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JM and JK love each other. They told us and showed us so on many occassions. This blog will celebrate that love with no malice, hate or judgement.
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'Innocent' pool fun?

I'm sorry, but I do think that we moved on too fast from this one.

Like seriously.

What the actual truck? (truck, fluck, fruck, whichever you choose, you know exactly what I'm saying)

In what world is that an ok move between bros, but also generates zero reaction from the person who's hair is being pulled?

Sorry, I lie, it did generate a reaction...

Just not the one you'd expect from two dudes just having fun in the pool. Two 'bros'. Two 'just friends'.

No matter how which way you look at this, this is NOT. Just NOT something 2 "just friends" do.

JM's initial lack of reaction, not even flinching. His giggle when he's finally out of the water.

You just HAVE to know that this is not something new for them.

There is a reason JM doesn't flinch.

JM was not surprised by JK's move.

And you know when you're not surprised by something like that?

When you are used to it.

Plain and simple.

That question mark, lol. You know they knew too, lol.

I'll let you sit on that one...

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How do people not see it?

Just watched this YT video.

And when watching the video, there was one scene that had me in stitches.

From the Korean SNL piece about Hanni's "amazing" performance at the national assembly...

The whole tissue saga.

And all I could think about was this:

Is it not obvious?

How is the motive oh so obvious when it's the "uncle" fawning over the "cookie", and yet oh so ignored when it's Kookie fawning over his Jiminie???

How do people not see this????

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Dear Kanmon I'm writing to you because you know how to count and because I miss good jikook analyzes. after AYS they seem unnecessary, but they are satisfying. like putting together a puzzle. When I watched Jimin's choreography for Stuck with you for the hundredth time, I wondered if the part of the song he was dancing to was chosen on purpose. And I discovered that the dance starts exactly at 1:18 minutes into the song.

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Hey love.

JM's dance to Stuck with you was just wow wow wow.

Your ask got me looking. And at first I went to the MV and lyrics YT clips and it just didn't align, so I was ready to give up.

But then I went to the actual streamed song on Spotify, and low and behold, you are so right.

Like wtf?

I am lost for words.

But you know what, if we're already doing this, then let's go down this rabbit hole...

I'm just going to throw myself down there, because you got me looking @jimjunkgfc.

Let's do this. Hold on to your seats, because this is going to be a bumpy ride folks.

The clip was released by JM on his IG account on 18.11.23.

Hmm.. do you see what I am seeing?

We have a combination of very interesting numbers here.

Just looking at the numbers, no math required.

If you take the 1,1 and 8 out of it you are left with the also very known Jikook combination of 123.

So, in the date alone we have 11-8 and 123.

The whole thing with the 123 theory is that we think we know where it originated (might have meant something to them way before but that's the first time it's mentioned) - Festa 2014 JM's profile Just one day MV at 1:23 min. represents him best. JK was by his side while filling out that profile. Since then we have had song recommendations ending at 1:23 min., posts timed at 12:30 or 1:23 am, posts on January 23rd etc. We know there is very possibly something going on with that sequence of numbers, but what it is exactly or more so, what it means to them exactly, we don't know.

Songs stopped at 1:23 min.

Post dated Jan 23 - 123

2017

2019

Using time stamps:

Posted 31 Jan 2019, time stamped 12:30 am KST.

18 Feb 2019 1:23 am KST

Again, the time stamp on going live - 12:03 am KST.

Bonus...

Like I said, we don't know exactly what it means, but it sure does mean something because it just keeps intentionally re-appearing.

And it somehow made it's way into this one once more.

Interesting.

Rabbit hole I said?

Let's continue then...

How long exactly is JM's dance clip, you ask?

1:23 min.

What in the actual fuck?

So, let's sum it up, why don't we?

We have a clip released on a date that gives us the combination of all the numbers for us to easily see 11:8 and 123.

And then we have JM dancing to a song that starts at the 1:18 min. mark and dancing for 1:23 min.

11-8

123

Yeah, clearly all a coincidence.

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https://x.com/busanacess/status/1846538296421122436

Did u checkout the latest updates from jikook!!

They are so cute...I am here being emotional over this... it's again "coincidentally coincidence " 238 days left...hmm 13 guys!!!!

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One of those "it's a coincidence, but wait, it really isn't" Jikook things, lol.

The full convo went like this:

I love how JK adds JM to the day count. I mean, it's obvious as they both enlisted the same day, serve in the same unit, sleep in the same dorm, and basically are inseparable, and yet, he could have gone with just mentioning himself, it's not like they are always a two-for thing... or aren't they?😜

He also, most definitley, did not have to mention the number of days left.

This kind of shows us two things.

