up behind you and squeezing you from behind. You nestled into his hug and let the warmth of his embrace wash over you. 

“Nothing’s wrong. Can’t a girl just like what she sees in the mirror?” You asked a slight tease in your voice that you hoped he would pick up and respond to.

He did.

He let his arms wrap your lower to your waist and whispered in your ear. “I know I definitely like what I see….mirror or no…clothes or no…”

Wonho: “You’re awfully quiet over there.” Wonho commented from the bed, as you stood before your full length mirror staring at your own reflection. “You aren’t being hard on yourself are you?” He asked propping himself on one elbow and giving you his full attention. You turned away from the mirror and walked over and laid on the bed beside Wonho. He pulled you close to him and nuzzled the top of your head with his nose.

“When have you ever known me too be insecure” You asked him, “Like really? I was just thinking that my butt had been looking a little bigger an-”

“And that, that means there’s more of you for me to grab onto?” He finished, letting one hand slide to cup your backside.

You halfheartedly hit his chest, but you didn’t swat his hand away. You knew that deep down you didn’t mind at all.

Kihyun: “How do you even have any clothes left? You’ve tried on half of your closet since I’ve been here!”

You sighed and kept twirling around in the mirror, trying to see if this dress was the perfect one.

“That dress fits you just fine! Don’t worry about it!” He encouraged you with a concerned expression on his face that slightly baffled you.

“You think, I’m stressing on how these clothes fit? Um I know that i look amazing, and I don’t need you to tell me.” You told him flicking your head to the side and placing your hands on your hips.

He laughed and walked over placing a kiss on your lips and smudging your makeup that you had slaved over.

“But i love telling you that you look amazing…You taste amazing too.”

Minhyuk: “I’m jealous.” He announced suddenly, drawing your attention from the mirror to him standing in the doorway behind you.”I was beginning to think that the mirror meant more to you than I did.”

You turned back to the mirror your brow furrowing. Minhyuk noticed and came and stood beside you looking at you through the reflection.

“Why are you staring so seriously? Trust me you look perfectly fine baby.” He reassured you. You woke up out of your concentration and gave him an appeasing smile. “Babe, I’m not sad or mopey. I’m actually just trying to figure out if I should wear shoes that match my purse or a blouse that stands bold on it’s own.”

Minhyuk rolled his eye before chuckling, sitting down on a nearby chair and placing his hands on your waist.

“I’m serious!” You let him know. “I need to know what matches.

“The only thing that I want to see if it matches are your bra and panties and you have a limited amount of time to show me before I decide to check on my own….”

Hyungwon: “I wish I had a dime nickel for every time I caught you in front of this old mirror, judging yourself and wasting time.” He said as he passed by walking over to his desk and rifling for some papers. “But I’m not!” You told him, squinting at yourself in the mirror.

“Then what are you doing?” He asked, finding his papers and patting is pockets in search of his keys. You rolled your eyes. “Your keys are in the kitchen….like always and if you must know, a new lady cut my hair today and I can’t tell if it’s even.”

Hyungwon walked over and ran his fingers through your hair. “It looks even to me.” He let his fingers run through one more time before letting his hands slowly wander to your shoulders where he let one of the straps on your blouse fall.

“Babe…” You whispered. “You’re going to be late!”

“Screw them….all I’m concerned with right now is seeing what else on your body needs a little love and care…”

Jooheon: “Put. It. Down.” He ordered you walking up and taking your mirror out of your hands.

“Hey! I was using that!” You yelled trying to take it back but he held it high so you couldn’t reach. “No girl of mine is going to have a pity party in the mirror when I’m around.” He proclaimed holding the mirror higher. “My lady is a Queen!”

You stopped reaching for the mirror and folded your arms over your chest.

“You think that I’m having a pity party?? I was just trying to see if I applied my makeup evenly in this lighting!”

“Oh.” Was all he could say as he slowly lowered your mirror and gave it back to you. “Well, I did call you a Queen…so that gives me some brownie points right?” he asked sweetly.

You caved and smiled at his change of voice. “Yes hon, that got you at least 2 points.”

He took a step towards you and let his eyes run you up and down.

“Do I get more points if show you a different kind of party.”

You felt a wave of exhilaration as you nodded a wordless yes.

Changkyun: “I see you’re in your natural habitat.” He observed as he walked into the bathroom to see you staring at the mirror. You ignored him and continued you staring at yourself for another long moment.

“Okay, what are we staring at because frankly I don’t see anything wrong so.” 

You shook your head. “Nothing’s wrong I’m looking in the mirror and imagining what color I should dye my hair next.” 

