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Katy | 28 | she/they | queer aroace | uk | multifandom | multishipper | sometimes I write things (#katy writes) | sometimes I create things (#katy creates)
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WIP Wednesday

tagged by @daisyishedwig (thanks!!! <3)

I have actually been writing a good amount recently! I've posted two 9-1-1 codas this week alone, and been working on my Modern!Bridgerton fics too, so I'll share something from one of those I think.

These are the opening paragraphs for my Pre-Polin story, focusing on the Colin/Marina storyline from season 1 but modernising it, and written mostly from Penelope's POV.

There were many tucked away nooks and alcoves in the ornate apartment the Featherington’s called home, and youngest daughter Penelope knew them all. She knew which ones afforded her the most privacy outside of her own room, which ones were the most comfortable, and which ones offered her the best views of Grosvenor Square. The latter is where she was currently situated, a window seat tucked away in the corner of the main reception room. She’d managed to avoid her parents and sisters' likely reminders to go to bed at a reasonable hour simply by sitting down in that spot and pulling the curtains which encompassed the window seat. Not enough to block out the evening sun, but enough to obscure her from view.  They only really thought of Penelope when she was in their line of sight, or, in the case of her mother especially, when they needed someone to belittle. Penelope liked that she had the ability to become invisible like this, because there was nothing she wanted less, at times, than to be perceived by her family.

Tagging: @eafeebevibin @mdverse @backslashdelta @beshrew-my-very-heart @calsvoid - and i guess anyone else who reads this <3 feel free to tag me

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(1247 words) Summary:

By its very definition, Glee is about opening yourself up to joy, and that is exactly what Eddie Diaz is trying to do. He’s been punishing himself for almost six months for pushing Chris into his parents’ waiting arms. But he’s shaved off his mustached disguise, he’s had a dance around his living room, and now he’s sitting next to his - unusually quiet - best friend, watching a cringey teen musical dramady and… Enjoying it?

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After closing the door Eddie looked down at the beer in his hand and then at Buck - making himself at home on Eddie’s couch. Eddie frowned slightly then shrugged. If Buck wanted to talk - about whatever it was that had sent him here - then he would. Eddie didn’t bother walking around the couch, simply stepping up and over onto the cushions and sitting next to Buck as Old Time Rock ‘n’ Roll continued playing from every speaker in his house. 

He unscrewed his beer and took a sip, before looking over at Buck.

Next to him Buck was still completely silent, his eyes staring straight forward but unseeing, and Eddie frowned again, taking another sip and waiting for Buck to break the comfortable silence between them.

Old Time Rock ‘n’ Roll ended, crossfading into Burning Love by Elvis, and, after a few seconds of the song, Buck finally spoke.

“Have you ever seen Glee?” Buck asked, and Eddie blinked in confusion.

“Bits and pieces,” He said, shrugging, “My sisters watched it… why?”

Buck was already reaching for the remote on the coffee table, turning on his TV and scrolling through Eddie’s Disney Plus account. Eddie turned off his music and watched with bemused amusement as Buck typed in Glee and pressed on the first result, settling into the couch and hugging a pillow to his chest, sipping on his beer.

Eddie wondered if he should go and put pants on, but decided to grab a blanket instead, laying it over his legs as he settled in comfortably too.

Again, if Buck needed to talk about whatever it was that had sent him to Eddie’s he would. If he simply wanted to watch a cringey teen musical dramady in silence sipping on beers? Then that’s what they’d do.

What Eddie hadn’t been expecting was to enjoy the show. 

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oh god that anon has awoken something within me an now i can't stop imagining eddie and buck, at the end of 8x06 watching the pilot episode of glee together

I mean...

"Glee, by it's very definition, is about opening yourself up to joy"

and what is Eddie starting to do? that's right, open himself up to joy!!!!

i've started rewatching the pilot. and i may have started writing a fic... not promising anything but a short little one shot before this weeks episode, but can you imagine Eddie starting his gay realisation arc because he watches glee, and opens himself up to joy? because I can. do i think them doing that for the actual show would be insane and self-indulgent of RM? yes, so fanfiction it is lol.

oh shit, Eddie would relate to Schue in the pilot

that's unfortunate, but also? a guy doing what is best for his wife and unborn child?? giving up his own happiness to provide for this family???

