Lord Lucifer please! :3
LUCIFER !!!
♡ . when He usually shows up for me 🪽
⑅ when i'm applying eyeliner for some reason ( always do a more even and sharp wing whenever He's around ! ) , when i'm applying perfume , when i muster the courage to speak my own opposing opinions , when i'm learning about ancient rebellions in history that have been buried , and when i'm eating apples !
♡ . what He is like for me 🪽
⑅ He is like a mentor for me , in a sense , but more stern than to what i'm used to . truly , it's a very nice change of pace !! He does not sugar coat things for me , He tells me how it is . He tells me what i need to hear , regardless of if i want to hear it or not . He will show me the path i need to take , but He will not hold my hand through it , because He sees the strength in me and believes in me . He wants me to figure it out for myself , even if He gives small hints here and there !
♡ . how much i have bonded with Him 🪽
⑅ i feel surprisingly close to Him even if i haven't worshipped Him for long ! i've felt connected to Him my entire life , i always felt drawn to imagery and stories of the devil and the Morningstar ( hell (( no pun intended )) , all of my fixations have some sort of relation to devils ) . in a way , i feel like He's always been here even if i didn't notice it at first . that's why even if i haven't worshipped Him for long , i feel like we have a strong bond regardless !
♡ . the most shocking thing about Him 🪽
⑅ the fact that He reached out to me first ?! like i've always felt so drawn to Him so i expected i'd be the one to reach out first but apparently not !
♡ . the least shocking thing about Him 🪽
⑅ the fact that He's one of my soul parents . the moment i found out about soul parents , the first deity to come to mind was Lucifer . with how connected i've felt to Him my entire life , along with my general nature and interests , it made a lot of sense !!
♡ . my opinion about Him 🪽
⑅ i've always loved everything He represents and everything He stands for , He is such a role model to me !! He helps me so much with religious trauma and forging a path for myself , and i'm beyond grateful for His presence in my life . Ave Lucifer !!