Let her do it!
"Fine" has variable definitions.
STID Deleted Scene - ScottyBullshitsTalks to Hangar Control
STID Deleted Scene - Kirk Watches Pike Get Shot
Pike's Office, Original Ending
"Pike takes the ship away, but he also needs to give Kirk hope that he will personally take him under his wing -- and he still believes in him. It wasn't until we landed on actually having an additional scene that didn't take place in the office; it really needed a breather to land. And in the original scene, he took the ship away from Kirk -- we changed it so that Starfleet took it away and that Pike couldn't do anything about it." (x)
You misunderstand. It is true I chose not to feel anything upon realizing that my own life was ending. As Admiral Pike was dying, I joined with his consciousness and experienced what he felt at the moment of his passing. Anger, confusion, loneliness, fear. I have experienced those feelings before, multiplied exponentially on the day my planet was destroyed. Such a feeling is something I choose never to experience again.
"I took a perfect person and divided him into three parts"