The name's Just Commander

Hey soldiers, Commander speaking here,

I want to say a couple of words for all of the Americans that follow me, but even others can still hear me out because it's important and it's something that goes beyond geopolitical borders.

But first of all, if you voted for that abomination that promotes hate, LEAVE my headquarters right now. Or if you agree with his ideas really. Leave. Here, Let me say it loud and clear again.

IF YOU VOTED FOR TRUMP, STOP FOLLOWING ME.

Now. I know the situation looks bad, I know it does. However, know that I love you and I'm sorry for what you will have to deal with for the next 4 years, I know this looks like the worst thing that could have happened. I know that many are scared. But this commander was taught a lesson by one of you and now I'll share it with the rest of you guys.

Sometimes you can't help but feel powerless when simply EXISTING seems to be a crime, according to the government you have to put up with. Someone decided you shouldn't exist even if you don't hurt anyone and never chose to be who you are. And all you can do to fight back against such injustice is simply existing. Keep on existing. Keep breathing and resisting, because the one who decided you shouldn't be here, is someone who thinks they can get rid of you from the distance, through fear. But if you keep existing, they'll be losing the fight, no matter what they say. Because you still exist.

Keep fighting, protest, let your voice be heard and don't give up. Wherever you are, not just in the USA, fight back. Let your voice be heard or simply just keep being who you are. And don't give up because by not surrendering, by living and breathing and existing, you are already fighting back. A little ant that fights back, weak perhaps, but you are there.

You are worth being loved. You never chose to be who you are, you're not hurting anyone, so love yourself because you deserve it.

I'll end this here before I'll start to bore you with my monolgues. But again, you know your commander is a bit silly, but I love you. I know you can make it.

Over and out.

Okay, I understand the previous 9 times I could have been just imagining things, but this is the 10th time I see I should have a message in my ask box and then there's nothing.

It's not really the 10th time, but I never counted how many times it happened. So uh, if anyone sent me something in the ask box, sorry but my ask box was a mimic apparently in that moment.

Okay but I've no idea if other Pokemon Generations pulled something like this again since I lost faith in Game freak, but if I hear another living creature talking about how only Gen one used to bring up mature stuff like death and shit and next gens became more child-like and nothing will be as mature as gen one and gen four is boring and all

I remind ya'll Gen four gave us a fucking villain that can and will kill you, your mentor and a whole fucking cargo ship full of pokemon if you don't hurry up and find a way to prevent everyone from drowning. And his own men too if they don't know how to swim. You literally fucking die. Game over you're dead, you drowned, you and everyone in the list above.

Also in the anime there's a massive slaughter of villains kindly offered by Mesprit and Uxie proving once again after Mewtwo that you shouldn't fucking fuck with legendaries or they will kill you.

My favorite meme?

There's many memes I like. But for now... I'll say the first one that popped into my head. Which happens to be the woman yelling @ cat meme. Dunno it really just popped into my head as my favorite. So that's it, that's my favorite. At least for today.

He's not exactly my oc. But I played him. It's complicated. A person I met over 10 years ago played him and then handed him to me, that's when I started to play him.

He was… a monster. I played him back when I couldn't even speak proper English. It was weird. He was that one character people wished to have in the group role to make things interesting but nobody ever played. He was… dangerous. In many cases, the worst person who stepped into the room.

The context was... well what can I say…? It was Amnesia. The game. But ugh... it wasn't just Amnesia. It was more bound to a specific side of that fandom. That somehow gradually also melted back into the original Amnesia. Fusing together. Basically he was one of the bad guys. Most likely the worst you could stumble upon. Unless we talked about his creator. But not in every role play group his creator was still around. If he was, then he was the second worse guy you could stumble upon.

It was a weird way to role play you know? But he was… important to me. He still is in a way. I don't thin I can put into words the fact that me and him have a complicated relationship of player and character. I can't put him aside completely, even if I think I did. What he was, I'll never manage to create an oc that's him but just de attached from the past. I tried.

He always remains him. A monster, that people fear when he steps into the room, an immortal patchwork that got broken and killed and put back together. And he always comes back, always "gets back together".

And I still say I owe him a lot. He wasn't just a bad character, played badly in a weird universe that made no sense. He was important. He still is. And i miss him dearly even if I tell myself there's nothing to miss. And then he returns every once in a while.

I'm so sorry. I didn't give you all anything for ages really.

This commander didn't really draw much unfortunately... I have been busy providing for my soldiers. However, I really should start to draw again. Will never get past the block if I don't try at least. Although really, I'm sorry for the lack of content. Sometimes it's like that. No energy left to do things.

Oh boy I'm late as heck ain't I?

Well, I wanna say thank you for this message even if I read it so late now. I'm glad those drawings are so appreciated you actually go back to look at them. I did give him a leg brace, but never drew John with a cane even if my man needs one badly, however I did draw Michael with one! Poor kid needs it just as much in Father and Children AU.

Really though thanks for the message!

Woah Soldiers I left for... quite some time. I apologize. Didn't think it's been that long.

Hey there soldiers, Commander here

So uh. Need to take a bit of a longer break from Faith. I know, I know many follow me for that now, but listen. I got my reasons. First of all I'm still probably going to post something. Eventually maybe, but truth is, there are some reasons I am taking my distance from things.

First reason is that I got myself fixated with a bit of a bigger gamerigged fromt he satrtAAHEM...

Second reason is that sometimes you just lose interest, ye? Maybe with chapter 4 whatever it is, I'll be interested again but for now, interest fixation overfixation disease is very very tame on that aspect.

Still down bad For John and Purple Cop by the way. Especially because my frien gave him such a depth I fell in love with how he writes him... BUT ANYWAY.

that's all for now, Also I'll post again but slowly hm. Gotta find my rhythm again.

Over and out!

Ah heck. I've been away for a long time now, haven't I? I kinda remember saying something about me not taking too long. that went well huh? I'm sorry I worried everyone. I'm fine really!

I got myself busy/hyper fixated/stuck with a thing. That would just not... let go of me.

[Radio New Vegas playing in the background]

I am back now tho!

Hey soldiers, I got some things in the ask box I need to answer and I'd like to draw to reply but I really need a break from the black screen and pixels, a brief one, promise!

But I gotcha there! I promise I've read everything and I'll reply soon!

Anon,

Please don't do this to me.

Don't bring up Amnesia, my poor soldiers don't need me to ramble about that game. I love it so much you've no idea how deep I still am into that fucking game of 200 years ago. The first one had a voice acting good enough to be stuck in my BRAIN and the second, oh gosh THE SECOND and the voice acting in THAT one monologue...

ACKH! you see?? I'm doing it already!

But yes. Father protecting children is one of my favorite tropes. Any kind of father figure. Even metaphorical.

Thank you so SO much! I am really so glad an AU I made to make myself feel better is appreciated by many others too!

I definitely need to draw him more often, having a calmer life, with his friends and with the kids. One a bit harder to raise considering his nature but... John had to deal with much worse didn't he?

Or maybe not. Maybe he needs time to decide exactly which kind of "father" role is gonna be the more difficult than the other.

Oh yes it's me, the Tankman guy-

I've been at Tankmen for a while haven't I? I am all good, as you might have noticed I tend to get fixated with Johns.

This time a non military John at least. After Metal Gear and then Tankmen one John that is a priest is unusual from me. But it's still a John.

Wh. no, no corpse!

With his unconscious body, John's still alive! Just having a bad trip and about to get a little silly (semi-quote)

Thank you! I truly love to draw that old hairstyle even if I admit I like drawing Lisa in a ponytail as well. I should draw them wearing other outfit fitting for that time as well actually