“Gah, you had me worried for a second!” He sighed. “But you don’t have to dye your hair, this color was the one that made me fall in love.” He told you. “Especially because I know it’s your real natural col-”

“Woah hold up boy! calm your horses!” You said loudly over him.

He laughed.

“I suck at controlling my horses when it comes to you.”

SEVENTEEN Roommates with MONSTA X #BTSKickedUsOut

(You guys voted and the response was overwhelming for Seventeen to move into the Monsta X dorms and slowly have their alleged innocence ruined lol)

Kihyun: Okay guys I have a very big announcem-

Wonho: *enters from hallway* Um not trying to be rude but why are there 13 extra toothbrushes in the bathro…WOAH why is Seventeen here???

Seungkwan: What up man?

Jooheon: Before you interrupted Kihyun was about to tell us what was going on.

Hyungwon: Why is Kihyun in charge in the first place? Last time I checked Shownu was the leader of Monsta X.

Kihyun: First none of us can remember the last time you “checked” a mic during practice and you get paid for that-

Minhyuk: *whispers* Barely

Kihyun: How about you save your observations to the end of the meeting?

Dino: Wow…anyone getting major Exo flashbacks here?

Seungcheol: Our dorms flooded and we’ve kinda been bouncing from group to group trying to find a place to stay.

Changkyun: I thought I heard you were all at the BTS dorms?

Joshua: We actually came back after a rehearsal earlier today and found out that they had changed the locks.

The8: *mutters* and we all know why….

Mingyu: GOD! I ONLY BORROWED JUNGKOOK’S TIMBS TWICE YOU’D THINK HE’D BE OVER IT BY NOW SHEES–

The8: IT DOESN’T COUNT AS BORROWING IF YOU NEVER BRING THEM BACK!

Minhyuk: *from back* Shut up and kiss already!!!

Jun: God, this got weird fast.

Kihyun: OKAY back to me, so yeah, after Scoops-

Seungcheol: It’s S.Coups…you know that.

Kihyun: Whatever, after he contacted me, I graciously extended the offer to use our dorms.

Jeonghan: *looks around* Hmm it must be nice to not be successful but to still have a big company backing you, so you can fail in style and luxury.

Minhyuk: Um… thank you?

Hyungwon: *puts hand on Min’s shoulder* Bro, he’s trying to roast us.

Shownu: *raises hand*

Kihyun: Yes Shownu?

Hyungwon: *from the back* WHY ARE YOU RAISING YOUR HAND??? YOU’RE IN CHARGE!

Shownu: I just wanted to acknowledge that I was here today.

Kihyun: Thank you.

Hyungwon: Why do I try??

Jooheon: Am I the only one who’s freaking excited? This is about to be lit!

DK: I am! I think that this going to be so much fun!

Jun: True. We’re always up to see how the lessers live.

Hoshi: Not going to lie, We’re known for always doing softer concepts but it’s getting old.

Seungcheol: Agreed.

Woozi: Yeah

Joshua: Wait, am I the only one who appreciates that about us??

Dino: We did the highlight video and that was sexy but-

Wonho: I saw that! Way to go on the pelvic gyrations!

Shownu: You guys did really good.

Hoshi: I feel like the choreo need a little more tho.

Wonho: Well you were wearing suits, when a speedo would have done the trick just as well.

The8: *whispers to Changkyun* Is he serious?

Changkyun: Like a prostitute when the rent’s due.

Dino: Ew.

Woozi: I know you all want to talk and catch up, but seriously we already all know each other. Can we just get our room assignments and go?

Kihyun: are you trying to rush my meeting, small one?

Woozi: I don’t know, Is your company trying to rush a win? *leaves down hallway*

Kihyun:

Seungcheol: I’m sorry, It’s been a long day. We’re usually much more pleasant.

Jooheon: Okay if it helps, I want Hoshi and Vernon with me.

Hoshi: *highfives Jooheon* Deal!

Minhyuk: Um where is Vernon?

Seungkwan: He said he’s not coming out of the car. He had been texting Chanyeol a lot since we left and he thought that we were going ba–

Vernon: *enters* I CAN SPEAK FOR MYSELF! JUST BECAUSE YOU GUYS NEVER HAD A BEST FRIEND BEFORE DOESN’T MEAN YOU CAN JUDGE ME!!! *leaves down hallway*

Changkyun: Bro!! Be careful of what room you go into! Woozi went down that same–

Vernon: *shrieks of unimaginable pain*

Changkyun:….way. *sighs* Give me Mingyu and Wonwoo and I’ll be fine. I could do with some chill rappers.

Wonwoo: Just a small prob with that.

