How bad you want it?

Truly, how bad you want it?

Enough to get up from your bed? Enough to get out of your thoughts? Enough to get out of your overthinking? Enough to forget what people said? For a moment, even? Enough to do something about it?

When you want something, you wish something, desire, crave, who's stopping you?

Who is stopping besides you? Huh?

When we truly desire something, we'll fight for it. We will get up from our beds even if the day seems as dark and lonely as an abandoned cave: as if the day or even our lifes were the empty box no one wants to open or even grab, all old and dirty. Is that what you fear the most? Being in that box? Well, if you feel like that, let me tell you no one is gonna come to save you.

No one can save you. No one except yourself.

No one is gonna get up from the bed for you. No one is gonna start the day for you. No one is gonna go to therapy for you. No one is gonna tell all your feelings like yourself. No one is gonna heal it but you.

Yeah, it's completely true we all need professionals as therapists, but they aren't gonna make the process for you. They're gonna help you, give you a place and even some pills, but they can't do the process for you.

You always have the choice. Always.

There's no real necessary time to start. But truly, if you don't start now, then when?

Are you gonna keep telling yourself is okay? Telling yourself is fine to live a miserable life and not doing anything about it? Really, is that what you want?

So after all, what are the limits?

What people tell you? Pff, what do they now about it, honestly?

What socials tell you? That isn't even realistic.

What your inner, bad intentionally voice tells you?

Are you gonna keep listening to the others? Is that you want? Being 73 years old and regretting about all your life, wishing you have done something? Anything?

They can't tell you how to live. Not even me, that I'm just communicating with you through this text. After all, I can't do anything to change your life. That's your responsibility.

So tell me, what you fear the most? Actually doing something, Or getting nowhere?