katkastrofa reblogged
#Yangchen#she looks so lovely.. and yet it almost looks out of place on her#try to count how many times she smiles in the books. smiles. no smirking#it's that - read DoYLoY drinking game and stay mostly sober maybe lightly in the mood#which is to say.. as much as I'm a complete sucker for angst. I need to come up with a scenario where she looks like this#that spark in her eyes.. that healthy glow on her face.. how clear she appears in this one#and I sort of want to go a different direction and have it be unrelated to Yangvik. or very little to do with it#I want her to feel at peace with herself. I want her to feel calm and light and.. and that smile just lights her up#(if Kavik is around he just stops and stares. feeling like he'd do anything in the world to see her smile like that more)#watch me oscillate between - I want all the peace and happiness for her. vs. the angst is so so compelling and hurts so good#vs. I want her to experience more pleasure than she ever thought possible#happy mood vs sad mood vs horny mood. truly a mark of a favorite character