semi-hiatus

thanks for tagging me grace !! @mareshes <3

name/nickname: cindy

gender: female

star sign: capricorn

height: 5′6″

birthday: january 15

time: 5:30 pm

favorite bands: one direction, (also 5sos)

favorite solo artists: niall horan, louis tomlinson (i think you see a pattern here)

song stuck in my head: fly away by 5sos

last movie: the princess switch 2

last show: avatar: the last airbender

when did i create this blog: sept 2017 i think

what do i post: lit edits, featuring old fanfic by me but don’t read anything but my atla fic thanks

last thing googled: i think i googled loveyoshelf aka lauren’s blog but i honestly don’t remember

other blogs: @herondalelucies my writeblr

do i get asks: no and i don’t really want them so its okay

why i chose my url: tatsumi from shadow of the fox <3

following: that’s a good question i’m too lazy to check

followers: 1339 i think

average hours of sleep: 9 hours

lucky number: 3?

instruments: used to know the viola and piano when i was in fifth grade-

what am i wearing: sweatpants, hoodie, jacket bc i’m cold

dream job: author!

dream trip: somewhere pretty in nature, japan

favorite food: um. spaghetti? or maybe mac and cheese not sure

nationality: american

favorite song: still by niall horan

last book read: the dragon warrior by katie zhao (and cemetery boys by aiden thomas)

top three fictional universes i’d like to live in: atla, some cdrama so i can wear hanfu, and sotf???? want to go meet yumeko

tagging: @sunchosens @alexclaremontdlaz @junliette @linhiko @lnhcnder <3 no pressure of course !!

i totally didn’t get @wrenhal to tag me but like shhhh thanks cossette hehe <3

i was tagged to share my favorite books of 2020! this isn’t in any particular order and lowkey i can’t actually remember which books i read this yr vs last yr so,, this is my best approximation. (if you want to read one of them you can dm me and i can do my best to give you a list of trigger warnings!)

tagging: @enclavers @mareshes @yanxi and anyone else who wants to do it!! i suddenly blanked on everyone’s names so like if you see this i tag you :blurryeyes:

tagged by @daywing !! <3 you grace c: this looks fun hehe

nickname - cindy (is this meant to be like, a nickname nickname, or just my name O::: )

zodiac - capricorn (of if we wanna be chinese, dragon)

height - 5′6′’

hogwarts house - ravenclaw

last thing I googled - i lowkey think it was niall horan’s girlfriend lmao but before that was a sense of the infinite by hilary t. smith (to make sure i knew the author) (in my defense, i googled that bc i was watching the moral of the story video of them on james corden and it came up in the comments...i don’t stalk ppl or religiously look for their information :O)

song stuck in my head - moral of the story by ashe ft. niall horan

number of followers - 1302 

amount of sleep - 8 hours ish? sometimes 9 

lucky number(s) - bold of you to assume i’m lucky, but i like 3

dream job - author

wearing - sweater, sweatpants

favorite animal - cat :)

when I made this account - uM i think 2017? fall of 2017? that’s the date of my first fanfic which is around when i made the account

why I made this account - i came from fanfic writing for something else and was just reading like tog/acotar so i wrote fanfic and joined then -> joined faenet and made edits and now we can’t go back my dude

favorite song - still by niall horan

favorite instrument - to play? or to listen to? i don’t have an answer either way but yknow

aesthetic - pastel colors, cardigans, chill breeze, falling leaves, flowers blooming, vanilla, books, i’m not good at aesthetics :)))))

favorite author - marie lu

favorite book - SHADOW OF THE FOX BY JULIE KAGAWA

favorite movie - i don’t watch movies,, i really liked the aladdin remake

favorite animal noise - um,, cats meowing i guess 

random - i’m growing old :pensive: when did that happen

tagging @alexclaremontdlaz @sunchosens @parrishes and anyone else who wants to do it c: (no pressure to yall if you don’t want to either owo)

thanks for the tag, anniek @nymphs !! <3

tagging @calipha @sunchosens @zofias @suyins @daywing c: and anyone else who wants to do it !! (also no pressure to you guys <3)

i’m here to fill out the americanized quiz as sut pointed out @yanxi​ love you <3 thanks for tagging me so i didn’t have to block you c:

what is the colour of your hairbrush? orange

name a food you never eat. any meat bc i’m vegetarian thanks

are you typically too warm or too cold? too cold-- this is contradictory to what the weather is...

