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Kari

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this scene deserves to be talked about more because not only did jay immediately soften his body language & gentle his voice, but he realized that he doesn’t know “the half of [it]” — what hailey’s going through.

he apologizes, plus reassures her that he’s on her side. all while hailey has the courage to be vulnerable w/him. 🥺❤️ that’s because she does feel safe enough w/him, but that wall she’s had built up, it’s gonna take a little more time to crumble. but jay was so sweet to her & was simply going to be there, whenever she was ready to talk to him more about it.

i mean, you guys saw the relief on his face after hailey said she was going to the hospital to see her dad. & the pure joy when she said she’d “see [him] later” — no doubt about it, that man loves her. and she loves him.

which is probably why she’s a bit hesitant to open up and share absolutely everything w/him because 1) it is slightly new territory...going from a work partnership to potential life partners 😅 (ya know: dating) & 2) trauma affects people in different ways. not everyone is healed enough or removed enough from it to vent, especially if they’re triggered, which i think is what happened to hailey w/jay’s speech (even though that’s NOT what he meant to do).... it can take a while to shake that off, to get back to even. & i think for hailey, it’ll take a little longer cause she’s not used to people being gentle w/her in a romantic sense. i mean, adam was a fling, a fun thing, y’know? but not “real love” like miss tracy spiridakos said upstead has.

idk just my two cents. feel free to add or comment if you guys have others!

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THREAD OF UPSTEAD AS TAYLOR SWIFT SONGS (from her debut album all the way to her most recent, folklore):

🎶 A string that pulled me

Out of all the wrong arms, right into that dive bar

Something wrapped all of my past mistakes in barbed wire

Chains around my demons

Wool to brave the seasons

One single thread of gold

Tied me to you 🎶

- “invisible string” (folklore) *part 2*

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This scene. 🥺🥺

I have no words really. Other than you can see the care, but also the sadness in each of their eyes. Jay wanted so badly for Hailey to be okay. And she wanted to let him in. She did some, but you could tell there was more to it. She had the weight of the world on her shoulders & he just wanted to help her carry some of it. Because that’s what partners do. That’s what friends do. But also, that’s when they really showed how much they cared for each other — they stayed through both of each other’s broken pasts. They didn’t leave or run away. They didn’t get scared or judgemental. They STAYED. and they were there for each other every step of the way.
That’s why this episode sold me on Upstead as more than just a partnership. You could tell they meant so much to each other & that level of care was something special.

*not to mention this episode began the “thing that works” between them 🍻*

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