Mingyu: Yeah the part, where Changkyun is included.

Kihyun: Shut up. Minhyuk, you got Joshua and The8.

Hyungwon: *laughs* Aka the boring, vanilla room.

Kihyun: And Hyungwon you have Jeonghan.

Minhyuk: Wait! Why does he only get one person??

Wonho: LOL is it because they’re suppose to be the pointless visual room? Hahahahahaha

Kihyun: Oops sorry, you’re right. I did want to put the pointless visuals together. I meant to say Hyungwon and Wonho you’re going to share a room so that Jeonghan and Seungcheol can have a room together.

Wonho:

Hyungwon: I should have expected this to be honest.

Kihyun: So Shownu will get Seungkwan and I’ll get Dino.

Dino: Sounds fair.

Seungkwan: Wait Shownu is here?

Shownu: I’m sitting literally right beside you.

Seungkwan: Dang…your presence really is nonexistent.

Kihyun: Are we all clear?

Seungcheol: what about Woozi? He kinda just disappeared.

Kihyun: Oh he can have his own room. Lol we have like 8 extras.

Seventeen:

Seventeen:

Seventeen:

Kihyun: WHAT WE’RE RICH I CAN’T HELP IT THAT OUR DORMS ARE HUGE JEE-

Jeonghan: Then why are WE SHARING??!!

Kihyun: Um…bonding?

Jeonghan: Kids pack your things we’re going home.

Dino: *grumbles and picks up suit case*

Seungcheol: No, we’re staying for now, but we’re definitely not all sharing rooms anymore that’s for sure.

Kihyun: Oh so you’re going to act like I’m not in charge??!!!

Seungcheol:

Seungcheol: Yes

Kihyun: Whatever. I got an OST to prep for anyway. *leaves*

Hoshi: So is that how the meetings end around here?

Jooheon: This was actually the best meeting we ever had. Last time Wonho left in tears.

Minhyuk: But to be fair, Wonho cried even in Up and that was a children’s movie so-

Wonho: UP WAS SAD YOU GUYS

Hyungwon: You cried when the dog started talking.

Wonho: I LIKE DOGS GAHD!!

Seungcheol: So Shownu do you have anything you want to add?

Shownu: Um.

Seungkwan: Anything?

Shownu: um…do you think that Kihyun will be back soon or–

Seungcheol: *sighs*

Seungcheol: I can’t do this anymore.

Jeonhgan:*puts hand on his shoulder* To be fair you aren’t doing much now anyway.

DK: Yep this is going to be a blast!

A Cold Christmas *IMAGINE* #I.M.Edition {Requested}

“ I.M please! :D”

Here you go @nancybak! :)

“You’re so cold.”

I.M. was holding your hands in his and rubbing them to try and get them warm. You had both just come back into the house after trying your hardest to build a snowman. It was a try because it had only snowed 4 inches and most of the time outside had been you both scraping the grass to try and collect enough snow.

After spending a good hour outside you had both been proud to create a dapper little snowman. Even if that snowman was equal parts snow, dirt and leaves from the yard.

“Yeah..” You breathed, shivering a little as your body tried to adjust to the heat in the house. “It was a lot colder than I thought.”

I.M. let your hands go and walked into the kitchen he returned with 2 mugs in his hands and sat them down on the table, while you both sat on the sofa. You were silent as you laid your head on his chest and listened to the soft beating of his heart.

“Y/N” He said softly, breaking your tranquil trance and causing you to lift your head to look him in the eye.

“Yes?”

He was looking at you intensely. His stare was so strong you felt a blush creep into your cheeks and you brought your eyes down self consciously.

“What is it?” You asked softly.

Another calm came over the room and he gave you a smile as he wrapped his arms around you and buried his face in your hair.

“Nothing” He said through the muffle of your curls. “I'm just happy, happy being here and spending Christmas with you.”

You cuddled deeper into his chest.

“Really? Was that all that you wanted to say?” you asked knowing him better than that.

He laughed a quick laugh before taking a deep breath.

He brought his head back and stared at the ceiling. You knew that your diary fan was probably staring right back at him.

He began to speak.

“I've been thinking and I've realized that it's getting harder and harder to leave you when the day is done…”

You stopped breathing as he continued.

“So maybe this should be the last year we spend as two different people, with two different hom-”

You reached up and put your finger on his lips

“Woah, woah hold on cowboy! Now if you're about to say what I think you are-”

“I am”

“Then don't….not yet. Not like this”

“You don't want me to say what I'm thinking?” He asked puzzled at your hesitation.

“I do..” you paused and started using your finger to trace the outline of his lips.