what were you doing 45 mins ago? watching tv

what’s your favourite candy bar? kitkat?

have you ever been to a professional sports game? does university football count

what is the last thing you said out loud? something about how my former suitemate doesn’t like her current roommates bc they’re messy and inconsiderate

what is your favourite ice cream? cookies and cream (is it creme?)

what was the last thing you had to drink? water

do you like your wallet? i guess

what is the last thing you ate? idk how to describe what i’m currently eating so we’ll go with lays

did you buy any new clothes last weekend? no

what’s the last sporting event you watched? bold of you to assume i watch sports

what is your favourite flavour of popcorn? popcorn? uh the chicago style one lmao or lowkey cheese powder

who is the last person you sent a text message to? i was gon say sut but i think it was my suitemate

ever been camping? i think the school trip in 7th grade counted as camping we were in tents (mine couldn’t close :))))))

do you take vitamins? no

do you regularly attend a place of worship? yeah i usually do but yknow covid

do you have a tan? yessir

do you prefer Chinese or pizza? chinese

do you drink your soda through a straw? i also don’t drink soda, but i guess not

what colour socks do you usually wear? white

do you ever drive above the speed limit? everyone in california does

what terrifies you? a lot of things,,, failure

look to your left, what do you see? a couch

what chore do you hate most? i hate all my chores

what do you think of when you hear an Australian accent? water

what’s your favourite soda? idk they’re all kinda the same to me 

do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? i don’t eat fast food thanks, but we usually walk in

what’s your favourite number? 3

who’s the last person you talked to? my mom

favourite meat? veggie paddies tho

last song you listened to? probably wonder by shawn mendes

last book you read? skyhunter by marie lu!!!! read it!!!!!

favourite day of the week? friday (sut who the heck likes monday)

can you say the alphabet backwards?  with enough effort maybe

how do you like your coffee? i don’t drink coffee but i used to try the frappuccinos <- however you spell

favourite pair of shoes? my walking shoes.....

time you normally get up? 9 am

what do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? sunrises but i’m never awake for them

how many blankets on your bed? depends on the season (1 for hot weather, 2 for cold)

describe your kitchen plates. sut i’m dead from your answer LOL dude they’re plates,,, like white, normal looking plates, no they’re not china :)

describe your kitchen at the moment. where you cook the food

do you have a favourite alcoholic drink? don’t drink alcohol

do you play cards? do you mean gamble? i play cards when i’m bored yeah, no gambling tho

what colour is your car? bold of you to assume we can afford a car for me

can you change a tire? bruh no

your favourite state? california sleeping

favourite job you’ve had? i’ve only had one job so i guess the ticket office at my university lmao

this was fun, tagging: @parrishes @poppyswars @rawlins @chenkitays @lnhcnder and anyone else who wants to do it !! (no pressure of course) <3

things that made me happy in 2020 — thanks for the tag grace !! @daywing <3 

tagging @junciparis @montagov @bronson @acotars @sunchosens @chenkitays and anyone else who wants to do it !! (no pressure of course hehe)

tagged by @yanxi​ <3 you

honey and lemon or milk and sugar // musicals or plays // lemonade or iced tea // strawberries or raspberries // winter or summer // beaches or forests // diners or cafés // unicorns or dragons // gemstones or crystals // hummingbirds or owls // fireworks or sparklers // brunch or happy hour // sweet or sour // rome or amsterdam // classic art or modern art // sushi or ramen // sun or moon // polka dots or stripes // macaroons or croissants // glitter or matte // aquariums or planetariums // road trip or camping trip // colouring books or water colour // fairy lights or candles

tagging whoever wants to do it owo if you see this i tag you!

