“I love you and I don't want to” i love you (Billie Eilish)

There is this verson of the song written by Aeden Alvarez if you want to check out (it’s really good)

Fic Rec - 11/10

Dog Days

By All_I_need ( @the-reading-lemon​)

102k, Explicit, Johnlock

Work Progression: Finished

Chapters: 24

John has an accident in the laboratory of the Baskerville military facility. While they wait for the scientists to find a solution, he and Sherlock must re-examine the nature of their friendship as they navigate daily life and the Work, all while trying to answer the truly important questions: Is it okay to pet your flatmate if he happens to be a dog at the moment? And how exactly do you beg a self-professed sociopath for cuddles?

based on this post

“I opened my mouth, almost said something. Almost. The rest of my life might have turned out differently if I had. But I didn't.”

The Kite Runner (Khaled Hosseini)

It's cold here in the city,

always seems that way

I've been thinking about you 

almost every day

I'm thinking about the good times,

thinking about the rain

I'm thinking about how sad it

feels all alone again

I'm sorry for the way 

things are around here

I'm sorry things ain't 

what they used to be

But more than anything else

I'm sorry for myself

I can't believe you went away

Our friends all ask about you, 

I say you're doing fine

I expect to hear from

you almost anytime

But they all know I'm lying, 

and I can't sleep at night

They all know I'm dying 

deep down inside

I'm sorry for all the lies I told you

I'm sorry if I never let you know

But more than anything else

I'm sorry for myself

I can't believe you went away

I'm sorry if I took some things for granted

I'm sorry for the chains I've put on you

But more than anything else

I'm sorry for myself

I can't believe you went away

Post based on this one by @immaculate-benediction-batch​

Song: I’m Sorry - John Denver

Mental Health Series - Autism

Let's talk a little about Mental Health? BBC Sherlock, as other series, just flirt a little with the theme, using it for comic relief or plot proposes. Consequently, it doesn't develop the subject satisfyingly, fixing on stereotypes and creating, most of the time, a superficial or even inaccurate representation. But thank god fandom gave us fanfiction, so we could fix that.

This series will contain an edit picture, a little text talking about the subject of the day and a fic rec with fanfics that abbord the theme.

The conditions and disorders in this edits are the ones that were explicitly mentioned in the series.

Warning: Please, don't use this post as a diagnoses tool.

AUTISM

"Autism spectrum disorder (ASD) is a complex developmental condition that involves persistent challenges in social interaction, speech and nonverbal communication, and restricted/repetitive behaviors. The effects of ASD and the severity of symptoms are different in each person.

ASD is usually first diagnosed in childhood with many of the most-obvious signs presenting around 2-3 years old, but some children with autism develop normally until toddlerhood when they stop acquiring or lose previously gained skills. Autism is a lifelong condition. However, many children diagnosed with ASD go on to live independent, productive, and fulfilling lives."

- American Psychiatric Association

One of the most common headcannons on the fandom, an autistic Sherlock isn't a discussion exclusive to the BBC Sherlock fandom. The debate includes not only the Canon, but other adaptations like Elementary, Granada Holmes and Miss Sherlock. In the BBC Series, this is hinted on a conversation between John and Lestrade in The Hounds of Baskerville.

The subject is wonderfully discussed in this posts: X - X - X - X - X

Trigger Warning: Some of the situations and subjects in these works may be triggering, please always check the tags or the notes first.

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On Pins and Needles Series

By 7PercentSolution, J_Baillier

598k, Teen to Explicit, Johnlock

Series Progression: Finished

Works: 15

Periodic Tales Series

By 7PercentSolution

224k, Teen and Up Audiences

Series Progression: Not Finished

Works: 17

Got My Eye On You Series

By 7PercentSolution

232k, Teen to Mature

Series Progression: Not Finished

Works: 24

You Go To My Head Series

By 7PercentSolution, J_Baillier

503k, General to Explicit, Johnlock

Series Progression: Not Finished

Works: 16

This series is an alternate universe one, featuring the exciting medical and romantic adventures of doctors Watson (senior neuroanaesthetist) and Holmes (neurosurgeon).

And Here We Are

By J_Baillier

12k, Teen and Up Audiences, Johnlock

Work Progression: Finished

Chapters: 2

All the little things we never got to see when an army doctor and a consulting detective were adjusting to sharing a flat. And a life.

Aspie!Sherlock Series

By whitchry9

15k, General to Teen, Johnlock

Series Progression: Not Finished

Works: 9

Not necessarily related, perhaps not even in the same universe, but all feature a Sherlock with Asperger's Syndrome. AKA, just Sherlock.

Don't go in order.

