Growing up is learning that it’s okay to not give a fuck about certain things and people.
There is one post graduation event (nothing formal, it’s a day where the graduates prank the school staff and students - a tradition in my country) going on at my school currently and these mfs are trying to guilt trip people into helping organize that shit.
Like, girl do I look like I’ll get up at 6 on a Sunday to help you throw some chairs around for about 12 hours to have ca. 2 hours of “fun” on Monday when you want me to drag my ass to school once more?
And the horrible thing is I would have totally done that 2 years ago, but I couldn’t care less today.
The magic of therapy and selfworth, ya’ll… I can only recommend it!
#personal#relatable#mental health journey#mental health#mental health awareness#growing up#adulthood#not giving a fuck#me#sometimes it’s punk to stay in bed instead of demolishing your old school#would have loved to tear that building into shreds but bestie have you seen my depression room?#i need to clean that bitch#and i’m currentlly having some troubles with my friends that I need to clear up#they are mad at me for something else and they have absolutely every right to be mad#while it was something that wasn’t in my hands I handled it like shit and ended up hurting people#so I gotta man up and handle the important stuff before I care about ‘the big school prank’#also still gotta finish applying for colleges#it sucks I’m mentally great but my engery level is still always very very low#life is exhausting#but ey if it were easy everyone could do it#am i right?