For one, they are most definitley counting down the days...

and second, JK chose to tell us how many days are left on the 16 October 2024. Not in any other previous post he made since their enlistment.

238

A choice.

Again.

And the big deal is why exactly?

The beauty of this is that yes 2+3+8 sure does make 13. And we know just how important that number is to both JK and JM.

But you know what else it makes for, if we are already making that connection to JK's 23:08 post?

It makes for:

11/08

(as in PM)

Not a first or a last for JK, if we've already boarded that train...

I guess that date means something to him, huh?

Decalcomania as well...

And the hotel room number in Tokyo back in 2017... I guess the date meant something to him even before he released GCFT...

All this happening when the two are together, kind of does remind of this - not a first or a last time...

Yeah, another "if it looks like a duck..." situations, if you ask me.

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Talking about JM's Face-Off

All right I guess the blame is on me Look at me right now Living like a fool, hmm, uh-huh Believing in people Is the beginning of a terrible nightmare, mhmm Gave you all the money Gave you all my heart Your masquerade party I was fucking drunk, oh Even those damn days in the past It’s all over now

The person in question is Lee Jin ho.

This has also been confirmed by BH.

Face Off has ALWAYS been about the betrayal of a friend.

As such, makes you wonder...

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https://www.tumblr.com/kanmom51/712812388735418368/is-letter-a-song-for-army-the-baby-jm-never?source=share

I was going through this particular post and felt emotional...

Jm really calls jk baby isn't it?? We saw in the show too...things are slowly falling back to places just like many had doubts like why would the two bandmates supposed friends or the worst "not good mates, hate eachother so much to breathein the same place" travel to countries shooting a show in their last moment of freedom instead of laying happily beside their supposed gf or bf right.

They did tell us indirectly that they are together in their life without saying anything...just like everytime they did...

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Hey there. :)

This is the post you linked:

Just read it again and ok then, what can I say, I am impressed. Quite the talented writer whoever wrote that one.😜

But seriously, am I a fortune teller or what? This was way before we even dreamt of a Jikook travel show giving us 9 hours more or less of authentic Jikook interactions. I'm not going to say uncensored, because there was clearly some censorship going on, at times on their part (awareness of cameras) and at times from the editors. But man, even with all of that, now that we are on the other side of this show you need to be really daft not to see they are telling us they are a couple. And if the show didn't convince us, well, this HAD to:

Oh, and JM calling JK baby... lol.

You know, like he did while talking to him in Letter...

Admit it.

You weren't surprised, right?

Only surprise was that once again it was allowed in.

But then again, purposefully so.

I know many are calling it a soft launch and well maybe you can call it that. But I would rather not label it. I will just sit here and enjoy what they have given us, which is so so much.

In this show we basically got first and foremost JM and JK telling us and showing us that they are, without a doubt, the closest duo in the group of 7. This comes on the tail of a couple of years where oh so many were claiming and reveling in what they thought was an apparent distance between the two. Apparent to those that for some reason think that these young superstars live their private lives for us to fully see. I guess (more so hope) that those ideas were laid to rest. And that for once and for all people finally realize that the two actually have a private life that we are not fully aware of. That the two spend time together even if we don't hear about it. That the two were and still are super close - intimately close.

And that takes me to my next point. It's not that the show revealed something that we weren't aware of when it comes to the level of intimacy between the two of them. It's not that they hadn't told us all of this over the years. It's that people were unwilling to hear it or see it and with the show we got to see it, 9 hours worth of it. Them on their own and them with their good friend that insisted on joining and was for most part allowing them to do their own thing. Not only did Tae's presence not disprove Jikook's closeness and intimacy (something many were hoping for), it actually highlighted it. It highlighted just how different, how much MORE JM and JK are with each other as opposed to either of them with Tae. Even when the three were spending time together (and I say even because much of the time Tae just left them to do their own thing or even if he was with them).

So yes, this was them allowing us to see just a little bit more of THEM. Together. The playfulness, the chemistry (again, something we were "warned" about in the promos - their known chemistry...), the way they just flow with each other, JK clearly being JM's cook (we get that in words and actions) and so much more.

I am not a fortuneteller and as such I can only write in hopes and wishes. I do hope and wish that this is them setting a new reality for the fandom. Yes the fandom should have caught on by now just how close they are. They basically never hid it, even if at times they pulled back with what we were shown (for many many reasons, some personal some towing the company line). But I am really hoping that post AYS Jikook will indeed be louder in the sense that they will allow us to continue and see THEM without the pullback we got at times. Because Army will accept THEM and embrace THEM. That the Jikook we get post military will be able to mention one another and it will be a new normal, not an eyebrow raising event. That JK won't have to say he'll get his toiletries and go over to shower at JM's because they will be living together in JK's new mansion. That they wouldn't have to hide it because people would finally accept them for who they are and who they love.