“but right now, in this moment, I just want to be a girl who's with the boy that loves her with all of his heart on a cold Christmas morning.”

He sighed and gave your curly mop a kiss.

“You’re crazy, you know that right?”

You flicked your hair so that he would get a hairy mouthful.

“I know.” You said simply, a soft tease in your voice.

“Okay, Y/N we'll stay the same for now….but this time next year that ring finger will be mine.”

You both laid your heads back down and drifted off lost in your own happiness.

Wordlessly In Love with You *IMAGINE* #KihyunEdition {Requested}

“Hi could you do a fluff with kihyun? you're bffs but he lowkey likes u ur not into usual cutesy dating stuff; theres a place and time for pda, rarely affectionate, not into anniversaries, shows love subtly&with actions cause she's terrible with words”

Here you go anon! :)

“Get a room!” you screamed out the window as you and Kihyun drove past a couple kissing on a side trail, next to the campsite.

“You're always too loud Y/N” He scolded you as he sped away from the couple. “Why are you acting like you haven't seen someone kiss before?”

You turned in your seat and looked at Kihyun as he drove, eyes forward. He was gripping the wheel, his eyes were shifting back and forth and he was slightly biting his lower lip.

You knew those signs.

“We're lost aren't we?” you asked turning back forward and slumping down in your seat.

“Why would you even say that?” he asked, still avoiding your gaze and biting his lip harder.

“Because every time you're worried you bite your lip. That's why you'll never be a good poker player. Your emotions are always on your face.”

He sighed and ran his fingers through his hair before letting down his window to get some air.

You decided not to tease him anymore. He was stressed and he had asked you to come along with him for a spontaneous camping trip, and now he was lost.

Kihyun was one of your oldest friends but he was horrible with directions. He had guided you through family issues, moving to the other side of the city, even the loss of your father years before,  but for the life of him he couldn't find his way out of his own room most days.

You decided to give him some space. You took out your headphones connected your phone and laid your head on the door to pass out. Hopefully when you woke up the campsite would be in view.

Kihyun watched you insert your headphones and close your eyes.

“There she goes again” he thought to himself as he continued driving. He inwardly began counting the hikers they passed as he drove, jealous of the interactions they were more than likely having.

He had been planning this camping trip for months. Sure he had told you that it was spur of the moment but really he had finally built up his courage to confess something you should have already known.

But look at you.

He groaned and breathed a deep sigh.

You were sitting right beside him, clueless as usual to all the feelings that were racing around his heart. He took one hand off the wheel and lightly touched your shoulder. He watched you sigh and cuddle further into your chair. You were driving him crazy.

“Y/N! Wake up! You’re suppose to be helping me find the site, not sleeping while I drive!” He yelled waking you from your quick nap.

“I wasn’t sleeping!” You responded “I was just resting my eyes because I had a heada-”

“Sure, you did.” He nodded cutting you off and laughing. “I guess the snoring sounds were just in my head.”

“Whatever” you laughed punching his arm while you scooted up in your seat. “That’s my story and I’m sticking to it!”

A comfortable silence filled the car. Even though Kihyun still had no clue where he was, the outside view was relaxing and inviting.

“Why don’t we stop for a minute.” You suggested “My legs need a stretch”

“Okay” Kihyun agreed while pulling over to the side of the road, then reaching over to pop your seatbelt.

“Stop” you told him slapping his hand. “I can do it myself.”

You both hopped out the car and stared at the sun as it began to set in the sky. It was a little cold and your thin jacket wasn’t protecting you much. You tried to hide it, but your body began to shiver just a tinge, and Kihyun’s eagle eyes picked it up right away.

He eased closer to you and wrapped you in his arms. “You’re cold, why didn’t you bring a bigger jacke-”

“Get off!” You shrieked shaking off his hold and moving a couple steps away. “I’m fine, I don’t know why I’m shaking.”

Another silence arose but this time it was thick and heavy.

You peeped a quick stare at Kihyun, but he was looking ahead again at the sky his face hard and unreadable.

“Kihyun it’s just tha-”

“Why do you always do this?!” He screamed, eyes forward but words directed straight to you. “Why are you so dumb that you can’t see what’s right in front of your face?” His voice shook and his eyes filled with tears of frustration.

“Kihyun, I really don’t know what you’re talking about I-”

“You what??! You want space?? You don’t want me to touch you?!!” He turned suddenly and grabbed you by both of your shoulders.

“I can’t do that anymore Y/N! I don’t want to stand by and be your best friend and pretend like my heart doesn’t tighten whenever you smile. I don’t want to only be your shoulder to lean on but you never see me as a man! I am a man and I love you! But you’re so dense you just take it lightly and-”

He stopped talking, released you shoulders and used the palm of his hand to wipe the tears out of his eyes.