So Eddie Diaz coded.

and then he... chooses glee instead? choses joy????????????

help the math is mathing too well here

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8x06 alternate ending (2229 words)

Do you love him? …Do you care for him? …Could you see a future there? Josh’s words echoed in Buck’s mind as he drove, on autopilot, to Eddie’s.  Buck… hadn’t been lying when he’d told Josh yes. He really had seen a future with Tommy. Their relationship had been easy. Simple. Especially compared to his other relationships. He also hadn’t been lying to Tommy when he’d said it had been the most transformative of his relationships. He’d learnt so much about himself with Tommy like… Like… Like the fact that he was Bi, of course. Which was definitely a transformative thing in his life. Even if he didn’t feel all that different post-realization. It wasn’t that it wasn’t an important realization, because it definitely was, but he had sort of… always known, he guessed, just hadn’t always placed that label on himself. He’d always looked at other guys, hadn’t felt ashamed of that, he’d just… never acted on the feelings doing so had caused. Or, rather, hadn’t exactly internalized that they were the same feelings he had for girls. But kissing Tommy had unlocked that part of him, and he was so completely grateful for that.  Honestly looking back he was a little surprised it had never been unlocked back when he was Buck 1.0, the himbo . He’d had plenty of chances for it to have been, but… huh… he’d pushed those feelings down, turned down offers of threesomes with other guys, laughed during spin the bottle games when his spin hadn’t landed on one of the girls. Maybe Buck could see where Josh was coming from with that whole pre and post-Glee world thing. Because, yeah, hadn’t Buck sort of done the same as Tommy? Pushed down his thoughts and feelings for guys and swept them under the rug. But Tommy hadn’t had the feelings for girls he could push the feelings for guys behind like Buck did… But that didn’t matter. Not now. He may no longer be angry at Tommy for leading Abby along but… He was certainly angry at Tommy for leading him on.
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WIP Wednesday

last week i was hit with the writing bug, i stayed up until 4am two nights in row just writing, i went to watch a musical and the whole day, except watching the show itself, all i could think about was writing, i watched eras tour livestreams at 3am and related each surprise song to the ship i as writing. i was obsessed.

I now have 18k words of a Benedict/Sophie fic for my Modern Bridgerton AU series, (and a few thousand words of Polin content too) and while the progress has slowed in the last few days i am optimistic that i'll finish this story, optimistic that I'll catch the writing bug again, especially since i have most of it mapped out - I've decided to actual plan shit for once, not just have a vague outline, and it's made it much easier to write.