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Anonymous asked:

Tbh I'm a jikooker, but I find it incredibly difficult to fit a healthy long-term relationship into the same timeline as all of jimin's solo work. It's not the pronouns or taking one lyric very literally, its the entire thing, plus comments from him and his producers. To me, you'd have to do some serious olympic level mental gymnastics to make that make sense. I don't doubt that jikook have a special bond, I've definitely seen things between them that definitely look like sexual attraction to me and things that surpass friendship boundaries, but I can't in good faith say that they're together in some official long-term way if I actually listen to jimin and his work.

I've seen some jikookers think they broke up for a while, but I have to question if those people have ever been through a breakup because the little bit of distance/separation/awkwardness we did see from them during chapter 2 is nothing compared to the type of tension that would be there if a relationship that intimate and intertwined had separated, especially considering the dark feelings jimin was feeling. He wouldn't have been cutely commenting on jungkook's lives and jungkook wouldn't have been asking to hang-out or getting excited to see jimin in his comments.

Idk, I'm sure someone could twist everything a certain way and only take certain things at face-value and then make everything else abstract, etc. to make the case that they are together, but I don't really see it. You look at face-off, alone, and just his general dark feelings during Face, then look at the creation of Muse and how him and his producers said he couldn't relate to the love-dovey beginning songs, which is how they ended up making Who (despite the fact that jikookers try to distance him from the song since he doesn't have writing credits even though he sat in the recording room telling them what he wanted and saying it felt like reading his diary). I think jimin could have very well gone through a pretty awful breakup along with the inner turmoil he was going through post-covid, but I don't think it was with jungkook if he did. I still enjoy jikook's bond either way at the end of the day, but yeah I don't really get how anyone can take an honest look at jimin's work and his words and think he was in a long-term healthy love-of-his-life relationship during that time or into chapter 2.

Not trying to change your opinion or anything, honestly I don't really see it discussed much in jikooker spaces (besides bad-faith stuff like tkkers stirring up shit over pronouns in lyrics which is just dumb) and when it is, some jikookers are pretty pick-and-choose about what they deem to be true to jimin's feelings and what isn't. Which I get being nuanced, but sometimes it does feel like a "well this fits my beliefs so clearly this is true to jimin and this doesn't so it means nothing because he didn't write it" or whatever. I honestly get annoyed with the bad-faith arguers because it prevents being able to have actual discussions about some of this stuff in our little jikooker corner of tumblr. Like "he said her, he's clearly straight! he danced with a girl, straight!" stfu.

I don't have much to say to you anon. Not really. Not anything that hasn't been said anyway. Which you've seen and decided its jkkrs doing mental gymnastics. "I'm a Jikooker but..." its never a great way to start a sentence. It just gives major insecure jkkr vibes which i just 😬😬😬😬😬😬😬 you either believe in them or you don't. There is no if, and or buts.

I will leave you with this; over the years, antis and (insecure) jkkrs alike have always found a way to conclude Jkk aren't as close anymore or they broke up or some other bullshit. But what happens everytime Jikook resurface and we see them together again?

NOTHING HAS CHANGED!!!

Nothing ever changes with these 2! They come back closer, more in sync, happier, more in love and their relationship more established than ever. This happens every👏🏽damn👏🏽time👏🏽 Everytime!

Then the insecure jkkrs will be like "jkk is real" again.

And then we will go without content for a while and once again we are back here with the jkk aren't as close argument. Once again. It is an exhausting cycle that I refuse to be a part of.

You can try and nit pick various reasons as to why Jikook aren't in an established rlship, but I will chose to focus on reasons why they are definitely 130000000% in a relationship. Like the fact that they are enlisted together rn, the fact that they could have done AYS with other members but chose eo. Or the fact that Jimin wrote his name on JK's chest with sunscreen and I dont even want to imagine how he did that. What position they were in that would justify people calling them brothers 😂

You do you anon. I'mma just be over here enjoying Jimin promote the hell out of his favourite JK song.

Look at him so proud of his man 🥺🥺

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To be honest, the usage of "to be honest I'm a Jikooker" shtick is really getting old.

I was really thinking if to give this anon this platform, but seeing that they have already made the rounds in many Jikook blogs I felt like I had things I had to say that hadn't yet been said. This is more about me getting this off my chest than trying to convince someone that is clearly not interested in being convinced.

I will start by saying that reading this ask just had me searing.

We got the double whammy.

Both ignorant and disrespectful all in one.

