I don’t know what I don’t know, and that is where I will start.

This shouldn’t be this complicated and difficult, but it is.  And that sucks.

We don’t talk.  We haven’t since the last time you managed to wiggle your way back into my life thanks to a single text.  Who knew words could carry so much weight?  I sure as hell never planned on you inserting yourself back into my world…especially not…

“You’ll be fine. Feeling unsure and lost is part of your path. Don’t avoid it. See what those feelings are showing you and use it. Take a breath. You’ll be okay. Even if you don’t feel okay all the time.”   It’s time for me to tell the truth. I haven’t been myself for a little while now, and while it’s really taken its toll on me over the duration of my vacation, I feel like some of these…

I can’t believe it’s been 3 weeks since I wrote my blog post about trying a new form of treatment.  Then a couple weeks ago, I wrote a pretty dark post about wanting to give up altogether because I thought no one cared. I’m here now to tell you that all of that has passed with time, and I’m in a much better place.  I decided that the new program I tried wasn’t working for me and that I needed to…