tagged by @sunchosens love ya hazel !! <3

hardcover or paperback / rent or buy / reads in silence or reads with music / standalone or series / annotations or pristine pages / ebook or physical copy / dog ears or bookmarks / mismatched series or complete set / cover matters or you don’t judge / lend books or keep them to yourself / enjoys lit classes or despises them / browses shops or orders online / reads reviews or goes in blind / unreturned books or clean library record / rereads or once was enough / fanfic enthusiast or a stickler for canon / deep reader or easily distracted / must read the book before seeing the movie or order doesn’t matter / has neat bookshelves or messy bookshelves / skips ahead or resists temptation / reads aloud or in your head / guesses plot twists or never sees them coming.

tagging @junciparis @daywing @yanxi @strangethedreamers @lnhcnder @chenkitays and anyone else who wants to do it !!

rules: bold what applies, italicize what sometimes applies. repost, don’t reblog. 

tagged by @jessaminelovelaces thanks leigh! <3

i. 𝐃𝐑𝐀𝐂𝐔𝐋𝐀 . cold to the touch. flickering candles. cold breath upon your neck. billowing white gowns. midnight strolls. pearl trimmed bands. indulging in your deepest desires. the fall from grace. the fear of outsiders. bloodstained sheets. dark imaginations. something lurking in the shadows. the urge to run away. glowing eyes in the darkness. the scent of garlic. preying on the weak. the power to both bring and take life.

ii. 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐈𝐂𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐃𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐀𝐍 𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐘 . old bookshelves. kisses on the hand. a devotion to the finer things in life. prizing youth and beauty above all. paying the ultimate price. the pursuit of pleasure. blood red sins painted over in white snow. a drug-induced stupor. breaking the heart of the one you love. losing what’s left of your humanity.

iii. 𝐅𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐈𝐍 . frantic sketches. the stench of something rotten. unorthodox beliefs. a scream from the woods. candles burning out. dangerous knowledge. contemplating existence. the crunch of leaves. the chill of winter in your bones. dark ambitions. prometheus reborn. the contrast between life and death.

iv. 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐓 𝐎𝐅 𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐄 𝐂𝐑𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐎 . false accusations. taking justice into your own hands. divine justice. elaborate schemes. playing upon others’ weaknesses. the solitude of the ocean. an ever-changing identity. dissatisfaction in your life. an alienation from humanity. escaping from prison.

i have learned that i am none of these things

tagging @gracethalia @spinthedawns @zofias @chenkitays @lnhcnder and anyone else who wants to do it! 

@acotars challenged me to post four favorite panels from my recent edits, so here they are ! <3 you kate c:

my recent edits excerpt for the spin the dawn one were mostly minimal slapping on psds/text edits but owo

tagging @cortland @thepoppywars @abraxos @spinthedawns and anyone else who wants to do this c:

this or that fandom tropes

tagged by: @foxholes ty ty maira <3

slowburn or love at first sight // fake dating or secret dating // enemies to lovers or best friends to lovers // oh no there’s only one bed or long-distance correspondence // hurt/comfort or amnesia // fantasy au or modern au // mutual pining or domestic bliss // smut or fluff // canon-compliant or fix-it // reincarnation or character death // one-shot or multi chapters // kid fic or road trip fic // arranged marriage or accidental marriage // high school romance or middle aged romance // time travel or isolated together // neighbours or roommates // sci-fi au or magic au // body swap or genderbend // angst or crack // apocalyptic or mundane

tagging @gracethalia @zofias @sunchosens @honeywharf and anyone else who wants to do it !! 

bold the options that resonate with you

ty for the tag @honeywharf ! <3 you ellie c:

[SOFT.] baby pink | iridescent | glitter is always a good option | no bra | minimalistic tattoos | cherry patterns | sweet scented perfumes | wearing generous amounts of blush | doodling hearts | getting excited to pet an animal | fun nails | rewatching old barbie movies | hair sticking to glossed lips | heart shaped sunglasses | taking pictures of the sunset or sunrise | stuffed animals | protecting nature | stickers everywhere | teen movies | the light rain that falls from a clear sky at the beginning of the night |

[DARK ACADEMIA.] neutral tones | masculine outfits | studying languages | worn down copy of books | grey skies | turtleneck sweaters | loose fitting pants | hair tied with a silk ribbon | trying to remember a cool difficult word you read somewhere to use in a convo | thick belts | minimal makeup | windows fogged by rain | vintage jewelry | blouses with cuffed sleeves | reading a murder mystery and trying to solve it | oxford style shoes | sweater vests | subtitled old movies in a language you don’t speak | leaves crackling as you walk | annotating books to express your emotions about the story |

