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yeah im good the light has left my world though
it's okay though i'll make peace with the dark until it's back
kafkasgirlhood reblogged
Sometimes deity work can feel so mystical and it can be something amazing and so powerful that it’s practically baffling… and sometimes it’s Loki screaming in your ear to get chocolate milk that morning
sometimes doing deity readings is me sitting with apollo's candle to the right of me and erebos's candle to the left of me so that i am protected by both darkness and light , with a citrine to my front and a clear quartz to my back , with meditative music on and the lights dimmed , prayers falling from my lips to invite the deities into my space.
and sometimes it's me going "ah, screw it" and playing ho ho ho by teya+salena to bring in dionysos and hermes for a reading and it works immediately.
sometimes i try to get erebos's attention the way i normally do with other deities but then i remember that all i need to do is find a dark corner or turn off the lights
thank you erebos for reminding me that my house is flammable before i did something stupid
me listening to erebos' playlist: if you wanna add any song you can ^_^
*the ballad of jane doe immediately starts playing (wasn't in the playlist)*
me:
erebos:
me: ok makes sense
constructing my e-offering to erebos and i've quickly realised that simply “darkcore” and “goblincore” don't capture his presence and energy to me. so what do i do instead?
lovecraftian art, baby.
me: omg omg omg i'm so happy about this i should make a post about it on tu—
insert the most sudden “No.” from erebos
sometimes erebos sends spiders at me randomly , and it's lowkey so comforting to see a spider on me every few days or so . like a little hi i'm still here , you're doing great .
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the hermes soul child in me vs the erebos worshipper in me
Source: instagram.com
me nowadays every time i feel sad or close to crying: *crawls completely under pitch black comforter in full darkness* hi erebos
#felt overstimulated and close to a panic attack#and it helped a lot#though obviously#it helped because of the lack of light and noise#not fully because of erebos or anything#but even when im not overstimulated or panicky#it comforts me a lot#and hes showed up every time so far#because obviously he IS the darkness#⑅ ˚ erebos ♡ ⁺#⑅ ˚ hellenic polytheist things ♡ ⁺#erebus#erebos#helpol
erebos was with me. when i was a child, watching youtube videos alone in a dark room, wishing i had a friend to watch them with.
erebos was with me. when i tried to sing myself to sleep through tears, the night my ex cheated and i'd sworn i never felt so unlovable.
erebos was with me. when i sobbed uncontrollably, the night i had to leave my cat behind in a country i no longer live in.
erebos was with me. when i realised from a young age that if the dark could hide monsters, it could hide me from them too.
learning more and more that my primary method of giving offerings is offering my time and energy and showing devotion via singing
it makes me feel better AND i love doing it. i just got done singing for erebos and i feel so light and i feel like he enjoyed it as much as i did
any erebos devotees / worshippers please interact !!!! i'm starting out with erebos worship and it would be great to know others that hold devotion to him !!!!!