His voice was soft as he continued.

“I brought you here because I wanted to finally tell you everything that I feel for you bu-”

His voice choked.

“I guess you don’t feel the same way though. We can go back home.” He trudged over to the car and started to open the door.

“Wait!” You shouted. Kihyun looked up and watched as you stood there desperately trying to gather your words.

“I’m..not good at this.” You started. “You know I don’t know or even have a clue on what to say but.” You stopped talking to search for the right words to convey your jumbled thoughts.

A moment passed and the only sounds were the clam rustlings of the wind moving in the trees.

You spoke.

“Don’t leave me...I want you to stay... I don’t want to go home.”

You were looking down at the ground, but you could feel his stare on you after your confession.

Kihyun walked back over and stood directly in front of you.

“What are you saying Y/N?” He asked you gently.

“Um..I’m...I’m saying that I..” You looked up from the ground and met his gaze head on.

“I do see you as a man and I don’t want you to leave.”

You saw as the joy slowly began to fill his face and he wordlessly wrapped you in a hug, that this time you allowed.

It felt good.

He felt warm.

This felt right.

It might take some time, but you both were going to be okay.

Even if you did never find the campsite.

When We Almost Loved *IMAGINE* #WonhoEdition {Requested}

“Can you write a soul crushing, hell raising angst drabble about Wonho (x reader) getting amnesia”

Here you go anon! :)

Today was going to be the day.

Wonho smiled to himself as he reached his hand into his left pocket and felt the tiny silver ring. He had gotten 2 more jobs plus sold his motor bike to pay for the ring and he hoped to God that you would love it.

It had been so long since he had even seen you. His jobs had been out of town and for 2 months he had been only been able to communicate with you by phone calls, texts and sparse Skype dates whenever your schedules would allow.

He missed you.

That was why today would be so great. You had no idea that he was coming back. He would surprise you. Confess his love and then kiss you like it was the first time.

He dialed your phone.

“Hello?” A strange voice answered.

“Umm Hey who is this? I’m trying to call Y/N” Wonho asked curious as to who was on the other end.

“Wonho? Um... there’s something I need to tell you?” The voice asked getting excited and talking in a rush.

“Who are you? Why are you on Y/N’s phone?”

“I’m Jhene, her sister....come to the hospital on 6th and Highland. I’ll explain everything there.”

“WAIT WHA-”

Dial tone.

She had hung up. 

What was going on? Why was Jhene answering the phone? Why did she want him to come to the hospital? What was wrong?

Wonho quickly hurried and threw on his shoes and hailed a taxi, the city was big and the traffic moved slow as he shouted at the driver to get him to his destination swiftly. Once the car pulled up in from of the building, he unsnapped his seat belt, threw a fist full of bills at the driver, and ran through the revolving doors into the hospital.

Where am I even suppose to go?

He wondered, reaching into his pocket to dial you again but spying your sister approaching from the left.

“Jhene!! What the fuck is going on! Why are we we here! Where’s my Y/N?!!”

“Calm down Wonho, everything will be fine. There was an accident when you were gone. But she is doing better, i promise! She had some head trauma but she’s strong as an ox. Just calm down and I’ll take you to her.”

“Accident!! What accide-”

“Just come on!”

Wonho followed Jhene as she turned and started walking through the hospital and down the halls. His heart was thumping out of his chest and he kept balling his hands into his fist to try and release the inner pressure that was tormenting him. Jhene came to a room, opened the door and walked in but Wonho hesitated.

He was scared of what he might see on the other side of the door. He didn’t know if he could survive you being hurt. Especially when had been so far away while it had happened.

Slowly he entered the room. Your mother and your sister were both sitting in chairs on one side with teddy bears and flowers that friends had brought, and your mom gave Wonho a strained smile as a tear rolled down her cheek.

Wonho smiled back tightly and let his eyes drift off to the hospital bed on the other side of the room.

There you were lying down with a cut above your right eye and a giant purplish bruise on the left side of your face. You looked swollen and your hair was pulled back into a messy ponytail.

But

Your eyes were open.

You were staring back at the handsome man standing in your room. He was an attractive man you thought to yourself, but you could see that he looked a little disheveled. One pants leg was rolled over his boots, the other was undone. His jacket hung on his shoulders loosely and his eyes looked like they were on the verge of tears.

“Excuse me?” You asked. “Who are you?”

A piercing arrow of pain shot through Wonho ravaging his insides and he took a step back like he had been stabbed.

“W-who a-am I?” He repeated, eyes beginning to brim.