First of all, seeing the level of ignorance and disrespect towards anyone who suffers or has suffered from mental health issues. To imply that someone in a long term relationship cannot go through depression and mental health issues and struggles or in other words to diminish from their struggles because they are in a loving relationship...

To say that a person in a loving long term relationship cannot feel alone while struggling with mental health issues is ignorant and disrespectful towards those that struggle with such issues.

Loving someone, being loved by someone, being confident in that love can all co-exist with dealing with mental health issues, including deep depression and even feeling alone. Because these are your issues, your demons, your struggles, your feelings. And even if your partner is loving and there right by your side and doing their best to help you, they aren't in your head, and that alone can make you feel ALONE, because no matter how much they try, they still can't full feel what you are feeling and understand what you are going through (they can understand but not UNDERSTAND, not fully).

These lyrics from Alone:

I've been thinking about what I'm doing Why is it only me? No, everyone's like that I'm pretending to be okay every time I'm so pathetic

I am also once again linking my latest post about Like Crazy to read again JM's words in his final comments during the MOTS ON:E online concert.

Let that sink in a minute.

And if we are mentioning the MOTS ON:E concert and JM's comments, ever think about these lyrics from Alone?

Everyone laughing at me, it makes me feel scared

Idk if you were around at the time, but JM was actually mocked for crying on the first night. Think about that for a second. Let it sink in. JM is breaking down at the end of the concert, after everything that was happening in 2020, being at his lowest, sharing his fears and hardship with Army, only to be laughed at, mocked for it. That can make you feel alone (as an artist, as someone that performing is your life, as someone that his life is to make his fans happy) having zero to do with being or not in a long term relationship with a loving partner.

Btw, this is the same concert that we KNOW Jikook were arriving to and leaving from rehearsals and the performances together. Same concert where we had that lovely hickey JK so proudly wore. This is the timeline Face is talking about. The pandemic. Face songs were written and done more or less by July 2022, you know. That's the time frame. Not 2023 where most of you "tbh I'm a jikooker" sowing doubt lovers thrive. This was THE time we had full on Jikook are together behaviour and hints from Jikook and the company as well (like the Black Swan choreo for Melon or the Dynamite holiday mix, not to mention yet again showing us that hickey).

You know, if anon would have actually read Like Crazy's lyrics and those original drafts you would understand that this is JM dealing with his demons using coping mechanisms he shares with us. And that he did that with that one person by his side trying to help him, pull him out, not succeeding because at that point in time JM wasn't there yet at that point where he is ready to accept that hand. So that other person is a bystander but at the same time one that is there as part of the coping mechanism as well. And one that is hurting almost as much seeing JM that way. Read what JM says in those lyrics that you love to hang on to so much. Really read it. Read the drafts to those lyrics as well. Listen to what he had to tell us about the songs. Same with Muse. Read the lyrics. Watch the content, listen to what JM had to tell us.

Idk what anon's relationship situation is, but I do know that I've been in a loving long term relationship for over 30 years. And I can assure you that there will still be those things that you don't fully share with your partner, for many reasons. You are still an individual within that partnership of two. But there are reasons at time you don't share, especially those dark feelings you struggle with at times. Some of the reasons you wouldn't share those feelings would be: Fear of how you would be perceived - (yes, even with the person you love and that loves you), shame (this is about you not the partner or how he will perceive you), fear of judgement, not wanting to burden your partner. It takes time for you to work through some of those before reaching out and asking for help. And through that you feel alone. It's all in your mind. Because there are those around you that love you and would lend you a hand if just asked to, but you just aren't ready for it just yet.

Another thing that bothered me very much was the way them being a queer closeted couple didn't even think to be put into you equations in any kind of way. 2 worldwide superstars in a closeted queer relationship. Even if they weren't you wouldn't expect JM to put it ALL out there for us to know, let alone when he has much to hide as is. You can't just ignore that when examining everything he told and showed us in Face and Muse. You just cannot ignore that there is much that he cannot tell us!! And as such, you have to read between the lines. Anon mocks those who claim JM to be straight singing "her" in the lyrics of Who. Why the pick and choose?

I'm also interested to know what part of the timeline of JM's solo work is anon basing "they cannot be in a long term relationship" about? I'm kind of lost here.

Is it when he was actually struggling mentally, which would be during the pandemic (2020-21)?

Was it when he was coming to terms with his feelings, working on them, working through them (that would be probably well into 2021 and early 2022)?

Is it when he decided to write the songs and worked on them, which would be around mid 2022, starting the process basically when they were in LV?

Was it after he wrote Face and before he started to write Muse?

Was it when he wrote Muse?

