Keeping It Gay and Rad Since 1995!

I’ve mentioned many times now that Penn and Kevin are both abuse survivors, but never really went into details with Penn as much yet. Basically there was this one scientist (let’s call him Milo) that was in charge of keeping Penn’s inner workings and programs up to date, and he was always extremely rough with him, very unnecessarily so. He’d take all of Penn’s pain as a joke and then would turn it against him whenever he’d try to say something about it. Then he’d make Penn feel guilty for saying anything at all. He would try to put ideas in Penn’s head that no one else cared about him as much as he did, so Penn would never see any of this as a “real problem” at least not enough to tell someone else about it.  Eventually someone else on the team found out about all of this and Milo was instantly fired and escorted off the premises, but this treatment from him went of for almost 3 months before Penn came forward, so that’s still a lot of time and bad memories that just can’t be fixed magically just because the threat was finally gone. 

Penn always wears bright colors to show how alive he feels emotionally, but sometimes the reality hits that those colors are only on the surface and ultimately nothing more. All the bright colors in the world don’t mean anything when deep inside you still feel lost and artificial.

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Things drawn with a computer mouse for my stupid game design project game thing. I NEVER WANT TO USE A COMPUTER MOUSE FOR ANYTHING EVER AGAIN IT TAKES TOO LONG I LIVE FOR TABLETS AND TABLETS ONLY but that aside these are just some (WIP) background graphics for one of the sections.  

the struggle is real

finally got around to drawing something based on the movie I've been watching 4 times a week for the past month, otherwise known as; REPRESSED MEMORIES: THE MOVIE