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Somehow I have 1,000+ followers! Thank you to each and everyone of you that care to follow my little rambling blog, It means more than you know. Even though I only speak to a small few that are brave enough to say hi, I am thankful to all my mutuals!

So in honor of this milestone I will post a selfie which I neva do! THANKS GUYS and WELCOME

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Blood (Family) can be worse than an actual enemy!

So last Monday I was homeless, yep me. My biological father who has been aware of my situation my struggle since I have been back  near him for two years. In his brain he is the victim after leaving me and my mom when I was 1. I have tried reaching out to him through out my life and it went nowhere cause he just fails….Plain and simple. Still to just allow your kid to be homeless cause you say you got to ask your wife is just bleak and pathetic. A friend of a friend offered his couch and biological was seriously pushing for this WHILE he would ask his wife could I stay till I got on my feet.

Well I felt so welcome by the kind stranger opening his home before my own blood nothing to gain everything to loose, so when he said I could stay here if the biological thing fell through I decided to let my fake ass father off the I hook. Told him would crash here, his wife supposedly knows people in social services and blah, blah to help me get assistance and medical care quickly. Still I waited on the Ispy phone calls she played giving me numbers to shelters…Um, I can and have done that. Finally day before I WAS to move in with them she goes call these shelters its important to try getting you in fast is since the bedroom is “SO SMALL” and you really wouldn’t have a place to put your clothes.I virtually have a tote bag of things. So I was I done playing word games with my biological who STILL hadn’t really said nothing other than its up to Emma (his wife) since Monday. I said I will stay here so you guys aren’t put out. 

He asked was I sure he didn’t want us to loose touch. I reminded him I have the same number for 3 years. He has my LINE UN… my voxer UN…FB and a few other chat apps he DOESN’T USE…yet wonders why we are not connected. Even when I message, its message read and he does nothing not even a reply. So NOW its business as usual he told a family member I shut the door in his face this was probably our last chance to reconnect? Why, he isnt terminal or sick…JUST AN ASSHOLE! 

So next day I messaged Good Morning dad: Message checked and nothing. So I am done being a doormat especially for faux victims of an imaginary war. Last thing he told me as I talked all the times I tried to be in his life was “ Do you remember your mother said it was her fault we divorced?” People my mom died in 2003 and I thought this was about me getting safe? Truth he cant admit, he never tried,never showed care. Yet cries and says I am so hard to reach so hard to talk too. Maybe cause I never learned how to speak BULLSHIT, FAKE CONCERN or THE VICTIM CARD!?

Family can ruin your life, your heart, your soul, your peace of mind and your self esteem deadlier than a murderer with a set of torture implements! PERIOD! He can crawl back into the sludge in the cave he came out of. It is done I choose to  call this a lose. As I did 10 years ago. Never walk backwards to doors that were always locked. Lesson to always remember….

So to my biological sperm donor>>>

My face when white mutuals unfollow me after I post a whole run of #Blacklivesmatter posts. Bitch, I AM BLACK dont get it twisted! See ya!

@heartcorerose @runwiththehunted

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