The Secret Life of Bees

By orphan_account

1.5k, Not Rated

Work Progression: Finished

Chapters: 1

'John finds it ironic that the most emotion he has ever seen Sherlock show is to a dying insect'

It takes John Watson a little while to discover Sherlock Holmes' obsession with bees; but when he does, he wonders how he ever could have missed it.

The Old Familiar Sting

By songlin

3k, Teen and Up Audiences, Johnlock

Work Progression: Finished

Chapters: 1

He calls himself a sociopath because he’d rather be hated than pitied.

Invisible barriers. [Why should it matter?]

By arrestjellyfish

2k, Teen and Up Audiences, Johnlock

Work Progression: Finished

Chapters: 1

He could close his eyes and - if he ignored the cold, hard press of the glass against his cheek - he was leaning against John. [Close off the other senses, ignore the mechanical clunking and metallic screeching and the smell of steel and the dirty air.] They could have been in the flat. Just on the sofa. Warm and soft, together. [This feels dangerous.]

Delirium was a perfectly viable diagnosis. [It certainly feels like it.] [What’s wrong with me?]

“We were made from the same stardust, separated in the universe to be reunited on earth. We can never be apart, for we are the same. He is me and I am him.”

And I Keep Waiting

By SurelyMeretricious

54k, Explicit, Johnlock

Work Progression: Finished

Chapters: 23/23

John and Sherlock were only friends. Only until John begins to notice other feelings. Sherlock seems oblivious to John's affections, but when Sherlock demands they pose as a couple for a case, will feelings get in the way of their friendship? Will John be able to keep it to himself for the case, or is it possible that Sherlock returns the sentiment? Also, sexy times. FOR A CASE (?)

“I guess we drift alone in separate ways I don't have all that far to go God knows I learnt to play the lonely man I've never felt so low in all my life We were born to be just losers So I guess there's a limit on how far we go But we only have one more day together so Love me like there's no tomorrow Hold me in your arms, tell me you mean it This is our last goodbye and very soon it will be over But today just love me like there's no tomorrow Tomorrow god knows just where I'll be Tomorrow who knows just what's in store for me Anything can happen but we only have one more day together, yeah Just one more day forever, so” 

Love Me Like There’s No Tomorrow (Freddy Mercury) PS: Yesterday (September, 5th) was Freddy Mercury’s Birthday and they released a video for this song. If you didn’t see, go now! The video is beautiful.  (link)

— and therein here lies your torment. (insp.)

So, I don’t usually post memes here but @silver99johnlocked came with this marvelous idea. Created by @silver99johnlocked and edited by @johnlockiseverywhere

“I am an unspeakable of the Oscar Wilde sort.”

Maurice (E.M. Forster)

“What if I sang out these words, and they all rang true? I know you're with him for comfort, but I don't blame you Well I've been quiet, and it's been hard Give you love, that's what I do I'd show you love if you let me show you Telling secrets with every breath 'til there's nothing left I'll give you love, that's what I do That's what I do”

that’s what I’d do (Wrabel)

“I think we deserve a soft epilogue, my love. We are good people and we’ve suffered enough.“

Seventy Years of Sleep (Nikka Ursula)

BACKGROUNDS: Sherlock (Photos) - Part 1

I made some mobile backgrounds with the images I had. They are simple backgrouds with a few to no editions. But I already have some ideas of versions with quotes and other things. There are basically Sherlock's, John's and Johnlock backgrounds. If you have a suggestion, let me know!

ACD Canon Series: Johnlock Edits - Part 3

"In an instant he had whisked out a revolver from his breast and had fired two shots. I felt a sudden hot sear as if a red-hot iron had been pressed to my thigh. There was a crash as Holmes's pistol came down on the man's head. I had a vision of him sprawling upon the floor with blood running down his face while Holmes rummaged him for weapons. Then my friend's wiry arms were round me, and he was leading me to a chair."

" 'You're not hurt, Watson? For God's sake, say that you are not hurt!' "

"It was worth a wound—it was worth many wounds—to know the depth of loyalty and love which lay behind that cold mask. The clear, hard eyes were dimmed for a moment, and the firm lips were shaking. For the one and only time I caught a glimpse of a great heart as well as of a great brain. All my years of humble but single-minded service culminated in that moment of revelation."

The Adventure of The Three Garridebs (Arthur Conan Doyle)

“Will you hold the line? When every one of them is giving up or giving in, tell me In this house of mine? Nothing ever comes without a consequence or cost, tell me Will the stars align? Will heaven step in? Will it save us from our sin? Will it? 'Cause this house of mine stands strong That's the price you pay Leave behind your heartache, cast away” Natural (Imagine Dragons)