#idk – @kaleb-is-definitely-sane on Tumblr

recently when im tempted to say 'i'm gonna kill myself' i try to correct it into saying "im gonna walk into the river and become a trout" or some other form of that. this is my new thing

molabuddy

btw this has graduated into me just saying "the trout population will be affected" and then not elaborating

#poetry inspiration #??#idk #i'll make something happen lol

kaleb-is-definitely-sane

Noticing: stuff is hilarious when you're sad. My mom just made a random offhand comment and i burst out laughing. Idk. There's just something to that. Your body needs a response so badly. Sometimes you get angry at the wrong person. Sometimes you cry at nothing. Sometimes you laugh at something that wasn't even funny. But your body needs an outlet

#idk #just meditating

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trashmeowcan

shinchansbitch

In another universe I'm the perfect daughter

#I probs would make a better daughter than son #idk #something to meditate on

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eesirachs

jesus plans his death, but he does not plan the meal after his death. he knows that he will die. he knows also that he will need to eat after he dies--you don't resurrect without an empty stomach. and yet, he never announces a plan to re-turn to the table. instead, he wanders on roads until he finds people with food at home. god dies loudly, and then quietly and joyfully follows you home to share a meal. i am tying to tell you that pain and company are both promised, in this life. but you must let the latter sustain you. you must allow yourself to endure in hope and expectation and wonder about when god will come to you hungry. you must remember the fact that a few days after you watch god die, he might very well show up to your house, pull out the kitchen chair, ask what's for dinner

#poetry inspiration #idk #i just like this #thinking about post resurrection jesus #especially how food is so clearly a priority for him lol

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generalenemybluebird

lilislegacy

Okay, I’ve been thinking about something lately

All the time I see people make statements about Percy that start with “Percy would never…”

Some examples I’ve seen: “percy would never kill someone/something in front of his mom” “percy would never yell at someone he loves” “percy would never get drunk” “percy would never let his child go to camp-half blood”

Now if you passionately believe one of those, hear me out. I’m not necessarily saying I disagree!

I’m saying… who would have ever thought Percy would torture a goddess and choke her on her own poison? And…. enjoy doing it? If someone had said that on tumblr pre-HoH, every single comment and reblog would have been “PERCY WOULD NEVER!!” I mean, who would have thought Percy would do a million things he’s done? He’s done some very not so ‘silly little guy’ stuff. He is an extremely complex character. In his own head and to some people, he’s sweet and fun and silly, but to many people he’s reckless and scary and dangerous. Some people see him as someone who’s very gentle and relaxed, but some people see him as someone who’s quick to get very angry and cause destruction. And the truth is, he’s all of it. It depends on his mood. Consistency does not apply to him in many aspects. He has consistent traits, like loyalty, humor, and bravery, but his actual actions and reactions are NOT consistent. I understand why we think Percy would never do certain things. We think we know based off of his past and his history with his mom, or with Gabe, or with Luke. And I’m not saying I think he would do those things, but unless he specifically states it, we can NOT, ever, infer what Percy Jackson might or might not do.