Please tell me when. Because at EVERY SINGLE POINT of that timeline JM and JK were together. As in loving-fucking-supporting each other together.

Time to talk about JM's work for just a sec. And I'm not going to get stuck into it (I've spoken much about this in my past posts), just a couple of things I have to say seeing you brought it up.

Face off not a breakup song!!

I find it funny how selective some fans hearing is when it comes to members content and things they say. JM outright told us Face off was about a friendship falling apart not a breakup. Just a couple of examples:

It's time to put that whole breakup story to rest.

And btw, JM also spoke about the issues he had with his friends group and how he had to cull his friends way back end of 2020 early 2021 (and we know just how important his friendships are to him). This was just another one of those things he struggled with.

Also, please go watch Muse original full content again or for the first time, and read what was said by Pdogg properly, because nothing of what you say is actually what they said. What they did say was that the album was conceptual not autobiographical, as opposed to Face. That is the starting point of it. Actually listen to your artist before you go make your rounds in Jikook accounts spouting your "tbh" unsubstantiated povs.

I find it funny seeing you say this: ..."some jikookers are pretty pick-and-choose about what they deem to be true to jimin's feelings and what isn't." All while you did the exact same thing.

I also have to say that I love - NOT - the gaslighting going on. Such an on trend tactic. Saying that it takes mental gymnastics to believe Jikook are in a long term relationship...laughable. what it does take is mental gymnastics and a whole lot of stupid not to see that those two are like an old married couple by this point. Again, they are a closeted queer couple. Two men. Two worldwide superstars. It's especially laughable coming on the aftermath of Are you sure?! I also love - NOT - the whole ""they have something special" BUT "it most definitley cannot be a queer long term relationship" based on lyrics that I don't even go beyond touching the surface of or lyrics to songs that aren't even representation of the artists actual life", all while ignoring interactions and actions of said artist with that other person, the latest said artist choosing to spend his 18 months of military service with that other person even when it meant a less favourable placement. 18 months together day in day out, including when on leave, including when said artist is busy talking to his fellow bandmate during his time off while on base. Just saying...

In all of this there is one thing I do agree with anon about, and that there was never a breakup. Not in 2020, not in 2021, not in 2023...oh the utter bullshit stories we got over those years can fill 20 or more fanfics with mostly the same narrative of JK the cold hearted fuck boy and JM the poor broken-hearted victim who was struggling with his mental health and ended up in hospital for reasons that were kept from us, lies told and actual operation scars manufactured to hide. That, my "you're not really a Jikooker" is what mental gymnastics looks like.

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You are me I am you

You know how sometimes when you are lying in bed just about to fall asleep and you have an idea or train of thoughts that leads to clarity of mind?

Well, a couple of nights back I had one of those epiphanies. I hurried to jot it down so I can come back here and put them to paper, so to speak (before forgetting them the next morning, which I surely would have).

So what's it all about, you may ask.

Well, I guess the header is a pretty good tell.

You are me I am you.

Or more so, how, for some reason, we seem to forget just how amazingly romantic that notion is, and what it truly means to JM and JK.

I will tell you where this train of thoughts started.

It started here:

I was thinking about Jikook in Sapporo, and this conversation came to mind.

Talking about how alike they are (following them doing the robot man simultaneously and telling us they watch the same content).

Yes, they don't do the You are me I am you in this instance, but I couldn't help think about it. This would be their You are me I am you on a more "we're one and the same" on a day to day basis kind of way.

And they are pretty much one and the same. So many similarities.

Is there any surprise they just FIT one another? One might think they were actually made for each other.

Their moles:

Their IQs

Thoughts, likes, habbits:

I don't even know how to describe this one:

Knowing each other through and through.

Knowing what the other thinks without words - a type of telepathy.

And:

When it comes to You are me I am you, they made it their own. Something that symbolizes them and their relationship.

Used it to express their feelings for one another publicly!!

Came by @haedalkoo 's post just today, kismet I guess, explaining the translation of JK's Tweet:

They have used it so much since JM's Serendipity. Many times doing so playfully.

All while claiming it as their own.

And perhaps because of that, I feel so many are either unaware or perhaps have forgotten over time the true meaning of You are me I am you, the deep romantic sentiment attached to it, and just how amazingly romantic those two are by claiming it as their own.

So, where does "You are me I am you" even come from?

Seeing that there are quite a few new Army and Jikookers around, I guess another short history lesson is required here. The origin story so to speak.

The line/saying originates from a 2016 song "You are me I am you" by Zico.

You are me, I am you I am you, you are me If our hearts are the same Two will become each other You are me I am you We make a pretty picture Who came up with the word “cringe”

There was talk about JK & JM using a reference to the song's MV wearing matching plasters during a Puma fansign in April 2016.

