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Making sense of life through the reading and telling of stories!
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All the Fic Kasienda has Written!

There’s a lot of it apparently, and it’s really quite neat to see it all in one place, and I think this will help keep my fic posts far more organized!

Fandom: Miraculous Ladybug

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Right Behind You (In Progress) Adrino, Friends to Lovers, Hurt/Comfort, Angst and Fluff w/ Happy Ending, Rated T, 70k+ words 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | … | 26 |

Yin and Yang (In Progress) PRPR Love Square, Body Swap, Light Angst, Rated T, 21k+ words 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | … | 13

Rena Rouge: Secret Keeper (In Progress) Core Four OT4, hurt comfort, alya knows all, shenanigans, Happy Ending Rated T, 9k+ words 1 | 23 | 4 | 5 | 6 | ...

The Joke’s On Me (In Progress) Adrino, Fake Dating, Friends to Lovers, no powers au Rated T, 2k+ wrods

The Untold Story of DJWifi (In Progress) DJWiFi, Fluff and Angst, Rated T, 7.8k+ words 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | … | 14

Aftermath Adrinette, Dark, Angst to Fluff w/ Happy Ending, Hurt/Comfort Rated M, 48k words 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9

Bend the World Around It Ladynoir, Hurt/Comfort, Longing, Happy Ending Rated T, 14k words 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5

Celebrity Status Ladrien, Light Angst/Hurt/Comfort, Silliness, Happy Ending Rated T, 23k words 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12

Not Part of the Plan Established Ladynoir, Unplanned Teen Pregnancy, Sex Positive Rated T, 36k words 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 |

Love Remains Ladynoir, Amnesia, Marinette Gave up the Guadianship Rated T, 14k words 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 |

Would Trust You with Anything Adrino, Friends to Lovers, Hurt/Comfort, Happy Ending Rated T, 24k words 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 |

Kisses in the Rain Adrinette, Angst with sweetness and happy ending, Rated T, 4k words 1 | 2 | 3

Restorative Justice Core Five Friendship, Chloe POV, Chloe Redemption, Minor Love Square, Therapy Fic, Rated T, 32k words 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6

Rite of Passage Love Square, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Rated T, 11k words 1 | 2 | 3 | 4

Best Friends and Boyfriends Adrino, Fluff, Rated T, 21k words 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 

The Five Minute Adventures of Snake Noir Platonic Adrino, Love Square, Minor DJWifi, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Rated T, 40k words 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10

Let Yourself Be Happy Ladrien, Fluff, Wholesome Smut (I swear that’s accurate!), Underage, Rated E, 20k words 1 | 2

An Open Secret PRPR Love Square, Mutual Pining, Fluff w/ Light Angst, Rated T, 19k words 1 | 2 | 3 | 4

Last Wishes Love Square, Major Character Death, Angst, Rated T, 11k words 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6

Confessions to a Statue Adrinette, Fluff w/ Light Angst, Rated T, 6.8k words 1 | 2 | 3

Oneshots & Reveals

Rings True (Ao3) Ladynoir/Ladrien Reveal, Post S5, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Rated T, 5.6k words

Spin the Bottle (Ao3) Core Four OT4, Kisses and Confessions, Polyamory, Rated T, 9.5k words

Just an Ordinary Girl (Ao3) Marichat, Square Dance Remix, Rated T, 2.5k words

Representation (Ao3) Rewrite of 5x23, Marichat Reveal, hurt/comfort, Rated T, 2.8k words

You Don’t Have to Pretend with Me (Ao3) Platonic Adrino, CaraNoir enemies to friends, Rated T, 3.8k words

No Regrets (Ao3) Ladynoir Smut, Temporary Character Death, Rated E, 4.5k words

Displaced (Ao3) Post Reveal Ladrien, Only One Bed, Family Fluff, Rated G, 850 words

