afterglow

I’m really not good at writing things like this, especially in english, but it’s your birthday and I just can’t ignore it. Even if I’m a bit late and my edit isn’t really something special, I wanted to do something too, I wanted to do and write something that can express my feelings and my gratitude. I remember it as if it was yesterday. Yesterday when I saw you for the first time, yesterday when I couldn’t look at myself in the mirror, because of you. Yeah, it was your fault. It’s still your fault. That I smile like this. That I smile like a pabo and I just can’t stop. It took me so long to give up on my old self. It took me so long to give up everything and accept that you had become my most important thing. I didn’t want to believe it, but… yeah, look at me now. I’m happy. I’m probably the happiest that I’ve ever been and I don’t regret a single decision taken at that time. Because I felt it was right. I still feel it, everytime I look at you and I can’t escape a smile. You taught me something I thought I couldn’t learn. Yeah, you taught me it. You taught me love. I cherish you the most. Just like you are, with all your flaws that make you utterly perfect. I wish to still be here next september, and again the september after that, and the one even after… I love you, nocciolina. Happy birthday ♥

When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.

heartbreaking