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⭐⭐⭐ Blue/benji, 27, they/them | kpts, aftg, white collar | I have a thing for mafia brats | pro-fiction, anti-censorship | ao3 & Twitter: kimkhimhant https://ko-fi.com/kimkhimhant
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this tender violence - chapter 9

Chapter 9: a weapon

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He’d wielded the immorality of what was being done to him like a gun to earn the compliance of the men fucking him, but he’d never let himself think about what that truly meant. That video proof of what was done to him could ruin a man’s life, like it did for the entertainment company CEO – he’d known that even then, and used that very fact for the family’s benefit – but what did that mean for him? What did that make him? He used to think it made him a weapon.
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autistic kimchay is great because they're both on the spectrum but Chay is like "idk social norms and I'm not gonna try to learn them" – proceeds to ask wik to be his tutor, serenade kim on the street in public, say "i love you" after like 3 dates, etc.

and Kim is like "idk social norms but I'm gonna try really hard to follow them in public so no one knows I'm totally lost and panicking about it" – heavily contemplates every interaction and conversation before responding, floundering and panicking whenever chay says something "off script" (which is very often. see above), and straight up avoiding and hiding from social interaction when he's not in Wik Mode

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i wanna do all the things that lovers do

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Chay doesn’t know what he’s doing. They haven’t defined this, and they haven’t tried to see each other, and Chay’s not sure why Kim hasn’t said anything. He had tried calling Chay so many times, before Chay blocked him, but now he’s not saying a thing.

Notes:

Chay POV for "if i can't hold you like a lover" - please read that one first, because this fic won't make sense if you haven't!
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all i am (all i'll ever be) chapter 2

Chapter 2: a longer leash

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He’s released on a Sunday, with a tracking anklet causing his jeans to bunch at the cuff, and Porchay Kittisawasd waiting for him outside the prison gates with his black sedan. “Wik,” Porchay greets. Kim grins. “Good to see you again, Bambi.”
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all i am (all i'll ever be)

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“How would you manage to pull it off, if it was you?” Porchay asks, and Kim laughs and shakes his head. “What do I get if I tell you? I don’t share trade secrets for free.” He reaches out to brush a piece of fuzz off Porchay’s shoulder, rolling his eyes and moving his hand away when the man jolts away from the touch. “What do you want?” Porchay asks. “A reduced sentence.”

Kimchay white collar au!!

Chapter 1: a proposal

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I know we joke about the "im hungry" thing a lot but Kim is honestly so real for that I also wouldn't be ready to say "I love you" to someone I'd been dating for a few weeks at best, and Kim's response of just changing the subject was probably the kindest option. like yeah it sucks for Chay but. even if kim hadn't been using Chay for his investigation and they were just innocently and genuinely dating, it probably would have been too soon, especially for someone like Kim, to say I love you. I think he's so valid for that!

you've got a traumatized, paranoid mafia prince with like. disorganized/fearful avoidant attachment and you're expecting him to say "I love you" after a few weeks of a very precarious relationship? lol

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if i can't hold you like a lover

~13k. Complete

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The first time it happens is after a painfully awkward family dinner. ~ The second time it happens is after another family dinner, two weeks later. Kim doesn’t go. ~ Kim and Chay's reconciliation post-canon happens in maybe not quite the order it should.

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it starts with bloodshed

Chay's neighbor keeps coming home with increasingly concerning injuries, and as a med student, Chay considers it his duty to patch him up. It's definitely not because the man is pretty and definitely not because Chay has a crush on him. He doesn't.

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Kim is screwed.

He was screwed from the first time his bright and sunny neighbor dragged him by the wrist into his apartment and spent the next twenty minutes fretting over his injuries and patching them up.

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in the wake of your exile chapter 1

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WAKE 1 Verb: 1. emerge or cause to emerge from a state of sleep; stop sleeping; become alert to or aware of Noun: 1. a watch or vigil held beside the body of someone who has died WAKE 2 Noun: 1. used to refer to the aftermath or consequences of something _______________________ Kim decides to take matters into his own hands as he tries to take down his father, no matter how drastic the measures. Everyone, including himself, is left reeling in the aftermath.
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the instinctual gravitation toward warmth

Chapters: 36/36 COMPLETE

Word Count: ~140k

Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: graphic depictions of violence

Relationships: Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat/Kim Khimhant Theerapanyakun 

Characters: Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat, Kim Khimhant Theerapanyakun, kinnporsche ensemble, original characters

Additional Tags: semi canon compliant, postcanon, angst with a happy ending, drug use/addiction, getting back together, (check ao3 for others)

Summary: Kim’s heart is stuttering in his chest. It is such a familiar feeling, like the moment in freefall just before impact. In a moment, it will hurt. In a moment, the breath will be knocked from his lungs, and his ribcage will shatter, and –

Chay is watching him in anticipation, from the stool he’s perched on behind the glass of the recording studio, the nervous smile on his lips growing smaller and smaller, weaker and weaker. 