Meddlesome Friends (Ao3) Ladynoir talking season 4 out, Rated T, 6k words

Don’t You Know People Care About You? (Ao3) Adrino, Kiss, Rated T, 1.3k words

How Far We’ve Come (Ao3) Adrien Agreste Character Study, Introspective, Rated T, 2.9k words

When You Lose Someone (Let Them Go) (Ao3) Love Square Break Up, Angst, Rated T, 5.7k words

Rocketear (Ao3) Platonic Adrino Identity Reveal, Hurt/Comfort, Rated T, 6.6k words

An Unintended Confession (Ao3) Adrinette Identity Reveal, Hurt/Comfort, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Rated T, 5.1k

A Gift of Responsibility (Ao3) Marichat Identity Reveal, Angst w/ Open Ending, Rated T, 2.1k words

Just an Ordinary (Bad) Day (Ao3) Ladynoir Identity Reveal, Hurt/Comfort w/ Happy Ending, Rated T, 6.8k words

New York (Ao3) Ladynoir Identity Reveal, Realization of Feelings/Confession, Rated T, 11.1k

Instagram (Ao3) Ladrien Identity Reveal, Fluff, Rated T, 5.0k words

Stutters (Ao3) Marichat Identity Reveal, Fluff, Rated T, 4.1k words

Superhero Survey (Ao3) Adrinette Identity Reveal, Fluff, Rated T, 2.3k words

Locked in a Closet based on MissNoodle’s Me, My Best Friend, and Her Cat Multichat/Adrinette Identity Reveal, Fluff, Rated T, 1.3k words

Angry Hour based on komorebirei‘s Sad Hour PRPR Love Square, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Rated T, 2.2k words

I Needed You and You Weren’t There based on MissNoodle’s “gave my blood sweat and tears for this.” Love Square, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Rated T, 1.8k words

Fic Rec Lists

My Lists of Recommended Adrino Fics because Rarepairs are Hard to Find and I’m Obsessed with Adrino. Part 1 | Part 2

Miraculous Long Fic Recs for those that need novel length stories. Link

Fandom: Sailor Moon

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Coming of Age (In Progress - on hiatus) Chibiusa Grows Up, UsaMamo Established Relationship, Family, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Loosely based on Black Moon Arc, Technically a Sequel to Going it Alone, Rated T, 15.4k+ words Status: I don’t work on this one often, but I still absolutely love it. I joke about needing a five year old role-model to write Chibiusa. My daughter is three at the moment… 

Invisible Wounds (In Progress - on hiatus) AmiZoi, Epidemic, Past Life Baggage, Medical Drama, Rated T, 43k+ words Status: I struggle to work on this one because my writing has changed and it’s about an epidemic that I started before the pandemic started… 

A Craving For Chocolate Milkshakes UsaMamo, Mind Reading, Dramedy, Humor, Rated T, 28k words

Anything to Protect You UsaMamo, Fake Dating, Stalker, Hurt/Comfort, Rated T, 33k words

Going it Alone UsaMamo, Nonconsensual Elements, Loosely Based on Doom Tree Arc, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Underage, Rated M, 81k words

Once Upon a Dream UsaMamo, Romance, Loosely Based on Dark Kingdom Arc, Rated T, 49k words

Nightmares UsaMamo, Romance, Loosely Based on Break Up Arc, Sequel to Once Upon a Dream, Rated T, 37k words

The Tsukino Family Reveals (Actively In Progress) Family Feels, Each chapter kinda stands alone, Rated G, 10.5k+ words 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 Status: Both Parts are outlined and have snippets of scenes.

