Just wish we could bring it all back to that once upon a time. 

still can’t seem to find my way back….

tumblr’s all fun and games and then you realize it’s four a.m. and you have three tests tomorrow and you’ve accomplished nothing and your whole life is a lie

Because of the photo above and the inevitable thoughts that my brain produced… (thanks Bee, for pre-reading)

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“Come on, Darren,” he hears the familiar voice call him over, “This way, smile, keep it up, kid.”

Is it over yet?

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Shattered Minds and Ready Hands Part II of II (Trip & Stumble verse, Chris/Darren)

[Trip and Stumble] Shattered Minds and Ready Hands Part II {Darren POV}

Pairing: Chris Colfer/Darren Criss Rating: NC-17 Word Count: 2619 Summary: Things shatter and crack and fall apart.   Notes: This is the Darren POV/companion piece to the previous Trip and Stumble installment Broken Hearts and Better Plans. You don’t have to read it first but wow, it really makes more sense if you do. As always, thank you to Mandeh for letting me play in her sandbox and also for the multiple anons I’ve had talk to me while I’ve been putting this together. I’m sorry to make you all wait so indefinitely. 

Read Part I here!

Read on AO3 here!

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The only place Blaine feels whole anymore is in dreams.

In dreams Kurt is always there, bright-eyed and vibrant and smiling, the way he used to be. In dreams the past never happened, and Blaine doesn’t cry himself to sleep every night, wishing for another way. In dreams there’s never a need for the bottle, or the pills inside them. There are no tears, no regrets. There is no beginning, and there is never an end.

In dreams they’re happy, and every night Blaine tries his hardest to hold onto the memory of them, their golden warmth in his sea of cold blackness. But each morning it’s almost impossible as it fades from his mind, the impossibility of catching smoke, of holding onto a handful of water for very long. He wakes up, and it’s reality, bleak and oppressive and harder to live as each day goes by.

So he dreams.

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Snowflake & Flame

inspired by music.

when you realize that Kurt probably cried so much into that pillow the first few weeks he owned it ;_________;

Another of the reversebang images that wasn’t! (Shame, I really wanted college!Kurt/merman!Blaine)

No, but when Blaine sings “cos there’s just an empty space” I think of how he always leaves the empty chair next to him in the choir room and 

FUCK YOU

FUCK YOU GLEE

stop stabbing my baby Blaine in his heart I am tired of this

50 days of crisscolfer stuff ♯ day 33

→ ”I belong to you”