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Kyojuro Rengoku x reader part 2
Y/N slowly blinked open her/his/their eyes seeing the suns rays shining through the room. The dream/memory was so vivid she/he/they almost felt him holding her/him/them, so warm and loving like he always was. Now that she/he/they was/were awake everything felt so cold and empty along with the knowledge that he was gone. She/he'd/they'd never see his beautiful smile again, never get to feel his warmth as he held her/him/them, never hear his voice again. she/he/they wanted to scream, cry, throw something- to do anything. But she/he/they couldn't, there were no tears coming, no yelling or screaming, and no energy to actually get up to start throwing things. Not that that would help anything anyway.
Glancing around the room Y/N notices her/his/their clothes are folded and placed on the chair next to the foot of the bed and her/his/their sword leans against it. The glass of water on the table next to the bed catches Y/N’s eye, and suddenly feeling how dry her/his/their throat was she/he/they quickly downed the drink before putting the empty glass back on the table. As she/he/they put the glass down the sun light hits the ring on her/his/their finger drawing her/his/their eye to it. Y/N freezes just staring sadly at the ring for a moment before laying back down and rolling over to face the wall while wrapping the blanket around her/him/them.
She/he/they stays like that for a couple hours just wrapped up in the blanket fiddling with the ring until a knocking on the door catches her/his/their attention. “ Come in.” Y/N calls in a hoarse voice sitting up against the wall behind her/him/them. Shinobu slowly opens the door walks through with a tray of food and a pitcher of water. She walks over setting the tray down on the table and takes a seat on the bed, “ I wanted to bring you some food and something to drink. I didn’t think you’d be feeling up to getting out and interacting with anyone for a little while.” She says with a sad smile. “ Thank you Shinobu.” Y/N says quietly before looking down at her/his/their hands, there’s a few moments of silence before Shinobu puts her hand over Y/N’s causing her/him/them to look up at her. “ I truly am sorry about what happened.” She says with soft pitiful look, her/his/their breath catches in her/his/their throat at this and the same pain in her/his/their throat returns. “ Thank you.” Y/N says quietly before clearing her/his/their throat “ How…. how are the boys?”, “ There were some extensive injuries, but they will recover.” She says “ For now we’ve done all we can. It’s just a matter of taking time to heal.”. Y/N nods and sighs with relief, “ I’m glad they’re ok.” She/he/they say(s) smiling sadly “ They’re good kids.”. Shinobu nods in agreement, “ I think I’ll leave you with the food and water for now. I have to take care of a few things, but if you need anything please come and find me.” She says. Y/N nods in understanding and Shinobu gets up and crosses the room closing the door behind her.
For two more days Y/N stays in the room (which luckily had its own private bathroom), unable to go out and face anyone. Shinobu stopped by a few times to bring food and water, though Y/N could only eat a small bit of what she brought before she/he/they just couldn't handle anymore. Finally, she/he/they have to get out of the room so she/he/they wait until its late into the night before quietly making her/his/their way out of the mansion and into the courtyard. She/he/they walk around for about half an hour just wondering in the cool night air. She/he/they start to round a corner almost running smack into Giyu. She/he/they take a step back in surprise as he does the same, “ Tomioka?” Y/N asks “ What are you doing out here, and this late?”. “ I just got here.” he explains “ I heard what happened to Rengoku… I wanted to come see how you were doing.”, Y/N’s face falls at this and she/he/they can't help but let a few tears fall as the pain in her/his/their throat returns.
“ Not the greatest.” Y/N says with a quiet sad laugh reaching up to wipe the tears away. Giyu gives her/him/them a sad look, “ Do you want to keep walking around for a little bit?” He offers. Y/N nods and they start walking the way Y/N was originally headed. A few moments of silence pass by before Y/N speaks up, “ Did you really come all this way just to check up on me?” Y/N asks. “ Shinobu pointed out not too long ago that I’m not exactly…. Well liked within the core. Or even in our group of fellow hashira for that matter.” He states “ You and Rengoku were the only two people I really considered friends. The only ones who seemed to actually enjoy talking to me. I felt I owed it to you to be here for you in this difficult time.”, “ Thats not really saying much, Rengoku liked everyone.” Y/N laughed before a weight comes crashing down on her/him/them causing her/him/them to freeze.
Giyu looks back noticing she/he/they are no longer beside him seeing she/he/they are frozen with a heartbroken look on her/his/their face. She/he/they slowly bring a hand up to cover her/his/their mouth crying into it shaking slightly. Giyu looks at her/him/them in concern gently putting a hand on her/his/their shoulder. Y/N swallows hard reaching up to wipe away the tears, “ I’m ok.” She/he/they choke out before clearing her/his/their throat “ I’m okay.”. Giyu continues looking at her/him/them for a moment before begrudging nodding in acceptance, as much as he hated it he could see she/he/they weren’t ready to talk about the loss she/he/they experienced. The two continue walking around for several hours before parting ways and Y/N pretty much falls asleep the second she/he/they get into bed.