One Shots

One-shot Reveals UsaMamo, Variety of genres, Rated G and T, 26.7k words total 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11

The Sol of the System Serenity x Endymion, Silver Millennium, First Meeting, Open Ending, Rated T, 6.2k words

Box of Chocolates UsaMamo, Fluff, Rated G, 860 words

Date Night UsaMamo, Fluff, Rated G, 1.2k words

Long Distance Relationship UsaMamo, Established Relationship, Mutual Pining, Rated T, 4.6k words

Happy Birthday UsaMamo, Pregnancy, Labor and Delivery, Rated T, 2.9k words

Fight and Make Up UsaMamo, Angst w/ Happy Ending, Rated T, 2.4k words

Rainbow UsaMamo, Fluff, Rated G, 544 words

Fandom: Chrono Trigger 

Fighting Fate Chrono Trigger Novelization, My Earliest Writing (watch me improve chapter by chapter), Rated T, Word Count - 203k

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just binged miraculous ladybug and honestly it’s insane that a show can be like 90% classic children’s media filler and then 10% of it is the most gut wrenching heart breaking shit ever made

anyways that london special amirite

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kedreeva

Following the author of The Last Unicorn on Facebook is the only thing that makes being on that site worthwhile.

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scarefox

it’s in the gravity falls directors commentaries, and I trust his take

thank him while he’s busting his ass for you and you sit there complaining goddamnit

You should see it. It isn't worth the risk of not seeing it if it's something that you might even remotely enjoy. Especially based on what one person says, no matter how much you admire or trust them.

He can dislike it, but if the unicorn had been buddy-movie grateful, disney-movie emotional, it would have been a very different, very shallow, MUCH worse movie. Like just, really really bad.

She's not bitchy or catty or cruel, she literally does not understand humans or their drive or their big emotions. She doesn't feel love, she doesn't feel regret. She doesn't have ambition, she doesn't desire or benefit from change. She barely wants anything. She's complete by herself. She is content.

She can't be ungrateful unless you expect what is essentially a...a kind of immortal spirit, a place, a forest in the shape of a creature, to be in any way at all human. She can't be a deity, that's an extremely human concept, but she is not a normal living thing in any regard whatsoever.

The entire point of the movie is change, and truth. Front to back, it is change and truth, and the destruction of illusions, and surviving it, and the toll that takes, and the gifts it can bring. It's full of tremendous and intense, unthinkable, incomprehensible, destructive, renewing, life-altering change. And also truth, and the unraveling of illusions, which are everywhere in the narrative, and are almost always dangerous, or hiding something that is.

The unicorn unravels everything around her by being the catalyst for change, and it is incredibly destructive. Things come apart around her. It leads to good things, usually, but it breaks everything first.

She changes on the road, she learns to care about humans enough to help them, to save their lives, and that is very much an expression of gratitude.

She just doesn't care about the wizard questing for greatness. It is irrelevant. Glory is useless. And she's right.

She doesn't experience a fundamental alteration of her nature until she is forcibly changed against her will to survive, and it is not a positive change. It ruins her. It is a tremendous trauma that leaves her empty and broken, and eventually, partly and unnaturally human. She keeps losing what she was, and it is tragic and painful to watch. Why would she be grateful for that? She wishes she had died.

She finally develops something like love, but only after she has forgotten much of what she was. Then she desperately grasps onto it as something to replace what she lost.

Her encroaching humanity is killing what she was (her first response to being human was absolute visceral terror at having a mortal, and thus actively dying, body) a trauma response that allows her to survive, to hide. An illusion.

Love is an attempt to make peace with it all, and it is beautiful enough, but also empty. You are never meant to cheer for it. Only feel for them both. It's a sticking point for some people that the romance isn't done well. It isn't meant to feel right. They leaned on it a little hard in the movie, the book does it better, but it was a "kids' movie" (it isn't) so that was a little inevitable.

Change destroys everything, and it breaks everything.

At the end, when she changes back, who is it she appears to, to acknowledge what happened? And who is it she visits and touches and loves and says goodbye to? She is grateful.

The movie/book does exactly what it set out to do, and I have to say that I don't necessarily trust the judgment of people who dismiss it out of hand.

Yes, I saw it young, in the theater, so I imprinted, but it has been a radically different movie at different parts of my life. I've identified with every character in different phases of my life, so it has had the depth to stand up to easily over a hundred viewings by a half dozen versions of myself. I know people have their issues with the style of animation which, whatever, I think it's gorgeous and I also don't consider that a reason to dismiss an otherwise good movie or show (I really dislike the animation style of Gravity Falls, actually, it bores the crap out of me, but that isn't the point). But the story itself is not like anything else I've ever seen.