“Yes, who are you?” You replied again. Why was he looking so pained by you not knowing who he was? And why was your mom crying again?

Wonho took a deep breath and forced himself to come stand at your bedside. He grabbed your right hand and held it in between his. Part of you was so flustered at having this man touch you so intimately but another part was beginning to sense that something was very wrong.

“I’m Wonho” He told you. His voice cracking. “Do you know me now?”

You searched his face, you dug deep, trying to find a picture to match but none manifested.

“I don’t know you.” 

Wonho blinked back the tears and gave your hand a squeeze.

“Wonho.....I’m your boyfriend. We...we love each other.”

You pulled your hand away.

“Sorry, I don’t know you.”

Wonho tried to plaster a smile on his face but it faltered around the edges. 

“Remember meeting each other when you worked as a delivery driver and I keep ordering pizzas just so that I could see you?”

He looked at you hopefully desperate for the memories to flood back into your head.

“No, I don’t. Can you leave? I don’t feel comfortable.”

A gasp slipped from Jhene’s lips and she tried to give him an encouraging look as his eyes met hers.

“Okay, I’ll leave, but is it okay if I come back a little later to talk to you again?”

His question hung in your mind. It hurt. It freaking hurt to try and figure out who he was. Seeing him looking so sad and your mom and sister crying made you feel miserable and sore. You were still so sore. You didn’t want to do this. Not right now.

“Can you please not.” You asked him softly. “I really don’t want to see you right now.”

“Y/N!” Your sister screamed but your mother shook her head at her and came and grabbed the pretty man by the shoulders.

“I think giving her some time and space may be a good idea Wonho.” She told him. “We’ll call you if anything changes.”

The tears poured silently down his cheeks as he nodded curtly in agreement and exited the room.

As soon as he crossed the threshold, he sunk down onto the floor, put his head in his hands and cried.

This was not how the love story was suppose to end. He was suppose to surprise you, pick you up and hug you, kiss you like you were his oxygen and then get down on one knee.

But you didn’t even know who he was. Worse it looked like you didn’t even care to know.

“Sir?”

Wonho looked up to see a nurse looking down on him.

“I’m going to have to ask you to leave. No loitering in the hallwa-”

“I’M LEAVING DAMN IT CAN’T YOU SEE I’M IN PAIN HERE!” Wonho hollered at him, getting off the ground and turning to go.

As the cool night air bathed his face as he exited the hospital he reached his hand back into his pocket. The ring was still there. That was a sign.

You may have forgotten him. The love may have been hidden. But he could start over. He could meet you again. He wasn’t going to give up. And he wasn’t going to let you go.

MONSTA X as Dentists {Requested}

“Can you do MX as dentists please 🌚”

I swear i say something as a joke and you troll followers always find a way to make me do it *le sigghhh* lol Her you go anon! :)

Wonho: Would put the mask over your mouth so that the anesthesia would pump into you but he wouldn’t get the dosage right and you would wake up to see standing over you with his pants down and a tattoo gun in his hand.

Shownu: Has been practicing Dentistry for the last 30 years. Can pull a tooth out in 15 seconds. Slips you an extra sticker for being so cooperative.

Kihyun: Has his headphones in while he’s working on your mouth. Can’t hear you screaming that he’s drilling your tongue. Freaks out once he starts seeing all the blood. Stuffs your mouth with cotton balls and begs you to not to go to the police…again.

Minhyuk: Plays nursery rhymes when he works. Is always asking you questions even though you can’t answer them because your mouth is stretched open and your tongue is pushed back. Has a collection of teeth he keeps in a jar on his desk.

Hyungwon: Always late. Looks at your teeth for 3 seconds. Tells your mom you need 4 teeth pulled and braces asap. Asks the assistant how to even do a root canal while he’s half way done committing murder in your mouth.

Jooheon: Uses his assistants as cheerleaders while he works. Starts off strong and cleans your teeth well. Accidentally pokes your gum sees the blood and passes out. Doesn’t wake up until you splash water on his face.

I.M.: Closes the door and hands you a candy bar and a soda. Tells you it’s his last day and that he doesn’t care what you do with your teeth. Gives you a box of gloves and a tooth drill as his going away gift. 

Behind the Scenes of Monsta X’s Fighter MV

StarShip: All right guys are you all ready to come back again?

Minhyuk: Yes! I especially want to know what happened to mine and Hyungwon’s characters. It’ll be great to get some clarity.

Hyungwon: Same. “Stuck” was good but we really didn’t do anything except keep the fans waiting.

StarShip:

StarShip: ….so…. is that a bad thing?