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Here are all the pieces of Kim that he lets no one see.

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the instinctual gravitation toward warmth

Chapters: 36/36 COMPLETE

Word Count: ~140k

Rating: Explicit

Warnings: graphic depictions of violence

Relationships: Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat/Kim Khimhant Theerapanyakun 

Characters: Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat, Kim Khimhant Theerapanyakun, kinnporsche ensemble, original characters

Additional Tags: semi canon compliant, postcanon, angst with a happy ending, drug use/addiction, getting back together, (check ao3 for others)

Summary: Kim’s heart is stuttering in his chest. It is such a familiar feeling, like the moment in freefall just before impact. In a moment, it will hurt. In a moment, the breath will be knocked from his lungs, and his ribcage will shatter, and –

Chay is watching him in anticipation, from the stool he’s perched on behind the glass of the recording studio, the nervous smile on his lips growing smaller and smaller, weaker and weaker. 

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Here are all the pieces of Kim that he lets no one see.

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IM BEGGING SOMEONE TO PLEASE WRITE KIM'S REACTION TO CHAY ACCIDENTALLY CALLING HIM BABYGIRL. I NEED IT DESPERATELY.

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Not looking up from his phone, Chay lets out a light laugh.

"Okay, babygirl," he says. 

Okay...babygirl?

Kim blinks a few times, feeling his face go hot. He doesn't know how to respond to that. Babygirl?? It's technically not the first time he's been called that. He sees it in his comment sections online sometimes, and it's always kind of confusing, but he never bothered trying to figure it out. 

Hearing the word now, in Chay’s voice... he's not sure why he kind of feels like his brain is short-circuiting.

At Kim's long silence, Chay finally looks up at him. He raises his eyebrow and sets his phone down on the arm of the sofa. 

He looks like he's still waiting for Kim to say something. 

"Babygirl?" It comes out sounding kind of like a wheeze. Kim's cheeks grow even warmer.

Across from him, Chay’s face is breaking into an amused grin, eyes fond. 

"Hm," he hums, looking mildly pleased with himself. He looks Kim over, eyes trailing down from his face to his feet and then up again. He's dressed up – low-cut lacy crop-top under a satiny blazer, and the choker Chay gave him for his birthday, that matches the one around Chay’s own neck. They're dressed up because Kinn and Porsche’s engagement party is tonight, and they need to leave in 10 minutes to get there on time, which is what started this whole conversation ("We should leave soon." "okay, babygirl").

"Yeah, babygirl," Chay says, seemingly in agreement with his earlier statement.

"I'm a man?" Kim says, tone rising at the end in uncertainty. 

"And?" Chay is still grinning, and he giggles a bit at whatever expression Kim is wearing now.

"I don't know?" 

Shifting his weight back and forth between his feet, Kim pulls out his phone and opens the search engine app, searching the word in hopes of finding some explanation. 

He finds a few different definitions, but they all suggest roughly the same thing. Okay. 

That makes sense.

Some of them, though. Some of them have words like "submissive" and "breedable" in the definitions...and…

He's not sure how, but his face heats up even more, and he chokes on his own spit when he goes to swallow. 

"Chay," he says emphatically.

Chay takes one look at him and bursts into laughter. He stands up from the sofa and crosses over to him, slipping his hands  under Kim's jacket to grab his waist. Kim shivers.

"Really?" he asks. 

Chay isn't looking at his face. Instead, his gaze seems to be stuck alternating between his throat, chest and waist, where his thumbs are rubbing little circles into his skin. 

"Mhm."

Kim swallows. 

"Are you trying to make us late?" 

"Technically the time we agreed to arrive at is early," Chay argues. 

"So you're saying we have time to spare?" Kim asks, amused. "I'm not sure Khun would agree with you."

"You really wanna get there early and have to deal with all our brothers for 40 minutes straight before the party even starts?" Chay meets his eyes now, pulling out his best pout. 

"...no."

"Then that gives us almost an hour to kill." 

Chay tugs Kim closer until they're chest to chest, leaning in to press a kiss to his throat, just above the pendant on his choker.

Kim takes a deep breath, tilting his head back slightly. He doesn't protest as Chay backs him toward the wall. 

"You look pretty, tonight, p'kim." 

Kim makes a little noise of confusion at the back of his throat. 

"I'm p'kim now?" he asks despite himself. Wasn't he babygirl?? He's not sure why he feels a little disappointed. 

Chay laughs quietly, a low vibration where his lips are fixed on Kim's neck, and where their chests are pressed together. 

"Sorry. You look pretty tonight, babygirl"

Kim flushes, letting out a little pleased hum and tugging Chay up into a proper kiss. 

There's no rush. they have almost an hour to kill 

(They show up to the party late and disheveled. Fortunately their brothers are too happy tonight to mind).

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