WIP Masterpost of Masterposts

I’ve gotten quite a few asks / messages for links to parts of different WIPs I’ve got going on this blog. So I’m gonna just make a post for everything and pin this at the top of my blog.

As a reminder: Tumblr is where I write / post my first drafts of everything. I will most likely post anything I'm writing here onto Ao3 when it's cleaned up :)

My Ao3 Account Link: HERE

Fluent Freshman Masterpost: HERE & AO3 (Posting Fridays & Sundays)

Fluent Freshman Extras Masterpost: HERE

Math Nerd Masterpost: HERE

New Kings Masterpost: HERE

Reality Show Masterpost: HERE (Foxhole Bake, etc.)

Smalls Masterpost: HERE

Pretty Boy Masterpost: (Pt. 1) | (Pt. 2) (Pending Final Draft)

Surely Masterpost: (Pt. 1) | (Pt. 2) (Pending Final Draft)

TBD Masterpost: HERE

Four Horsemen Masterpost: HERE

Short Idea Masterpost: HERE

Finished Fic Masterpost: HERE

I've never heard of the Kaulitz twins but I'm glad that you're enjoying the Twinyard relationship in TBD. I'm looking forward to getting to the Twinyards in the next bit.

Taking a Break this week from WW

See you all next week <3

It IS a bird name but not Wren or Corbin. That being said Wren is the name of one of Smith's future daughters <3

11/6/24 WIP Wednesday (CLOSED) | TBD AU

“We have to get you fully checked out Andrew. I can’t…” Neil’s voice is tight and scared and Andrew hates that it is his fault that it sounds like that. He doesn’t regret signing himself out in the slightest, not when this was the result, but he’ll accept that he needs to go back.

“Come with me,” Andrew’s hand finds Neil’s again, “Stay.”

Neil blinks and there’s a warm smile on his face again even if the concern and fear isn’t all gone, “I’ll stay.”

Andrew leans in for another kiss.

“Again, I am telling you this as a DOCTOR not as your brother! You cannot have sex with Josten until you are medically cleared! Andrew! Do not do it!” Aaron’s voice cuts through the moment again.

Andrew wants to kill his brother.

11/6/24 WIP Wednesday (CLOSED) | TBD AU

Neil startles out the hot and heavy daze that their reunion had put him in and blinks at Andrew in surprise.

“You have a brain injury! Do NOT have sex with Neil until you are medically cleared! Do you hear me! You signed yourself out against medical advice!” Aaron shouts into his house and Andrew can faintly hear the sound of his chain rattling.

“I’m going to kill him.”

“You checked yourself out of the hospital before you were cleared?” Neil asks, eyes wide with fear.

“I’m fine.” Andrew says on reflex and knows in that moment that there is no salvaging the moment.

They continue this until Andrew has Neil pressed up against the wall. Andrew wants every last centimeter of Neil. Wants him with every single fiber of his being. Wants to bite his neck and drink his marrow. Wants to rip his chest open and crawl into his rib cage just so that they’d never spend another moment apart ever again-

He wants Neil to fu-

“Andrew Joseph Minyard!” Aaron’s voice fills his home.

He wants Neil to fucking help him kill his brother.

11/6/24 WIP Wednesday (CLOSED) | TBD AU

With the first taste after a five year drought Andrew finds himself desperate for more. It’s exactly like Neil’s freshman year all over again except Andrew’s long since grown out of his self-delusion that this was nothing.

He knows without a shadow of a doubt that this is everything because he knows what his life is without it.

He deepens the kiss with Neil and Neil follows suit, just as starved for Andrew as Andrew is for Neil. Andrew’s hands let go of Neil’s and find their way to Neil’s hips. Neil’s breath catches as he pulls apart, “Wher-”

“Anywhere,” Andrew confirms and Neil wraps his arms around Andrew’s neck.

11/6/24 WIP Wednesday (CLOSED) | TBD AU

A tear slips out of Neil’s eye as he smiles at Andrew, “I’ve wanted to say yes for a long time.”

“No time like the present.”

Neil’s shoulders sag in relieved defeat, “It’s always been a yes with you Andrew. That hasn’t changed, very little has apparently.” Neil says. Andrew wants all of Neil’s always, all of his futures, all of his forevers, and he wants Neil Josten.

Andrew presses his lips to Neil’s for the first time in five years and he feels for the first time like he is home.

11/6/24 WIP Wednesday (CLOSED) | TBD AU

“It’s dangerous.” Neil says and Andrew can hear his victory in the way Neil’s voice cracks.

“I know, I still want you.”

“I can’t lose you.”

“Then don’t let me go.” 

“I don’t want to.”

“Then don’t.”

“Andrew.”

“Neil,” Andrew looks at Neil and sees defeat there, “ Yes or No?” he asks.

11/6/24 WIP Wednesday (CLOSED) | TBD AU

“You wanted to tr-”

“I wanted to be yours.” Andrew interrupts and Neil freezes. “I still want to be yours.”

It is a terrifying thing for Andrew to admit. The distance of 5 years doesn’t make it any less terrifying for Andrew to admit. Andrew should want to belong to no one but himself. An Andrew who never flew out with Kevin Day to bumfuck nowhere Arizona would want that. An Andrew who never swung a racquet and caught Neil Josten in the stomach would want that.

Andrew’s not that Andrew.

Andrew wants to be Neil Josten’s and he wants Neil Josten to be his.

That’s why he went out and endured hours of ring shopping with his cousin. It’s that admission that had his cousin wrap that ring in hundreds of layers of packaging tape just so that he could convey how important it was for Andrew not to throw out what was contained within.

11/6/24 WIP Wednesday (CLOSED) | TBD AU

“I do remember it.” Neil confirms quietly and Andrew finds what he was looking for.

“You told me that day that I own myself.” He swallows, “You saying that didn’t save me, but you damn well know that it brought me closer to where I wanted to be.”

“You told me I wasn’t completely right.” Neil says and Andrew wonders how many of his words have been held close by Neil all these years. How many times he’s thought about the things that Andrew had forgotten.

“You weren’t,” Andrew confirms. “Do you know why I had pushed for you to top?” he asks.

11/6/24 WIP Wednesday (CLOSED) | TBD AU

Remembers how Neil had taken him there after a series of weeks where Andrew’s body had felt wholly not his own. Where nightmares were more common than sleep. Where every touch had felt like danger.

It had been after they’d attempted to have sex for the first time where Neil was going to be inside Andrew. It hadn’t gone well at all and it had set Andrew back and set his teeth on edge that Neil had blamed himself for it when Andrew had fully consented and had wanted it. He had wanted to give himself to Neil.

On their then-traditional summer trip Neil had taken him to that tree and read him the plaque there. He’d told Andrew that Andrew was the only one who could own himself in a speech that had been so corny and sweet that it would have set Andrew’s teeth aching if he hadn’t already had such a high tolerance for sweets.