If you get it, you get it. If you don't, you don't. But wanting her to be grateful and kind is...really super duper extremely not the point, and would actually be antithetical to it and ruin the story as it is. And it's missing the ways she expresses those things. If that's what you take away, that she is somehow morally deficient, you literally did not understand it, or you haven't seen it, or you have a take so radically divergent from mine I am probably incapable of understanding it.

It is so, so good.

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dr-paine

It's currently a 'free with ads' watch on YouTube*, too!

(in the US, at least, idk if these are region locked)

Ooooo I will be watching it (again) then! Thank you for the heads up!

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anyways can we start recognizing adhd as an actual and serious disorder that

  • can affect on functioning in every day life so badly that it interferes with taking care of very basic human needs
  • is not 10 yrs old white boy exclusive disorder
  • is not a fake disorder created to benefit medicine companies
  • definitely should not be reduced to “kid who cant sit still and wont stop screaming” stereotypes because adhd has a whole fuckton of symptoms ranging from serious memory issues to fine motor control difficulties
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lauramkaye

ADHD is:

  • One of the most treatable “psychiatric” disorders (although it’s more accurately a neurodevelopmental disorder), with approximately 90% of patients able to find a treatment regimen that works well for them, given appropriate medical support. ADHD stimulant medications in particular (Ritalin and Adderall and their variations) are some of the most effective psychiatric medications in existence. 
  • Contrary to popular opinion, extremely under diagnosed overall, particularly in populations that are not young white boys (women, adults, people of color, etc.)
  • So there are a LOT of people out there who could be helped by getting a diagnosis and treatment but are not, in part because of the negative stereotypes around ADHD and ADHD medication that are prevalent in pop culture.
  • Able to coexist with a number of other conditions or traits that may change its presentation and/or impact, including mental illnesses such as anxiety or depression and various learning disabilities but also giftedness/high intelligence.
  • In fact, in adults diagnosed for the first time, it is extremely common to have comorbidities, in large part because ADHD can be so hard to cope with.
  • Sleep disorders are also frequently comorbid with ADHD. Additionally, being poorly-rested makes ADHD symptoms worse, which makes you more likely to sleep badly. It’s a hellish merry-go-round.
  • In some cases, “twice exceptional” people (gifted + ADHD) have extra trouble getting appropriate support, because some ADHD symptoms can be masked by intelligence (for instance, if a child is bright enough to do their homework in the ten minutes between classes and master the test material by cramming the night before, they may never see the poor academic performance that might lead to testing), and because the symptoms of ADHD may also mask their giftedness - so they end up stuck in classes that are too easy for them, and therefore boring, which makes the ADHD symptoms worse. Also, people who know they are intelligent but have untreated ADHD can be really prone to some of the other psychological comorbidities, especially as they become adults, because they know what to do and how to do it and that they SHOULD do it, and they WANT to do it, but they still can’t make themselves actually do it, so they start to beat themselves up, thinking “I’m too smart to constantly be this stupid, I must just be really lazy, maybe I really DON’T care, maybe I’m just a terrible person.” Ask me how I know.
  • Can also have less-common symptoms associated with it. I actually had my hearing tested before my diagnosis because I had so much trouble following conversations if there was background noise. My hearing is fine: my issue is auditory processing. My brain just can’t focus on conversations if too much else is going on. (This also applies to following dialogue on television if there is a lot of background noise/music. I use the captions a lot.
  • In some cases, extremely disabling. Under the Americans With Disabilities Act, a disability is “a physical or mental impairment that substantially limits one or more major life activity.” A sampling of major life activities that might be substantially limited by untreated ADHD includes:
  • Managing finances (largely through impulsive spending, frequent lost items that need replacing, forgetting to pay bills, forgetting to do routine maintenance and having issues like larger repairs needed)
  • Basic self-care (remembering to take meds, go to doctor appointments, eat and drink at appropriate times, go to bed at appropriate times)
  • Employment (difficulty being on time for work or work activities, difficulty meeting deadlines, propensity to make “careless errors”, difficulty with emotional regulation)
  • Interpersonal relationships (memory problems so you never remember important dates, time issues meaning you’re late meeting them, forgetting commitments, easily distracted during conversations, impulsivity leading to interruptions/saying or doing stuff you didn’t think through, difficulty responding appropriately to social cues (through distraction/impulsivity), difficulty with emotional regulation)
  • Maintaining a clean and sanitary home (forgets steps in household chores, distracted away from finishing them, loses key equipment, impulsive purchases clutter up the home, loses interest in projects and leaves them out half-done)
  • If untreated, linked to higher rates of all manner of negative outcomes when compared to similar neurotypical populations, including: 
  • unemployment
  • divorce
  • substance abuse
  • injury or death in accidents, especially car accidents 
  • arrest