*Do I remind that this is way before JM's Serendipity came to pass?

JM saying he was given the band aid from JK (again, a reference to the song's MV).

What a coincidence...

I dare say this was not a coincidence, quite like JM tells us in Serendipity.

You know, the song that same exact line found it's way into....

Yes JM did not write the lyrics to Serendipity, but we have seen their writing process, we've heard from them and seen that the members have input and are consulted at times, especially when it's their solo songs. Remember JK's Begin? Such a personal song. So JK, right? Well, JK didn't write Begin. RM is credited though, just like he is for Serendipity. Does anyone doubt that JK had a input into the lyrics of Begin. I don't think so!!!

All this is no coincidence Just, just, by my feeling The whole world is different from yesterday Just, just, with your joy When you called me I became your flower As if we were waiting We bloom until we ache Maybe it's the providence of the universe It just had to be that You know, I know You are me, I am you

Serendipity is a love song.

One would say the ultimate love song.

Me being one of those.

Me also being one of those who say that JM took ownership over Serendipity making this his love ode to JK (and then came Letter...).

This was theirs.

And You are me I am you is theirs.

They even claimed copyright over it.

They were kidding.

Or were they?

Those two have been so friggin loud over the years with this.

JM and JK are the embodiment of You are me I am you. They took ownership over it and wore it ever so loud and proud.

They obviously had so much fun with it over the years.

And because they have been so loud about it and mostly in a playful manor, at times we forget the deep romantic meaning of it all.

But then you have those moments when it's clearly just for them, more intimate. It's quieter or softer or without realizing it's caught on camera, or embedded in their own lyrics with so much meaning or just so loud and emotional that it just hits you right in the face.

Those times when it's less about playfulness (you know, at times it can be romantic and playful too) and more about THEM.

The romantic undertone is just so so obvious.

This was done for no one but themselves!! Definitley not for us!!

Those moments where they remember where it came from and what it means to them.

The way JK's hand goes for JM's waist and then he moves to hold on so softly to JM's jacket.😭😭

The way the rest of the members move away, leaving them to themselves (a couple of them clearly thinking to themselves "get a bedroom").

They were both really caught up in the moment. And their embarrassment after it's over is a clear testimony to that.

I'm struggling with putting this into words... just how fucking romantic this was. Smiles on faces, teasing, flirting, giggling, and so damn romantic. And when you remember this comes on the coattail of TTU and the staging and lyrics change up...

I'm sorry. I'm just lost for words, hoping that you guys just see it, feel it. How can you not?

I can't end this without mentioning Like crazy as well.

JM may not have written Serendipity (although, again, I do believe You are me I am you has ALWAYS been theirs), but he certainly did write Like crazy.

Thinking again of how JM was struggling and what he was going through is heartbreaking. And JK's place in this song written by JM is so very loud. JM referring to another person that is with him is very loud. JM using the line "You are me I am you" in the song is very loud.

As for JK and his feelings for Like crazy, well I do think he has mixed feelings about that song. He loves loves loves SMF pt. 2. It's JM's catharsis song, his healing song, and JK is mad about it (not to mention the MV and just how damn sexy JM is there). But Like crazy, that one hits home for him. It's a reminder of hard times, emotional times, times that perhaps, just like JM tells us in the song, JM was hurting and wasn't allowing that other person with him, "the moon with you in its arms...forever you and I..." to save him:

This will break me This is gonna break me (Break me) No, don’t you wake me (Wake me) I wanna stay in this dream, don't save me Don't you try to save me (Save me) I need a way we (Way we) I need a way we can dream on (On, on, on)

JK was that bystander. Can you imagine that feeling of helpless, unable to pull JM out of the darkness?

And being reminded of that every time you hear the song.

JK's reaction here to JM playing Like crazy.

It's not about not loving the song. It's not about not loving JM or supporting his art. It's about the emotional baggage that comes with the song.

Try and remember the times we got to hear JM's songs during JK's lives. The one song that JK put off (in a sense) listening to on camera was Like crazy. First time he played it in one of his lives was when JM was on the show JK was watching and JM sang it in English!! Next time he listened to it was months after the song was released and after AYS CT (what they call season 1, lol) was shot. And even then, when he played it he did the whole comical intro and dance.

How did I get here from You are me I am you?

Good question.

Oh yes! JM's Like crazy, using You are me I am you in the lyrics, it being such a personal song and one that hits hard for JK as well. The romantic undertone to You are me I am you. That one person that JM is with and doesn't want to wake from the dream he's in with that person by his side (awaken to the reality of the pandemic and his emotional struggles).