Jooheon: Please tell me that you’re planning to start connecting dots to all of these theories!

Minhyuk: Yeah just let us know!

StarShip: *hesitates* Okay.

StarShip: I planning am connecting to dots theory all these of.

Monsta X:

StarShip: Give me a break!  I said the words didn’t I??

I.M: He’s kinda got a point.

Kihyun: Shut up.

StarShip: Anyways moving on, I have come up with an AMAZING concept for this MV. Do you want to hear it?

Hyungwon: Not rea—

StarShip: So picture this guys! Jooheon with Teddy Bear bodyguards, a medical license, and a cool sword!

Jooheon: But none of those things go togeth–

StarShip: Kihyun dragging around a dead body in a bag that he uses to fertilize his flower garden.

Kihyun:  I actually have no complaints at this time, so continue.

StarShip: I.M. with MORE teddy bears of all sizes and a game boy or something, I don’t know, something you would want.

I.M.: Screen time.

StarShip: Minhyuk and Hyungwon in straight jackets just looking hella blazed and pretty.

Minhyuk: I don’t feel comfortable doing something like th—

Hyungwon: *presses index finger to Minhyuk’s lips*

Hyungwon: *whispers* Just go with it.

StarShip: Shownu, I’m thinking that you should punch a wall and do ballet in a jail cell.

Shownu: But why?

StarShip:

StarShip: I liked you better before you learned how to express yourself to be honest.

Shownu: *whispers * Me too.

StarShip: And Wonho, actually for you I wanted to have you dress lik-

Wonho: NO! It was okay at first but now I am really through with how much skin I reveal and how this company treats my body.

Jooheon: Wow

I.M.: That was unexpected.

Kihyun: Who are you? And what did you do with Wonho??

StarShip: You know what you’re perfectly right Wonho. We do tend to over expose you and use you to boost views and sales. We’re very sorry and we’ll find a new way to draw in fans.

Wonho: Woahhhh hold on! I’m not mad because I feel “over exposed”. I feel under exposed! When are you going to let me just be basically naked?! You know my skin is allergic to clothing, right??  If I could just only wear an apron every day I would. Clothing is a pain in my tattooed and muscular ass.

Kihyun: Never mind he’s still here.

StarShip: Bless you Wonho.

Hyungwon: So let me get this straight. We aren’t going to clear up anything?

StarShip: Nope

Minhyuk: And we’ll actually be introducing MORE questions and theories?

StarShip: Yep… You know for such a muscle bound group ya’ll are smarter than I thought.

I.M.: Thank you.

StarShip: I just need to figure out how we’ll open and close the video, special effects wise. I’ll probs just go home and watch Netflix, pass out and get inspired in my sleep.

Hyungwon: Well people have done stranger things to find ideas.

StarShip:

StarShip: WAIT ONE MINUTE! REPEAT WHAT YOU JUST SAID!!

Hyungwon: …Umm Stranger Things?

StarShip: WOOHOO YES!! THIS VIDEO IS GOING TO BE LIT!!! BYE I GOTTA GO! *leaves*

Hyungwon: Anyone else get the feeling that they may have accidentally contributed to breaking copyright laws some kind of way?

Wonho: I always thought my face probably broke some copyright laws *laughs and looks for approval*

Shownu:

Jooheon:

I.M.:

Minhyuk:

Kihyun: 

Wonho: I’ll stop talking now.

Kihyun: Yeah that’s probably best.

30 Thoughts While Watching Monsta X’s Fighter MV

Wonho Makes a Choice *Drabble*

88. “After everything… I’d still choose you.”

As Wonho slammed the door behind him, your shoulders slumped, and you sank to the floor.

Your world was crashing and you had no one to blame but yourself.

It had started slowly.

An argument here.

A disagreement there.

Little moments building and growing untamed and unnoticed, until you felt like your very soul was being choked of its life.

So you snapped.

You both were hot headed. Your rebel spirit was what had attracted him to you in the first place. The way you never backed down, and lived passionately had fascinated him, and he had fallen completely in love with you.

But that had been in happier days.

Your whole relationship had been a lit fuse. Two destructive forces colliding together in what could only ever end in despair.

Maybe you both were really over this time?

As you sat alone on the floor, with tears streaming down your face, the front door slowly began to open again.

Wonho took a tentative step back into the house and sighed deeply as he noticed you crying on the ground.

He walked over, sat beside you, and threw an arm around your shoulder.

“How far did you go?” You asked him as you used the palm of your hands to wipe your eyes, leaning your head to rest on his shoulder.

“The end of the driveway.” He replied simply, a slight chuckle in his voice as he tightened his hold on you. “I realized that I forgot my favorite jacket.”