None of this is because people with ADHD as a group are, like, bad or lazy or evil or irresponsible or don’t care. People with ADHD are just people, and exist on the same range of good, bad, and in-between that all people do. However, the parts of our brains that are meant to help us regulate our emotions, plan for the future, remember to do important things, and not act on every impulse that crosses our minds just don’t work properly. A lot of us might lean in to an airhead, spacy artistic type, class clown, or similar persona to mask our deep shame over not being able to “just” do all these basic things that other people seem to do with no trouble at all. 

Additionally, even accessing ADHD treatment can be extremely challenging, because stimulant medications are controlled substances and there are so many false and damaging perceptions about the condition and medications out there. And even when you have a well-established diagnosis and are well controlled on a medication you’ve taken for years, you are never far away from potential disruptions to your treatment. I personally am a white professional with good health insurance and was able to get diagnosed and medication prescribed - which in itself is often really difficult - but even from that position of privilege I have experienced multiple gaps in my treatment for reasons like:

  • My pharmacy lost a prescription and had to get a new one. (My medication cannot be refilled; each month has to be a brand new prescription.)
  • My pharmacy was out of stock of my medication (I can’t transfer that prescription to a different pharmacy, and even if I had a paper prescription, you can’t call a pharmacy and be told the medication is in stock, you have to physically go there and ask.)
  • I forgot to make a doctor appointment in time (I have to have a doctor visit every three months to continue to get the prescription.)
  • I forgot to fill the prescription (since I, you know, HAVE ADHD, and you can’t set them up to auto-renew like you can other meds.)
  • My prescription is really expensive and there aren’t many savings options because it’s a controlled medication. (Even with savings I pay over $100 out of pocket for my ADHD meds every month. If the manufacturer isn’t offering a coupon that month it’s close to $300.)

Again, this is a LEGAL medication that I am LEGALLY prescribed by my supportive doctor with consultation from my supportive psychologist, for my actual disabling medical condition, and which all parties involved agree is extremely effective in helping me manage said condition. I’m in about the best situation you can be in short of being a millionaire who doesn’t have to worry about things like preapprovals or copays or taking sick time from work. 

I’ve also heard from others who have had to change doctors due to moving, job or insurance changes, etc., only to get issues like:

  • medical practices that flatly refuse to prescribe any controlled medications at all.
  • medical practices that don’t deal with ADHD specifically at all.
  • doctors that “don’t believe in” medicating adults/women/people with good jobs/people with good grades/anyone for ADHD.
  • doctors that won’t accept existing diagnoses or treatment plans.

ADHD is a treatable and manageable condition, but it isn’t a joke, it isn’t “made up,” we aren’t “all a little ADHD these days anyway”. It’s a complex and wide-ranging condition that can impact nearly every part of your life in serious and possibly very damaging ways.

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How I think Nino and Adrien/Claw Noir (from the Re-verse reality) would become friends pt 3/3

Pt 1 , 2

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WIP Wednesday??