JM and JK have told us and shown us oh so many times they are "You are me I am you".

The personification of "You are me I am you"!!

How do people still not see this????

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Are you sure?! Sapporo - Episode 8

I know.

I know it's been a bit and a half.

I know it's taken me time to come here and talk about the last episode.

I've been digesting, totally in the feels, and trying to recover.

The photobook, JM's little piece of information regarding his whereabouts night before Jeju and the pic. OMG, that JK marked by JM pic. The more you think about it the crazier it gets. That they actually did that and that the photo made it's way into the book (not to mention us knowing that JM has that pic he took of JK on his phone). All quite a distraction from me working through my thoughts about the episode. A welcomed distraction, but a distraction none the less.

This last episode we got of their Sapporo trip was an emotional rollercoaster. Not only for JK and JM. The level of Joy on the one hand. Seeing them so very happy. And them allowing us to see even more of them and their happiness. Like JM said:

Thinking again about what he said here... and then going back to this:

Yeah, I know he was talking about their Sapporo trip, but you know that this isn't the first time we saw JM wanting to claim his territory.

I know I don't have to point out where JM was pointing where he was going to be writing "Jimin", right?

So, this too is something JM does at home? Just a thought, lol.

And then those two just had to kill me. I know they were both pensive and sad it was all coming to an end, but JM crying, that just devastated me (because It's JM, and JM struggles so with showing himself so vulnerable).

So yes, it has taken me a second to get my wits together and come back and talk a bit with you about what we had in Episode 8.

When I finished watching the episode for the first time I couldn't help but think:

It's the end of the world as we know it...

Well, not really, because we knew it pretty well, but for those that didn't (or wouldn't see it, or denied it, or lived in a delusion that it wasn't happening) it sure is changed.

And then we get JM and JK just crushing down all those TKK rickety houses of cards (see what I did there?) with the photobook. Absolutely priceless!!

Are you sure?! Episode 8

Filled with romance and sentiment and so much feels. Couplie feels.

This episode, is the one, out of all those it followed, to cement for us, the spectators (all spectators, not only Jikookers), that these two are... drumroll... a REAL LIFE long term ever so loving couple.

No huge ear sucking, hickey showing or sunscreen claiming moments. And yet, this episode differs so much from the ones that came before because the whole aura of it was so heavy in "if it looks like a duck and quack like a duck then it's a fucking couple you idiots, just open your eyes".

This is JM and JK just being themselves albeit Sapporo Jikook are innately different due to timing and place - Japan and last trip before enlistment made this so much MORE for the two of them, and we most definitley saw just how much so at the end of this episode.

But this is also the editors doing, with the company's ok, of course, allowing us to see so much MORE. I do believe, that just like with the hickey finding it's way into memories 2020, this episode, the editing of it, was a conscious decision of both Jikook and the company. Jikook being themselves and allowing us to see more of it. More of them. I can assure you there is much we did not get to see, just like there was much we did not see from the previous trips and episodes, but we were allowed to see MORE in episode 8.

And again, it's not about seeing sus moments, because we definitely got a few of those in this episode. We had some in previous episodes as well.

It's about the MOOD.

it's about the editing allowing for more private moments (emotionally private, couplie private, not necessarily what people love to see or think would be the most suspicious ones, the more obvious ones with sexual innuendos), moments that I am sure happened in the other two destinations as well but were edited out.

But there were still things we weren't allowed to see.

Like when a crying JM goes to wake up JK in the morning.

Too personal. Too emotional. Too private.

Beyond the MORE, it was just TOO MUCH.

And yet we did get Jikook just being themselves and us getting to see it. Jikook just BEING. And it was beautiful. It was emotional. It was intimate. It was so very special.

We got to see them react to the first episode of the show. And although this most definitely wouldn't be the first time we got to see them sit down and watch and react to BTS content, that was always within the context of BTS content and with the other members. I can think of one time we got to see them watching their own interactions during the Black Swan shoot.

But even that had them sitting apart and the whole group present.

This was intimate. Just the two with only a red pillow between them (which I am 100% they put there to remind themselves of where, when and what they are doing). JK holding on to that pillow, to prevent hands from straying? I guess it kept them at bay... at times...

So yes. We see JK and JM (oh boy JM) definitely in the feels. And the different editing. Allowing us to see and feel their intimacy.

And with all that, the whole intimate aura surrounding that whole episode we got some cute and some more obvious moments (those moments you can point your finger at and say "there you go", unlike a feeling you get from just watching the two BEING).

We got so so much in this episode.

We got their usual playful flirting.

One example of many:

I mean, really???

