The Tango: Daniel Michaelson
CW: Noncon kissing/touching, referenced noncon/dubcon, references to violence/abuse, intimate whumper in the extreme from whumper’s POV, pet whump and dehumanization
Tagging Danny’s crew: @bleeding-demon-teeth, @spiffythespook, @burtlederp, @finder-of-rings, @whumpywhumper, @18-toe-beans, @pumpkinthefangirl, @special-spicy-chicken, @whale-whumps
Takes place the first Christmas after Danny’s captivity begins. This is set before the Dubcon Drabble.
They didn’t know he was watching them.
“I, um, I told you, Nate, I can’t fucking do it!” Red laughed, hard enough he bent over nearly in half in the middle of the living room, and his laughter bounced off the walls and the roof.
It was lovely, natural laughter, the kind that died in his throat when Bram walked into the room - so he stayed hidden, for now.
He wanted to see more of the sad shining light in the puppy’s pretty face. He’d have that light for him eventually - once he gave up, once he truly accepted that this was forever. Bram wasn’t in a rush - they were alone here in the woods, and he never hurried a work of art. “I’ve stepped on you three times! I can’t do it!”
“Well, you’re p-probably used to l-l-leading, so I’m taking that argument w-w-with a grain of s-salt.” Nate had a soft, dry humor in his voice. His humor didn’t always leave when Bram walked in, Nate loved him just like he should even if Red wasn’t quite there yet.
It was still early.
He had plenty of time.
“Bold of you to assume I knew how to dance before I came here,” Red said, still leaning over with his hands on his knees, with the flickering light of the fireplace behind him, the Christmas tree in the corner all lit up with Bram’s favorite, all the colored lights he’d been able to get ahold of, boxes and boxes of ornaments he’d picked up in thrift stores. There were wrapped presents under the tree, things he had gotten for them and a couple of things he’d allowed them to pick out for each other.
There were even presents for him, from them.
It was fucking storybook picture, and it was almost everything Bram had dreamed his life could be, missing just one piece. The most important piece. Ashley wasn’t here, it wasn’t time for her to return yet… but everything else was here.
Red was still in his loose white t-shirt (dream boy on the front, some assembly required on the back - Bram had given it to him for his birthday back in the summer) and pajama pants from the night before. The only visible scars were on his face and around his wrists.
Nate had a plain black shirt and pants - they hadn’t left the cabin at all since the big snowfall, three feet of snow burying them in the little clearing. He and Nate had snowboots to wear, waterproof coveralls to pull on, to go out and get the firewood. The puppy had nothing.
He wasn’t going anywhere, anyway.
So many good Ash writes to choose from, so many excellent characters, but I’m picking Danny because Danny’s story was the first I ran into, and oh god is it brutal. Bram goes so far, all the time.
(Special mention though for Connor, that lovable, stylish bastard.)
Danny, like all of Ash's characters, just feels so real. His struggle with his identity, with being taught to be Red, with the tension between wanting to take the path of least resistance, and basic human dignity...
A lot of whump writers tackle similar tropes but few manage to make it feel so real and so human. Ash is a great writer.
But also writes novels so I shall only do this one.
Some particular favourites: