finished sherlock recently
Ohh he is beautiful
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finished sherlock recently
Ohh he is beautiful
This is so cute
Author’s note included at the end for trigger warnings.
Day 1 - late night
Mycroft sits quietly in the dimly lit hospital room, tenderly stroking the back of your delicate hand, and doing his best to ignore the hums and beeps of the various machines surrounding your bed. He frowns slightly at the coolness he feels on your skin, and makes a mental note to berate the next nurse that enters your room for failing to keep you warm enough. He lifts the blanket from the back of his own chair and moves to spread it over your unmoving body, gently tucking it in around your legs and arms before settling heavily back into his hard, utilitarian seat. He sits in silence for another long minute before wearily covering his face with shaking hands and starting to cry.
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Earlier that day
Your husband Mycroft has been away from home for a mere 48 hours and you could swear he’s been calling you or texting you for half of that time. You had a little tickle in your throat on the morning he left for his business trip, and as the hours ticked by, the tickle turned in to a cough, and Mycroft’s protective instinct turned extreme.
“Mycroft darling,” you soothe him over the phone. “I’m fine! Don’t you dare cancel your meetings because I have a little cold!” You stifle a cough behind your hand.
“I would hardly call Bronchitis a cold, Y/n!” He scolds gently. “And the Swedish delegation wouldn’t mind, I promise. I can charter a flight and be home before you know it.”
“No, I can’t let you do that, my love. Your work is too important. Stay! I’m telling you, I’m fine!” You cough forcefully into the crook of your elbow, and this time have difficulty catching your breath after.
Sounding increasingly worried now, Mycroft tries again.
“If you don’t want me to come home to take care of you, will you at least ask your mother to stay with you for a few days? I would rather you not be alone.”
You roll your eyes wearily. “You know she needs to be at home with my dad, Mycroft. I can’t ask her to leave him for a week. It was bad enough having you call her to ask her to take me in to the doctor’s office!”
“I had to!” He retorts. “You wouldn’t let me send my private physician to the house and you needed to be seen before it got any worse.”
“It was 11pm, Mycroft, and your physician is nearly 90 years old! I promise you, I’ll be fine. I don’t need my mummy here to take care of me. Or yours for that matter.”
Mycroft sighs.
“I thought you might say that my dear, which is why I’ve made alternate arrangements.”
*Ding Dong* rings the doorbell.
“Alternate arrangements?! Mycroft Holmes! What did you do?” You ask with a huff, listlessly leaving your nest of blankets on the sofa and slowly making your way to the door.
*Ding Dong*
“I am merely taking care of my sick, stubborn wife. I called for reinforcements.”
You groan.
“Reinforcements? Oh no! Don’t tell me…”
“Y/n?” A familiar male voice shouts from the foyer, causing you to start massaging the right side of your temple. You can feel a headache starting already.
“Y/n!” It calls again, coming ever closer until a handsome young man with a head full of wild curls comes bolting around the corner.
“Ah, there you are sister dear! Your chaperone is here!” He throws an arm around your back to give you a sort of half-hug.
“Hello, Sherlock,” you sigh. “Come on in. Apparently, my husband thinks I need a babysitter this week, just because I’m not feeling well. Maybe you can talk some sense into him while I make tea?” You push the phone into his hand and turn to leave, slowly exiting the room while coughing harshly again. You fail to notice the worried look Sherlock gives you.
“Hello Mycroft,” Sherlock says, wiping down your cellphone with a handkerchief in an attempt to avoid your germs. “I couldn’t help but notice my sister-in-law does not appear pleased to see me; did you not tell her I was coming?”
“Of course I did!” Mycroft sputters. “Just a moment ago…”
“Mmm. A bit not good, brother. She seems angry, but I have to say, I am happy you called. She does not look well.”
“I’m worried for her, Sherlock. She’s so tired and that cough seems worse by the hour.”
“Well, I’m here now and I’ll keep her safe. Mycroft, I swear it. I’ll also ask John to come by the house tomorrow to have a look at her, just to be sure.”
“Thank you, Sherlock. If anything changes… If she gets worse…”
“I will call you immediately, of course. Would you like to say goodnight? I can hand you back to her.”
“Please.”
Sherlock makes his way to the kitchen but is halted in the doorway by the sight before him. He chuckles as he snaps a photo and quickly sends it to Mycroft.
“I think you’re going to have to say goodnight later, brother mine. Mrs Holmes is having a nap at the kitchen counter right now.” He laughs again as he takes in your form, hunched over on a barstool, head pillowed on your folded arms.
“Please wake her, won’t you? And send her up to bed?” Mycroft pleads.
“I will. She’s in good hands, Mycroft. Try not to worry. I’ll have her call you back when she wakes up.”
“Thank you, Sherlock… She… I can’t…”
“I know, brother. I know. We’ll talk soon. Goodnight.”
He ends the call and carefully approaches the island to wake you up. In Sherlock’s opinion you somehow look even worse than you did a few moments ago and thinks perhaps Mycroft is right to be worried about you. He helps you into bed and when he closes the door to the master suite he sends John a text asking him to stay on call tonight for Y/n, just in case. He’s got a bad feeling stirring.
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A few hours later you wake to find Sherlock sitting on the edge of your bed, lightly shaking your shoulder. He’s been attempting to wake you for several minutes now and looks extremely concerned.
“Y/n? Y/n! I need you to open your eyes for me. Can you hear me? Can you do that? Open your eyes?”
“Noooooo….” Your voice is thin and reedy when you reply and you’re not exactly sure why Sherlock is so insistent on waking you. You’ve only been asleep for a few minutes, haven’t you?
You could get up now, but you’re just so tired! Maybe he will just go and leave me alone, you think. You raise your hand to wave him away, but hardly notice that your limbs barely move.
“Y/n, please! This isn’t funny. John will be here in a minute but I think we need an ambulance too. Can you sit up?”
“Nuh uh,” you grunt in dissent, wishing again your brother-in-law would just leave you alone.
“Well, I’m afraid you must. We need to get you dressed. I’ll help you.” He slides his hands under your arms to help you sit up to lean back against the massive oak headboard. It tickles slightly when Sherlock’s fingertips touch your under arms and you start wiggling in his grasp and laughing with sharp, raspy barks, making Sherlock’s task nearly impossible.
“John’s not here!” You wheeze, fighting to catch your breath after so much exertion.
“I know that, Y/n. But he’s on his way, so let me help you, ok? Sherlock sounds exasperated and bites his lip hesitantly. “Y/n, are you alright? You’re so pale and your breathing is far too shallow for my liking. Something’s definitely wrong. God I wish John were here!”
“John went out for cat food. Did he let the cat escape again?” You ask him.
“What? What cat? Y/n, you’re not making any sense.”
“Sorry! I left it in the bathroom!”
“Left what in the bathroom? The cat? Y/n, what are you talking about? You don’t have a cat.”
“Ok! Thank you!”
“That’s it, Y/n. You’re scaring me. I’m calling an ambulance right now! And Mycroft!” He stands and hurriedly dials the emergency line on his phone. His back is turned to you for a brief moment.
“Myyyy…” He hears you repeating behind him. “Myyyy… Myyy…,” until your voice trails off and you’re pulled back into the black peacefulness of sleep. “My….”
“Oh shit! Y/n!” Sherlock shouts as he turns back just in time to see you slump forward, face first on to the bed. He rushes back to your side. “Where the hell is John!” He shouts.
“I’m here Sherlock,” comes Johns voice as he stomps quickly up the stairs and into the room.
His eyes go wide as he takes in your appearance on the bed. Your lips are pale, your eyes are glassy, and the tips of your fingers are starting to turn blue. You look a little like one of the corpses in Molly’s morgue, and John can see you are struggling to breathe.
“The ambulance is on the way, John,” Sherlock tells him, “but I think she’s in trouble. Help her, PLEASE! I need to call Mycroft!”
John snaps in to action and is at the bedside in seconds, doing as much as he can to stabilize you until help arrives. What in the hell happened here? He wonders. This is NOT Bronchitis.
What happens next is a mystery to you, as you don’t wake up again that night or even the next morning. You have a vague awareness of being somewhere, though exactly where doesn’t seem to matter. You sleep and sleep and wait for your alarm clock to go off, but it never does. Your dreams are vivid, but don’t quite make sense, and Mycroft is there every time, smiling at you sadly from a distance. You smile back and try to tell him you’re alright, but he can’t seem to hear you. You’ll just have to wait and tell him when you wake up.
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A few hours later a disheveled-looking Mycroft storms into the hospital waiting room, searching desperately for Sherlock and demanding answers about your condition.
“You there! Nurse!” He bellows at a young, freckle-faced nurse passing by. “I demand to know where you’re keeping my wife, Y/n Holmes! Where is she?”
“I-I-I don’t know sir!” The young woman stammers. “I’ll find a doctor right away!”
Mycroft barely hears her though, and is already tapping away at his phone, attempting to reach Sherlock. Where the hell is he?? He wonders, the frantic phone call from his brother still fresh in his mind. Non-responsive, he said. Dangerously low blood pressure. Respiratory distress. Her Bronchitis has somehow morphed into something so much worse and her doctors have no explanation for it.
Mycroft’s knees nearly gave out when Sherlock told him the news. His precious wife, his reason for existence, was hurting a thousand miles away, and there was not a damn thing he could do to help. Thank god for Anthea and her ability to manage a crisis. She had a plane chartered for them before he even hung up his call with Sherlock and they were in the air just 20 minutes later. The next 2 hours were an agony for Mycroft and all he wants now is to see you.
“Mycroft!” Calls a voice from behind him. “Mycroft, here!”
He turns and sees Dr. Watson a few paces down the hallway, franticly waving him over. He sprints over to the man, eyes wild and face pained. “Dr. Watson, please tell me. How is she? How is Y/n?” He begs.
“Mycroft,” the shorter man replies, placing a comforting hand on Mycroft’s shoulder, as if to soften the blow. “She’s here and she is alive. That’s the important thing.”
“But how is she John? Tell me, please!”
John takes a bolstering breath and delivers the crushing news with as much compassion as he can. “Y/n’s in a coma, Mycroft. And we don’t know when or if she will wake up again. She’s on a ventilator because she can no longer breathe on her own, and both her heart and brain activity are being monitored very closely. She’s receiving fluids and nutrients intravenously, and being kept as comfortable as possible. The doctors are doing everything they can to determine the cause of her ailment and reverse it if at all possible. I am so, so sorry, Mycroft.”
Mycroft takes a step back and absorbs the man’s words, closing his eyes against the agonizing pain in his chest. He wonders for a moment if he’s having a heart attack, but deep down he knows the real cause of his pain.
His heart is breaking.
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** Author’s note: this story includes medical terminology, mentions of respiratory conditions similar to - but not Covid -19, mentions of medical equipment, mentions of hospitals and ambulances. Please do not read if any of these things are a trigger for you. Thank you for reading!
author Leizy Zet
Yellow: Saturday mornings with John💛
Rupert Graves as Greg Lestrade is arguably the best choice of cast next to Benedict and Martin
fight me
he's perfect
Light Brown: art museum and coffee shop date with Greg🤎🤍
“Holmes never understood love” well maybe you never understood Sherlock Holmes
Can you please write a Moriarty x reader meet cute? It just seems so unlikely for someone like him to meet his s/o that way, making it even cuter!
Thank you 🙏
Summery: You meet the most puzzling person at a café.
Word count: 1,424
Warnings: Free and clear, Darling
A/N: Anything for you Darling! I'm so sorry it took me so long to answer this. I love this idea and I hope you enjoy my execution of it! you are a wonderful human being and I send you all my love! See you later Darlings.
Mingling with the common peasants wasn’t really James Moriarty's style. They were all soooo BORING! Seven billion of them and not a single brain cell among them. He found it tedious to have to talk to them. None of them got it. They didn't see what was right in front of their stupid faces. Sometimes, he almost felt bad for how easily he could mess with their empty little heads. Then they actually spoke and any drops of empathy he had was washed away in the tidal wave of disgust that flooded his brain. He did like to watch them though. To study how they talked and walked and pretended to live a life with any sort of purpose. He had a favorite little café in the heart of London that he loved to watch them all from.
could you perhaps do a preference thing for sherlock characters with an S/O with severe PTSD, to the point where they can seem aggressive? If you’re uncomfortable with that, that’s fine, have a great day :)
A/N: Here you go Darling! mental heath is always an interesting thing to try and tackle. I know that this wasn't perfect but I hope that it least was decent representation. I hope you have a great day as well! in horror of this mental heath post I am going to take a mental health week next week. I hope you all enjoy the story and ill see you again on May 12th!!
Warning: mention of PTSD, Panic Attacks, and Depression
Sherlock:
Panic attacks are intense and exhausting things. With your PTSD you have one almost every week. You don’t have a specific trigger, anything could send you into one. They tend to start out small but at their height you are screaming and swearing at everything. You have never hurt anyone during an attack however sometimes after they are over you see the fear in people's eyes, like they thought you were going to. Sherlocks heart breaks every time he sees you so scared. He is one of the few people who isn't scared of you by the end. He always just takes it. Whatever you end up yelling, he listens and waits for you to calm down. He doesn't try to hold you or restrain you because he knows that will make it worse. If you need to run you should be allowed to run. Once you're a little more yourself he will hold your hand. He doesn't say anything. He waits for you to speak, then he drops everything and listens to you, patiently and intently. He is there for you. Always.
John:
You have never met anyone who understands you quite like John. Though the sources of your trauma were different; they both resulted in the same outcome, night terrors. Johns tended to startle him awake in a cold sweat, shaken, but otherwise alright. Yours ripped you from your sleep into a state of complete panic. Your waking up usually also startled John awake as well. He would try to talk to you but for the first few minutes you would just yell at him to get away from you. Once your adrenaline wore off a bit you would realize that you are in your home and that you were only dreaming. After several apologies and a long soothing hug both of you would make your way down to the kitchen for some early morning tea. It was something John had always done when he had those sorts of dreams and you found that it also helps you. He never made you talk about it or seemed annoyed to be awake. He understood that your trauma wasn't your fault. The solidarity and support that John was able to provide you with each and every time this happened made you feel a thousand times better. He understood you and you understood him.
Mycroft:
The trauma you faced led to severe depression. you weren't aggressive so much as just done. Done with people, done with talking, done with everything. You isolated yourself from the people you cared about and everything that you loved. Nothing felt worth it anymore. Mycroft understood. He had lived through a period of his life where he felt the same. He knew that the life you had was full of joy, you just needed a bit of help to see it. After a bit of convincing he got you to see a therapist. It was slow going but that was okay. Nothing like that could be fixed overnight. He was with you through every step. He understood the pain and knew that there was light at the end of the tunnel and one day you would see it too.
Greg:
Your PTSD tended to manifest itself as your social anxiety. You were so insecure at times it felt debilitating. It closed you off from strangers and friends alike. You tend to get snippy and hostile. Some people thought your behavior was antisocial and that you didn't like them. However, that wasn't true at all. You loved to meet people, you just got so scared that they wouldn't like you that you brushed them off or kept them at arm's length. Greg always tried to help you. He would reassure you that you were a wonderful person and once you let people know you they would see what he sees. You had good days and bad days but Greg stood with you through all of them. He loved you and knew that you just needed a little bit of support.
Moriarty:
Your trauma made you angry. It was like you were constantly burning from the inside out. You wanted to scream and cry and rip everything around you to shreds. Luckily, Jim helped you channel that anger into your work. You were the best of the best at what you did. He helped you make it a precision tool and in turn made it not affect everything in your life. You still had it burning in you but he made it a blowtorch instead of a wildfire. People were scared of you and that's what you wanted. You were his world and he hated that you were hurting. He knew that this wouldn't make it go away. He knew that what happened to you was going to be a part of you for the rest of your life, but he hoped this would help.
I’d love a fanfic/short story with Mycroft facing a situation where the person he’s dating/wife/etc would feel insecure about herself and he reacts to her telling him so - I’ve only ever read stories, where either he gets comforted by someone or where he takes care/worries cause of Sherlock, so it would be interesting to read about how he’d handle a situation like this (for example if one is concerned with not being „pretty enough“ or anything „profane“ like this)
Summery: You haven't been yourself lately and Mycroft is worried about you.
Word count: 813
Warnings: No need to worry, just a few kisses and cuddles!
A/N: Hello Darlings! Surprise, its a bonus story Tuesday! I love the way this story turned out and I am so thankful for @deductinglife for requesting it. it not vary long but then again when is anything I write long lol. I hope everyone enjoys it, keep those request coming y’all!!!!! see you lovely Darlings on Thursday!
Mycroft was worried about you, he had been for over a week. You seemed distracted, far too in your own mind to properly perceive the world around you. Even in conversations with him you seemed distant.
You were sitting up in bed, reading one last chapter of your book before bed. He took a moment to appreciate how at peace you seemed. How perfect you looked in your simple robe, all the extravagance and embellishments of the day stripped off of you so you were left as nothing but your truest self. That was Mycroft’s favorite part of getting to spend nights with you. No one else got to see you in such a true and vulnerable state. He was deeper in love with you then he thought himself capable of. It was thrilling and absolutely terrifying to care for you the way he did.
Can you make a Sherlock preferences for when the person they date open up to them considering a struggle they suffer from, please? I think that would be very interesting!
A/N: Hello! Here you go, Darling! I loved this idea and I loved paring it with a similar fic request. I hope you all enjoy! see you next Thursday<3
Sherlock:
Being attractive has always been something you strive for. You have found that if you have a pleasant face and good clothes people will give you what you want. Over the years it has led you to become increasingly obsessed with the way you look. You stress about it every morning. However, Sherlock never really notices what you are wearing. Whether in sweat pants or a suit it makes no difference to him. Sometimes this leads to issues when he is trying to make you leave the house in something you deem interiorly too disgusting to leave the house in. But it is also comforting. He doesn't care what you are wearing because you are still you and that's all he needs. You look wonderful to him no matter what, and he tells you that often.
John:
Something you have always been concerned with is your weight. Our society has a tendency to drive these things into people. The thought was always sitting in the back of your mind, taunting you. You worked out all the time and ate well, but it never really felt like enough. John noticed what was happening and tried to help you wherever he could. After a particularly bad day you broke down about it. You sat on your bed, wrapped in his arms, completely exhausted, and told him everything. He assured you that he loved you no matter how you looked. He also tried to explain that as long as you were healthy it didn't matter what number the scale said. No one has a right to make you feel inferior.
Mycroft:
You are brilliant. You have a quick wit, sharp tongue, and keen eye for detail. But you are always afraid it’s not enough. You doubt yourself with everything. Most people wouldn't see it, they would see your façade of the unwavering genius who can solve any problem thrown at them in minutes. But Mycroft sees. After all, he's a genius too. He sees the way you double or triple check it all. He can see who petrified you of being a goldfish like the rest of the world. He has yet to see you truly make a mistake but that doesn't mean you're not terrified that you will. At home he tries to reassure you of your intelligence by saying little things every now and then. His favorite is to ask you to solve something and when you inevitably get it right he just says,
“I knew I found a genius.”
It's a small gesture, but it bolsters your confidence. You know he is just doing it to help you but you don't mind. It means he loves you and that fact alone makes you more confident in yourself then anything else could.
Greg:
A psychologist might call it social anxiety, you call it normal. You are constantly worried that the people you know are judging you or talking behind your back. You don't really have one insecurity, it's not just one thing you are worried about. It's the idea that people don't actually like you and are just putting up with you. Greg found out about this fairly early on in your relationship. He had been trying to get you to go out to a football match with him and his friends, but you kept making up excuses not to go. Eventually you confided in him about it. You told him about how he had made you anxious when you first met. You told him how you struggled with it every day. After that he tried to never push you too far. He listens and never wants to make you do anything you aren't ready for. He loves you and is always there when you need him.
Moriarty:
You aren't prone to caring what other people think. You and Jim tend not to care about other people in general actually. However, you aren't immune to insecurities and anxiety. Some parts of your childhood still linger inside of you and you worry about being too loud. When you are having a bad day you talk with considerably less volume and notably less frequently. It always confuses Jim. He is used to seeing you be as loud and reckless as you want without a single thought to who is around you. When he asked and you told him about why you were being quiet, it distressed him. The idea that someone would make you feel bad for being yourself was absurd. In Jim’s eyes you're the only other interesting and decent person on the planet. No one should get to make you feel bad about yourself. So on days like that, the bad days, the stressful days Jim makes it a point to be even louder. He does this in an attempt to make you feel better, to encourage you to be as loud and ridiculous as you want. He loves you and he never wants you to worry about what anyone else thinks.
Sherlock preferences for someone who's a contemporary guitarist and plays mostly rock!
A/N: Thank you for the request Darling!
Sherlock:
In addition to playing the violin, you are also a guitarist. It’s a more casual instrument and when you are winding down it's nice to just pick it up and mess around. One of your favorite things to do is to play rock covers of classical songs. You love how they sound. It feels like you're bringing new life to the song. Sherlock hates it. You don't care, it is too much fun to stop. (Like this cover! It's so cool!!!!!)
John:
When you were young your school had a little section of the bend that played rock music. You had been assigned the bass and hated it at first. However over time you learned to love the bass guitar for all its under appreciated beauty. Sometimes you and Greg like to talk about it and swat tips. It's a fun instrument. Even though you don't get the chance all that often, you still love to get it out and play your favorite rock songs on it.
Mycroft:
It is your best kept secret that before you got the job in the British government that you have now, you were a band manager. You had a few small time bands that you managed for. You were actually pretty good at it. They were mostly all rock bands because that's the music you liked, it made it easier to find them gigs. You honestly had fun doing it but you're terrified that some of your colleagues would make fun of you for it so you keep it close to your chest. Mycroft knows, he thinks it is perfectly acceptable as a career. He knows he could never do it but he admires that you can.
Greg:
Greg was a bass player in college. He and his friends had a little band that played local pubs. One day he convinced you to go to a music shop with him because he was thinking about picking it back up. While he was looking someone started playing the drum kit that was set up in a different room. As he made his way to see who was playing, he found you, absolutely crushing a cover of smells like teen spirit. You had never told him that you had acutely been a drummer in your school marching band and taken drumming lessons for six years. He was shocked and you loved the look on his face.
Moriarty:
Jim knew that you were an operatically trained singer. But it still shocked him the way you absolutely killed it when singing any of his classic rock favorites. He was always impressed with your range and enthusiasm for the songs. His favorite song to listen to you sing is hands down Bohemian Rhapsody. The way you can hit the high notes makes him fall even more in love with you
hiii can I request a sherlock comfort preference 🥺 sleepy sherlock characters maybe? thank youu!! love the preferences and how soft they are 💕
A/N: I am so glad you enjoy them! I'm sorry I didn't make them sleepy but I hope you still enjoy it. I hope that have the bakers street boys comfort you will make you feel better! Have a beautiful day Darling! (Also, I'm working on everyone's request, I'm sorry if they take a while to get answers. I'm trying Darlings)
Sherlock:
One of the rarest things Sherlock can give anyone is a hug. That is all you ever need to know that everything will work out. Somehow with one hug Sherlock can communicate to you everything he struggles to say and everything you need to hear at once. It is warm, soft, and absolutely perfect. He isn't good with emotions so engulfing you in a hug is his way of expressing them. He holds you for as long as you need, keeping you against his chest. You don't have to say a word, he can read it in your body language, but if you need to talk you absolutely can. He strives to listen and help you through it. Approaching the problem through every angle and helping everything make sense again.
John:
The cure for any ailment, physical or emotional, is tea. At least that's what John always tells you. When you are upset or in need of some comfort John is ready with earl gray and a funny movie. He will get your favorite movie or show and snuggle up with you. He lets you know that he is always there to keep you safe and will help you through anything. John Watson is reliable and strong. He will be holding you hand through it all for the rest of time and there is no place he would rather be.
Mycroft:
Sometimes it's hard to tell but you really are Mycroft's top priority. When you need him he will be there no matter what. Continents and time zones be damned, you are his Darling and he wants you happy, always. When you are upset he is there with a listening ear, helpful advice, and a kind word. He may not be the most emotional person but he tries his best for you. He will give you his logical opinion with a reassuring complement and love filled eyes.
Greg:
Greg takes your emotions very seriously and tries to help in any way he can. He will go out and get all your favorite little things and just try to make you smile. He will order your favorite takeaway foods and get the best candy. After you have had your fill he will sit and listen to it all. Offering advice where he can and comfort where needed. It's heartwarming to see him go out of his way to make you happy. He loves you so much and would do anything to see you smile.
Moriarty:
Jim is a physical person so the answer to you being upset is always snuggles. When he sees you upset he will bundle you up in a soft blanket and get you to somewhere comfy and safe. He then orders his team to take care of the problem. He holds you against his chest and listens to everything you have to say. He doesn't talk much but you know he is listening. If any new and important details pop up in your story he tells the team and adjusts the plan accordingly. He never wants you hurt so when you are he takes care of you and the problem. You always feel safe with him there to hold you. The beat of his heart soothes your soul.