So, not exactly Wednesday anymore, but @coffeebanana tagged me. Outside of Aftermath this is the only thing, I've made progress on. It's part of my last entry to Adrino week (which took place this last June. Shhh!) and it keeps changing! I'm having fun torturing Nino this week. ...

Nino had always prided himself on being a pretty chill dude. He accepted others the way they were, and tried to let things roll off his shoulders. In the past that had always been easy. 

Lately, Nino was anything but chill. 

Things that used to never bother him now rubbed at his skin like sandpaper. 

He and Alya had broken up, and he wasn’t totally sure what had happened there, but he knew that he missed her, and seeing her was hard, but being with her when she was lying about something was harder. 

Then, Adrien was moving away to London. He seemed excited about the prospect of living with his cousin. And Nino wanted to be happy for him. He was happy for him. But Nino had never had a friend like Adrien before, and he didn’t know how to make another one. And so he was positively dreading the day he had to go to school when Adrien wouldn’t be there.

Then, his father had just been diagnosed with prostate cancer, and everyone kept telling him that the prognosis of this particular kind of cancer was usually really good. His dad would likely fully recover. 

Probably. 

But it turned out that probably only worked when you were diagnosed early, and his dad hadn’t been to the doctor in years. The cancer had already spread throughout his whole body - even into his bones.

“There’s nothing else we can do except make him comfortable,” the doctors said. 

“How long?” his maman asked. 

“Months.”

So yeah, Nino was having a really hard time being chill.

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WIP Wednesday

WHEEEEEEEEEE thank you for enabling me @mostmagical!!

At this rate I'll be sharing the whole next chapter of mtl fic before it's posted buuuuut here is the beginning of it... (SORRY IF YOU'VE ALREADY SEEN THIS ON DISCORD)

The signature Adrien’s hand dragged across the discharge forms didn’t look right. Vaguely, he knew it was his name; his body knew the motions, even if every loop and curve blurred before his eyes. But it didn’t seem real. He stared and stared at the ink as Marinette pressed the nurse with a dozen follow-up questions, as stolen time ticked onwards while Adrien’s mind stood still. His impending trip home came with none of the promised relief. Because really, it would be all too easy for the letters to disappear. The twist of a ring, smeared ink on a page. It had never taken much for Adrien’s freedom to crumble.

No pressure tags for @kasienda, @monpetitchattriste, @asukiess,

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memecucker

if you’re white and wanna write a poc character and feel awkward about it i implore you to ignore any twitblr stuff treating it as a massive ethical burden and instead come in more with the same mindset you’d have if you wanted to write about idk firefighters but didn’t know anything about firefighters so you do... research. Like fuck off with the weird kinda creepy calls for spiritual introspection you’re not writing about god damn space aliens you’re writing about humans and if you think you need more perspective of different life experiences just read?

If I were writing about firefighters I'd also, in addition to just reading about them, take advantage of Our Blessed Internet to ask actual firefighters about how shit works. I'd do the same for a minority I'm not a part of.

I remember when there was this LiveJournal community where you could just ask about anything you needed for your novel - medicine, professions, vehicles, how things function in country X - and people who knew something about that would answer.

We need to bring this back.

And apparently just this summer they DID bring it back - it's called Little Details and it's on Dreamwidth!!!!

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crazy-pages

Remember, a world where everyone stays in their own boxes and only writes about their own narrow demographic is straight up a goal for racists. If you ever find yourself attempting anti-racism so hard you've looped back to "functionally the same thing racists want", stop, take stock, and ask yourself where things went wrong.

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Post-wish AU where the world is re-created so that Emilie never died, Gabriel never became Hawk Moth, there was no Ladybug and Chat Noir, etc... Adrien never ends up going to school, so he and Marinette don't end up meeting until later in life.