The facial expression while saying it, and the mostly lack of reaction from JM as well. No flinching, no "you shouldn't say stuff like that", nope... just this:

This, to me, is not stressing about JK saying this to him but more about it being said for us to hear.

And I'm sorry, but whichever way you look at it, this is not the reaction you would get from a bro who was just told by his bro to strip.

We got more flirting in the car, at the convenience store, at the accommodations, in the hot tub as well. I will get to it all, don't worry, lol.

We got the touchy.

We also have the full combo of flirty playful and touchy:

We got JM telling us 3 times he was taking and took a boyfriend pic.

We got them calling each other pet names.

We got JM talking about his butt and JK's familiarity with it...

We got JK showing off his BF privileges.

We got JK trying to uplift JM's mood.

We got JK telling us all these trips with JM have been the best of his life,

and:

We got JK totally lost, gazing all stary eyed at JM.

Fuck, that was so beautiful!!

I want to go back a second to the clip I shared - what the absolute perfect ending to an absolutely wonderful show. And that little surprise at the end.

Even watching it again now I'm balling my eyes out.

JM rubbing his shaved head... I can't...

😭😭

The one thing that gives me strength is knowing that they are there TOGETHER!!!

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I am lost for words...

Or am I?

Yes.

That is JM's name written there on JK's chest.

Am I the only one wondering who actually wrote that on his chest? Who took that sunscreen and with their fingers, like a brush stroke, drew that on his bare chest? Was it JK himself or the man bearing the name?

This time with sun screen. In the future who knows...

But wait, he already has JM tattooed on him.

We also had this:

Dare I say that this time JM's name is literally written on JK's bare chest. You think JK is trying to tell us something?

In any case, I guess this is cementing once and for all that those chesties are indeed JM's besties...

Or, you could go with same vibe as this:

Either way, they are made for each other!!!

*p.s. - Can't help but wonder how long he had that on there, and if by some slim chance he ended up with a tan mark with JM's name (well, around JM's name)...

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This needs a little more attention

I was in a bit of a hurry to post last night, giddy and all.

You get it.

Jikook Karma being a bitch and all was too big of an opportunity to pass by.

Yes, I can be a pety bitch at times. 100% proud of it when it comes to rubbing it in the faces of those that know nothing but hate in their hearts.

Anyway, I wanted to add a little bit more just to give a little more clarity to it all.

You know, frame it in a lovely golden Jikook frame.

So yeah, JM basically confirms that he spent the night of the 25th September 2023 with JK. Him confirming they spent this night together adds up to so many more times we either know for a fact, from them, that they spent the night together (we got that for the night of the #1 Billboards for Dynamite, for example) or conclusions we come to from thing they do, show or tell us, even if it's not directly said (like their 4 am Chuseok message in 2020 or the ease with which JK was ready to get his toiletries together to go to JM's for a shower and a live).

So, JK returns from NY that day, 25 September 2023, and look who was in a hurry to get home upon arrival.

I guess there was someone he wanted to see, someone he wanted to cook for.

Someone he wanted to spend the night together with, AWAKE, even though he got zero sleep while on the flight back from NY.

Someone he indeed followed to spend that night with - not getting any sleep!!!

Someone he was going to be spending the next 3 days together with on what was supposed to be a trip just for the two of them in one of their favorite places.

Someone he was thinking about when he was in NY trying out food and thinking about how he will be cooking it for him,

following that by having the ingredients for said dish there in Jeju and cooking it for said person.

The person that is used to JK cooking for him...

The person that loves JK's cooking and appreciates it so much.

The person that he was meant to go on that trip with exclusively, before it became a trip for three.

Well more so a trip for 2 plus one.

One who they made sure to constantly remind he was a third wheel to their trip, their show!!!

We knew that JM and JK spend whatever free time they have together. With or without letting us know this (when they do tell us it's usually months later). And those who didn't know or didn't accept that until now, especially in 2023, well, I do hope this has all been somewhat of a wakeup call for them - as if enlisting together was not enough to clear that one up!!!

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Karma is a biatch

Guess what?

Oopsy...

JM happened to spend the night at JK's before they left for Jeju.

You know, JK returning to Korea that same day... before they left for Jeju.

And yes, now we also get confirmation that they spend nights at each other's.

Not that we didn't know this was happening.

Of course JM knew. He was right there with him!!!

And btw, JK didn't sleep on the flight and didn't sleep at night and I wonder who else didn't sleep right next to him...

Not that JK didn't tell us (well, not us, more so JM) that he'll just gather his toiletries and come over to shower at his.

Cause that's just something those two do. You know, when you're used to stay over at each other's.

So yes.

Karma is indeed a bitatch!!!

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