anyway, here's ~500 of the 18k words <3

Masked Truths (working title) snippet

“If it weren’t raining,” She said, “It wouldn’t be England.” Benedict hummed. “You know, whenever I’m away, on a holiday or what not, I do often find myself missing the rain.” Sophie chuckled, shaking her head. Her long hair fluttered around her shoulders at the movement and she smiled as she tucked a strand back behind her ear. “I feel like I spend half my life staring out the window and wishing the rain away.” “You’d miss it, if it were gone,” Benedict found himself saying, and, apparently, it had been the wrong thing. Or, at least, it had sent her into a pensive silence. He watched as a myriad of thoughts flittered across her face, and found his hand twitching once again for a pencil, a paint brush, a fucking biro and post-it note. There was something about the way she continued to absentmindedly hold her hand tucked behind her ear, her elbow resting against her other arm as it crossed over her chest. The way her mask sat against her nose, held on her face by a silver ribbon that tied around her head disappearing under her long inky black hair. The far off look she had in her eyes. “You’re very quiet,” He said softly, after several long seconds of committing the sight of her to his memory. He was glad she’d found her before he’d had more than a glass of Champagne, glad his memories of tonight were unlikely to be fuzzy around the edges from anything other than the intoxication he felt simply by being in her presence. “I was just thinking,” She said, dropping her hand and turning her face to him, then her whole body, her shoulder now leaning against the wall instead of her back. Benedict instinctively mirrored her. “About?” “About what I’d miss - and what I wouldn’t - should my life drastically change.” So she had been in rather deep thought then. Benedict forced his own to not follow a similar path. “And do you expect it to drastically change?” He asked. She sighed, smile turning wistful and ever so slightly sad. “No.” “But you wish it to,” He guessed. “Yes,” She breathed out seemingly unable to stop herself. It was a word full of hope, of sadness, of desire, of longing. Benedict took her hands, bringing them to his lips and kissing them in turn. “Then we shall begin right now,” He told her, “And tomorrow you shall be transformed.” She gave him an ironic smile that wrinkled her nose. “Tonight I am transformed,” She told him softly, “And tomorrow… the woman in front of you will disappear.” Benedict felt his heart clench in his chest at the pure sadness that filled her voice - in exact opposition to the joy of earlier in the night. He drew her into his chest and she fell into him willingly, he placed a fleeting kiss against her forehead. “Then we will pack a lifetime into a night,” He told her.
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i looooove seeing artists & writers proud of their work!!!!! i looooove captions & authors notes that say things like “i’m quite happy with this” “i love how this turned out” “i had so much fun making this”!!!!!! i loooooove when the act of creation is joyful & we take pride in what we make!!!!!!!!!!

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why the fuck can i only write in the early hours of the morning???

it's 4am, i'm (almost) wide awake, and im writing. i planned out a whole Benophie story for my Modern Bridgerton AU in two days. I started writing my Pre-Polin Colin/Marina story last night (also in the early hours)

i listened to the entirety of An Offer From A Gentleman too, while planning the benophie story. (I'm now soooooooo excited for Season 4 it's unreal)

I dare say i've become obsessed with this universe.

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Instead of... Getting up out of bed to get water like 2 hours ago I opened a fic document to write down an idea and suddenly I'm writing an entire timeline and researching COVID restrictions in England???

I mean at least I finally have most of the backstory for the fic now but omg I am parched, and it is 2am and I'm about to just pass out from tiredness.

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Fandom: Bridgerton Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Colin Bridgerton/Penelope Featherington Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Smut, Fluff and Smut, Marriage Proposal, The Carriage Scene, Friends to Lovers, Vaginal Fingering, Getting Together, Love Confessions, Shameless Smut, like this is the smuttiest thing ive ever written, and the first smut i've ever posted

Summary:

A modern rewrite of The Carriage Scene.   “Pen, wait!” Colin called as Penelope ran up the staircase, her curls flying behind her and the skirt of her dress fluttering around her legs. “Not now, Colin,” she responded, slowing slightly as she got to the landing, stopping and taking a heaving breath that turned into a sob she quickly swallowed back. “Penelope,” Colin whispered, slowly walking up the stairs towards her. “I don't want to talk, Colin,” She said, her back still to him, and he watched as she straightened, taking a deep stuttering breath and slowly letting it loose. Her sniffles filled the hall, mingling with the distant thump of bass coming from one of her neighbours, but otherwise they were both silent as Pen composed herself before turning to him. … “Please,” he said imploringly, nodding to the door of her flat, “Let me in?”
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Just had an idea for a tis the damn season inspired Samcedes fic. That song fits them so well omg. I guess maybe look out for it in the Thanksgiving/Christmas season if I actually write it lol

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The worst part of outlining a fic as a multishipper is trying to decide what ships to have 😭

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Talking ab the idea of Glee x Spiderman in Glumblr. Which led to me and @katyobsesses conceptualizing a whole ass spiderverse au which is running my mind rent free atm! So heres some concept art based on it 👀🕸️💗💙

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katyobsesses

I've been having so much fun brainstorming with you the last few days. the AU is living rent free in my head in my head too and i cannot wait to get stuck into writing it properly.

and as I've already told you this concept art is so freaking cool and I love it so so much

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