“Oh..so you came back because of a jacket?” You asked, giving his thigh a playful slap to which he winced and feigned injury.

“I also came for one more thing” He said his voice growing low, and his hand caressing your shoulder.

“What else did you come for?” You asked, your breathing shallow as you anticipated the answer he would provide.

“You.”

You knew that deep down inside that you had just gotten back on the roller coaster again. Like fire and ice you both played this cat and mouse game constantly and you both secretly loved it. Needed it.

“So even though I scream and whine and we fight all the time, you still came back for me?”

“Babe” He said turning you by the shoulders with both arms to look you dead in the eye.

“After everything… I’d still choose you.”

You smiled as he pressed his lips into yours and let the worries and stress fade away.

I DID NOT ASK TO SCROLL Tumblr and only see picture after half naked picture of Wonho in all his glory flashing nipples, giving smug smirks and blinding me with his dazzling silver hair with blue tips. AND I MOST CERTAINLY DID NOT KNOW that those pictures were everything I needed in the world and if y'all can keep them coming I would be mighty fine with that because let's face it our child is mighty fioneee and will probably be the source of all of our deaths as soon as the comeback hits, so we might as well all hold hands and get in the fetal position together.

MONSTA X as Astronauts...in SPACE {Requested}

“So can you do Monsta X in space?”

Sure, Here you go anon! :)

Shownu: Commander. Has been on multiple trips. Believes that man must conquer Space. Secretly thinks that his crew are nothing but a bunch of idiots and that one of them may be trying to kill him.

Wonho: Won’t stop turning the anti gravity air pressure on and off. Became an Astronaut because he he thought it would be a good job to reel in the ladies. Tries to to commandeer the ship and turn it around when he realizes that there is no Ramen flavor in the food paste tubes.

Kihyun: 2nd in Command. Trained years for this moment and position. Brought his degrees in his suitcase just in case someone doubts his intellect. Trying to figure out how to put a hole in the Commander’s suit so that he’ll slowly suffocate and he can take his rightful place as leader.

Minhyuk: Hoping to see Aliens. Was abducted twice when he was younger but kept it a secret so that he would pass with flying colors in the Space Program. Hoping to be reunited with his Alien Mistress and betray Earth at the same time. Pretends to be a normal functioning part of the crew as a Scientist.

Hyungwon: Flunked out of the Space Academy but his dad was the Dean so he still got to become an astronaut. Spends most of his time trying to figure out how to make his space suit look less bulky. Somehow is the Navigator but has no idea how to read the map. Steering towards the Moon and hoping no one notices.

Jooheon: Thought that Space would be more like Star Trek. Disappointed that there are no holodecks or phasers. When the 2 in Command tries to kill the Commander he sits in the back and places bets with the vain flunkie on who will win, while noodle boy tries to steer the ship back to Earth.

I.M.: Snuck on the ship. Really just a repair man. Was goofing off and playing in the space suit and accidentally got trapped on board during takeoff. Ends up being the only one who can accurately read the star map and that has tape to save the Commander’s life. Not sure if he wants to share his tape though.

Hyungwon's Hurt *Drabble*

97. “I dont need a hero, I need a husband.” You stood there. Facing away from him. Silent. Your tears were welling up behind your eyes but you were too angry and hurt to release them. “I’m sorry” Hyungwon whispered again behind you, reaching an arm out to grab your shoulder and turn you to face him. You shrugged his hold off and kept your back to his face. “Baby..” He ignored your resistance and wrapped both arms around you from behind in a bear hug. A sob escaped from your throat and you no longer could control the tears as they began to stream down your face. You felt so freaking stupid. “Just talk to me…please.” he begged in your ear. “What’s wrong?” You felt yourself getting mad again and you spun around in his arms and pushed him off, almost knocking him into the dining room table. “ You were suppose to be there!” You screamed. Hyungwon picked himself up off of the table. His eyes reflected his own hurt. “You know it’s not that easy” He tried to explain. “You know I wanted to….work is just crazy. We knew there would be days like this. “He ran his fingers through his hair and sighed before plopping to the ground, shoulders slumping. "I’m just trying to do what’s best…” he trailed off. You crumbled. You were mad at him for breaking his promise to you, but here you were doing just as bad, by alienating the one you promised to always stand by? Damn it. You walked over to him, sat down and laid your head on his shoulder. You could feel his tension and the worry on his mind was palpable. “I’m sorry” he whispered again softly. “Shh” You told him “I made it worse and I’m sorry too but I dont need a hero, I need a husband.” You grabbed his hand in yours. “Can you be that for me right now?”