Written for whumpay2022, day 3: I'm Having Soul Pains! | "Just breathe." | Bruised
'Verse: Resistance AU: Healer And Handler, co-author @whump-sprite
Ariadne is warm, and she is safe.
Alex is just a thing to her, only picked up because it’s easier than dragging him or waiting for him to stumble along on numb, frozen feet. He knows that. He’s not stupid.
But it’s safe to relax into her arms. It’s safe not to press his face to her neck, not to pretend that he wants more touch. It’s safe to enjoy her warmth while it lasts without needing to worry what comes next.
It’s even safe to cough into her shoulder, when the pain and the itch in his lungs are too much. She won’t punish him for it. She doesn’t even reprimand him. Her hand rubs back and forth across his back, in time with her footfalls, and she murmurs “easy, deep breaths.”
She’s barely paying attention, he can hear it in her voice.
As she puts Alex down in his cell, her grip shifts and he makes a small sound of pain – not a protest, he wouldn’t dare – but it’s safe, with her, to make a sound when he hurts.
“Are you hurt?” He doesn’t trust himself to speak, so he pulls up his shirt to show her instead. “Mmh,” she acknowledges, and crouches down.
He doesn’t feel safe with her fingers prodding along his bruised ribs, not even with her. He holds a single, burning breath while she tests for breaks under the surface, and when she stops and he lets it out he starts coughing again.
She stays with him, a hand on his shoulder, until the coughing subsides, and Alex doesn’t have to pretend that it’s so generous of her to have even the slightest concern for his wellbeing. When he can breathe again he curls forwards and rests his head against her shoulder.
“Hurts,” he whispers weakly. He’s not sure why. He knows he’s not human to her. “Your ribs?” she asks gently. Not just his ribs. His wrists, his lungs, his soul worn thin from spending everything he has. Mostly his lungs.
But she doesn’t care, so he just nods against her shoulder. And she lets him lean on her for a while, she even rubs a hand up and down his spine in a gesture that he doesn’t quite want to be comforted by but he is. But she doesn’t really do anything to help with the pain.
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