5, 14, and 43 for Avi, Katsuro, and dear Tyranos :’)
Ooh these are deep ones! Here we go: 5. List 3 fears; one “surface level” fear, one “repressed” fear, and one “deep dark” fear. 14. Are they prone to outbursts (of violence, extreme emotion, etc)? 43. Do they wish that they could change their pasts?
AVIRA
{5} Surface: Darkspawn | Repressed: Inadequacy | Deep Dark: Corruption {14} Somewhat. She is, admittedly, a fairly wrathful being, but that tends to be a colder, more calculating thing than a blinding rage. Even if she feels it that way, she won’t let it become an outburst. {43} She has a million things she would change, but finds dwelling on it unhelpful in keeping her moving forward. The guilt of the dead in her wake would drag her into the dirt.
KATSURO
{5} Surface: Crowds | Repressed: Death | Deep Dark: The Unknowable {14} Yes. It is very, very unusual, but when it does happen? It is bad. Usually driven by someone he cares deeply about making an utterly stupid, reckless, avoidable decision that might have gotten them killed (read: Avi, lol) {43} No. He has made mistakes, and has learned from them. That is life. If he had made other mistakes, he would have learned other lessons from it, and there is really no way of no accounting for how that would change who he is now. And he has too many past experiences he cherishes to want to roll those dice, even if he could.
TYRANOS
{5} Surface: Incarceration | Repressed: Pain | Deep Dark: Humiliation {14} No. He is stoic and emotionally closed-off to a fault, to a point where people think he doesn’t care when he actually does. Very much. {43} Yes. He is not here to be one of those ‘inspiring’ people who believes what he endured made him stronger. It didn’t. He’d have been stronger well-feed, well-clothed, living a life of dignity.
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