I watched this old YouTube video of Alex O'Connor, who identifies as an atheist. I found it very interesting because he is the first atheist I've seen who openly admitted to still having fears of "hell," due to him having been raised as a Roman Catholic. It just shows how insidious Christian conditioning is. I still struggle with this, as well, and I wasn't even raised religious. I think the "hell" idea is really the only thing keeping Christians in line. Without this idea of "hell," I think Christianity as a religion would fall apart.