They never become close friends, but somehow they keep showing up in each other's lives. They attend the same university, but are in different programs, only briefly crossing paths in the library from time to time. They have apartments next-door to each other for a year but only say brief hellos as they pass in the halls. Their kids end up in the same class. They're seatmates on a plane.

There are a hundred different ways the universe keeps trying to bring them together, but it's either not the right time or they somehow mess things up. They go through their entire lives feeling like something is missing.

In the last scene, Adrien visits the cemetary to lay flowers on his late spouse's grave. Marinette's tombstone is the one right beside it.

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[Inspired by my morning walk and listening to the song Parallel Lines by DVBBS (ft. CMC$ and Happy Sometimes)]

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Marinette stepped through the school doors and tested the rain with her hand. Drawing it back, she sighed, wondering whether it'd be worth it to wait for the rain to stop before heading home.

A limousine eased by with a light-haired boy in the back seat. Marinette opened her mouth, and-

And let it drop closed.

Was she about to say something?

To who?

Weird.

She ran home, doing her best to avoid the rain.

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Adrien groaned, glaring at his textbook as though it had personally wronged him. Why had he even agreed to this course in the first place?

A giggle came from the other side of the table, and Adrien looked up to find a blue-eyed girl staring back at him with a barely-hidden smile. He stuck out his tongue, and she snorted.

Someone shushed them -probably the librarian- sending Adrien back to work.

Maybe university wasn't so bad.

Thunder rolled outside, and Adrien was glad he'd brought his umbrella.

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"Um- Sorry to intrude, but is this seat taken?"

"Huh?" Marinette turned from the window to find a tall, blonde man standing in the aisle, carry-on in his hands and wavering smile claiming his face.

"The, uh, seat. Mind if I use it?"

"Oh! Not at all. Need any help with your bag? I'm stronger than I look; I promise."

He chuckled. "Sure, thank you."

They settled in, and the plane took off.

Marinette smiled as they passed through a cloud, tiny droplets clinging to the window.

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Adrien stared down at the grave, tracing its letters in a silent goodbye. Had it been his to seal away, the ring in his hand would be buried there, too, but it was an heirloom, one that had never really been his. The longest he'd held it before was during their wedding, and it had been worn ever since by someone now long gone.

Still, he couldn't quite shake the feeling that he, at least, belonged to it.

He adjusted the bouquet he'd left, pulled away from the headstone, and rose to his feet. As he turned to leave, he caught a glimpse of the next marker over.

Marinette.

The name seemed familiar, like someone important, but Adrien didn't know any Marinettes. Maybe someone famous?

He plucked a rose from a nearby bush and left it for her. Whoever she was, she deserved something nice, even if the flower's usual meaning wasn't intended.

It just seemed like her color.

Adrien walked back to his car and shook out his umbrella.

Maybe it would be sunny next year.

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She’d settled for staring at his feet. At his flimsy red canvas shoes, with worn laces and cracked soles. The same ones he’d been wearing for years, the same one she’d teased him about countless times before everything had changed.  Adrien, come on. You can’t keep wearing those forever. Her words had been interlaced with laughter—his or hers, she couldn’t quite remember.  It hadn’t mattered back then, when their mirth had so often been shared.  Marinette shouldn’t have been surprised to learn he still wore those shoes. No matter how many stores she’d tried to drag him inside, or how many raised eyebrows Nathalie had offered after his socks tracked wet footprints through the house on rainy days, Adrien had refused to wear anything else on a day-to-day basis. The shoes meant something to him, something Marinette had never really understood. She wasn’t sure he even understood, really—he’d claimed they were special, that they were the first pair he’d ever been able to pick out himself.  She’d always felt there had to be more to his stubbornness, though she’d probably never get her answer now. Still, she couldn’t seem to look away from them, feeling her heart flip-flop when she caught sight of the tic-tac-toe grid scrawled on one of the outsoles. They’d played to pass the time one lazy summer afternoon, and there was a smear of ink in place of the final X; she’d distracted Adrien with kisses to keep him from adding it. They’d been so happy.  But neither of them had won, in the end. 
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