So @thetwistedfrozenprincessandmore had the idea to make a mashup of No Doubt's Spiderwebs and Get In My Mouth from AVPSY and I volunteered to give it a try. I'm not very good at mixing songs together, but I think this turned out pretty cool. Enjoy! :)

Wowie Harry Potter! #animebanzai2013 #avpsy #starkid #cosplay

New addition to my #starkid backpack from Universal Studios Orlando. :) #fuckthetie #AVPSY @darrencriss

Only Jeff Blim can make the following things sexy:

... Yup.

So I apologize for all the spam I just unleashed, to my followers who aren't Starkid fans and ESPECIALLY to the people I follow who are. I just got on tumblr for the first time all weekend and I needed to reblog ALL the AVPSY...

MY FRIENDS, I THINK WE'RE GOING BACK! :D #AVPSY #ilovemyfriends

JOURNAL!!! #thisiswhathappenswhenIhavetostayuplatedoinghomework #avpsy #journal #diary

Day 9 - Something I'm Reading. #help #avpsy #starkid #feels

Random Emotional Fangirl Post...

So, I was just thinking about Leakycon and how have never been and I couldn't go last year but am super determined to go this year. Last year when I couldn't go I was heartbroken. By the time they released the video saying that every Starkid would be there, it was too late for me to go anyway, having really no money for such a trip and not having my birthday or christmas anytime soon to ask for money for it. The worst part was having some of my friends end up going and having no way to go with them and have fun there with them. So Leakycon came and went, and all I could do was regret not being able to go and only hope that I would be able to go and have the same exact experiences (besides AVPSY, of course) as my friends did, and hopefully with friends.

Flash forward in time. Now I'm just coming to the realization that I might never meet my favorite Starkids, especially people like Darren Criss or Jeff Blim. Now, I can understand it if I never actually meet or even see Darren Criss in person, on account of him being so very famous now. But I have always hoped that somehow I would meet all the other Starkids (or at least Jeff Blim, Lauren Lopez, Brian Holden, Jaime Lyn Beatty, Joe Walker, Dylan Saunders, Denise Donovan, Chris Allen, Joey Richter, Nicholas Strauss, etc.). I have always had the tendency to get my hopes up too high, and it's really depressing when I realize that they may never become a reality in the end. I pass it off by saying things like "I will make it happen." or "If (so and so) isn't coming to Leakycon this year I am going to find them and drag them there." or even "I am going to Leakycon this year. It is happening." But I know that I can't actually make someone like Jeff Blim decide to go to Leakycon in Portland for the whole weekend. And hell, I may not even end up going to Leakycon this year, which is the worst realization of them all. My only plan to go to Leakycon is to beg my dad for a regular pass for Christmas or my birthday, and he might just say no and that will be the end of it. And I can always hope that someday my Starkid-meeting dreams will come true, but in the end hope is just hope and nothing more, and that realization is enough to make me fall apart at the seams.

AVPSY Needs to come out soon...

First I'm going to hide in my room and watch it in it's entirety...

Then, after I finally regain my emotional stability (whenever that may be), I am FINALLY going to watch all of the videos on Youtube from Leakycon that I keep seeing links and gifs from that I have refused to watch just in case there are spoilers. And then I will wait to become emotionally stable all over again.

Yup. That's the plan.

So, a few months ago I was thinking about Leakycon, and how I wanted to go. But I knew deep inside there was no effing way I could go because of lack of funds. And I didn't think any of my friends were planning on going anyway, which they probably weren't (at that time). So I justified my being unable to go, and it was pretty easy back then. I just thought, "Well, you know, it's not like ALL of the Starkids are gonna be there. Jeff Blim isn't gonna be there, and Darren might not be there..."

And then....

I saw this video the day it came out.

And I found out...

         Not only Darren and Jeff, but EVERYONE WOULD BE THERE. 

And I was like...

But I thought to myself, "Well, even if I COULD go, which I can't, I wouldn't want to go alone, and I don't know if any of my friends are going..."

And then, much later...

I found out that three of my friends WERE in fact going....

And I was like...

So my friends went to Leakycon, met and partied and danced with people like Darren Criss, Jeff Blim, Nicholas Strauss, etc.....and also got to see AVPSY in the front row...

Meanwhile, I'm sitting at home, bored out of my mind, like this...

And now my friends are in Michigan, and I'm still home, and I found out from my best friend who went to Leakycon that AVPSY might not even go on Youtube, and I also heard that AVPSY might have been Darren's last show with Starkid...

And I was like...

Basically, if one more sad Starkid-related event happens to me, I'm gonna blow up the world.

Thank Wizard God for Starkid

Starkid musicals are the only things that I can watch over and over and still laugh really hard and be totally entertained every time. Team Starkid is amazing and so inspiring to me, and I only hope I can meet them all someday. It would make me so happy. Watched AVPM today and I absolutely cannot wait to see A Very Potter 3D, even if it is just through a computer screen.