[EDGY.] closet full of dark clothes | fishnet tights | makeup sweating off | neon signs | searching for unknown songs | chokers | band tees | doodling on old converses | finding smoking aesthetically pleasing but not doing it | weird humor | accidentally very dramatic | dim lights | layered outfits | chain belts | chipped nail polish | messy hair | low quality pics | piercings | combat boots | scribbling on desks |

[70s.] colorful wardrobe | doodling flowers | wearing short shorts | using a bikini top or bra as a normal top | listening to ABBA | flowers in your hair | DIYing everything | jamming to songs alone in your room | drunkenly telling your friends you love them | patterned bandanas | mid heeled shoes | messy braids | flared sleeves | walking barefoot on grass or sand | bold sunglasses | the good kind of tired you get after doing something you enjoy for hours | feeding stray animals | fun patterned socks | room decorated with succulents and other plants | likes to go roller skating or skateboarding |

[PREPPY CASUAL.] collared clothes | drinking juice out of a champagne glass | getting excited to see the met gala looks | thick headbands | small pastel cardigans | making your friends take your ootd pics | plaid mini skirts | tweed two pieces | watching reality tv to pass time | frilly tops | watching old hollywood movies | academically driven | long manicured nails | new year’s eve fireworks | colourful tights | layered golden jewelry | yearns for luxury brand items | decorating your room with fairylights | cursive and neat handwriting | lace details

i’m like not any of these aesthetics o:

tagging @gracethalia @sunchosens @spinthedawns @lucieherodale @parrishes and anyone else who wants to do it !!

thanks for tagging me maira @foxholes​ <3

stars or clouds / tony stark or steve rogers / buzzfeed unsolved or buzzfeed worth it / lavender or rose / chocolate or vanilla / latte or americano / police procedural shows or hospital shows / fast zombies or slow zombies / modern films or classic films / musicals or plays / hamilton or in the heights / blue lightsaber or green lightsaber / hats or headbands / queen or elton john / multicolored lights or white lights / pastels or neons / flowers or succulents / log cabin or hotel / sprinkles or cookie crumbs / ghosts or aliens / single book or book series / brunch or dinner / snow or leaves / jean jacket or leather jacket / tea cup or mug / galaxies or constellations

tagging whoever wants to do it lol i’m lazy today

i was tagged by @nazyalensky <3 thanks franzi!

tagging @gracethalia @honeywharf @posideon @anaabeth @wisesgirl @pjatos @rochesters @nessians and anyone else who wants to do it!

BEFORE AND AFTER EDITING

tagged by @lucieherodale @thorne and @kuweisyulbos to show the base pic and after results c: ty <3

uhhh was gonna show some like the ari and dante one but i don’t save a lot of the pics i use so i couldn’t find it LOL (this is really me just saying i developed a habit for tediously cutting things out...)

tagging: @nessians @adriata @cortland @alexclaremontdlaz and anyone else who wants to do it! 

tagged by: @parrishes i loves you michelle <3

artist/band: one direction (but really what other artist would i pick??)

what’s your gender? girl almighty

how are you feeling? no control alive

if you could go anywhere: ...if i could fly

favourite mode of transportation: iF i cOuLd fLy (walking in the wind)

your best friend: hey angel

favourite time of the day: moments (1d really said let’s only have morning/middle of the night song titles)

if your life was a tv show: they don’t know about us (wish it could be better than words,,,)

relationship status: ...where do broken hearts go

tagging @alexclaremontdlaz @tybtkr @thorne @folkoftheair @zoyagenya @rochesters and anyone who wants to do it!! 

rules put your playlist on shuffle and write your favourite lyrics from the first 10 songs tagged by @nazyalensky​ ty hehe <3

the fact that still didn’t come up made me sad but if you’ve heard me talk about it you’ll already know my fave lyrics of that song HAHA

tagging: @alexclaremontdlaz @honeywharf @obsidios @lucieherodale @parrishes @nessians and anyone else who wants to do this !! <3