"He gave you a heartbeat. He gave him a tomb."

Your story still ends with you dead and intertwined | p.d (via lostcap)

“I love you and I don't want to” i love you (Billie Eilish)

There is this verson of the song written by Aeden Alvarez if you want to check out (it’s really good)

“because when I’m able to hear your heart beating in time with mine this black earth feels golden“

because of you by Abby S

based on this post

It's cold here in the city,

always seems that way

I've been thinking about you 

almost every day

I'm thinking about the good times,

thinking about the rain

I'm thinking about how sad it

feels all alone again

I'm sorry for the way 

things are around here

I'm sorry things ain't 

what they used to be

But more than anything else

I'm sorry for myself

I can't believe you went away

Our friends all ask about you, 

I say you're doing fine

I expect to hear from

you almost anytime

But they all know I'm lying, 

and I can't sleep at night

They all know I'm dying 

deep down inside

I'm sorry for all the lies I told you

I'm sorry if I never let you know

But more than anything else

I'm sorry for myself

I can't believe you went away

I'm sorry if I took some things for granted

I'm sorry for the chains I've put on you

But more than anything else

I'm sorry for myself

I can't believe you went away

Post based on this one by @immaculate-benediction-batch​

Song: I’m Sorry - John Denver

Fics to read when quarentined - Day 1

Quarentine may be a difficult time for some people. And after sometime is hard to make yourself entertained. This is why I will be posting some fics to relieve the loneliness and the boredom.

Olisbos

By quamquam20

2.9k, Explicit, Johnlock

Work Progression: Finished

Chapters: 1

Sherlock has a detachable dick. Yes, you read that correctly.

NOTE: Stay at home, be safe, take care of yourself and wash your hands

“Love comes quietly, finally, drops about me, on me, in the old ways. What did I know thinking myself able to go alone all the way.”

Love Comes Quietly (Robert Creeley)

sometimes only the hurt can heal each other by Abby S

“We were made from the same stardust, separated in the universe to be reunited on earth. We can never be apart, for we are the same. He is me and I am him.”

And I Keep Waiting

By SurelyMeretricious

54k, Explicit, Johnlock

Work Progression: Finished

Chapters: 23/23

John and Sherlock were only friends. Only until John begins to notice other feelings. Sherlock seems oblivious to John's affections, but when Sherlock demands they pose as a couple for a case, will feelings get in the way of their friendship? Will John be able to keep it to himself for the case, or is it possible that Sherlock returns the sentiment? Also, sexy times. FOR A CASE (?)

“I guess we drift alone in separate ways I don't have all that far to go God knows I learnt to play the lonely man I've never felt so low in all my life We were born to be just losers So I guess there's a limit on how far we go But we only have one more day together so Love me like there's no tomorrow Hold me in your arms, tell me you mean it This is our last goodbye and very soon it will be over But today just love me like there's no tomorrow Tomorrow god knows just where I'll be Tomorrow who knows just what's in store for me Anything can happen but we only have one more day together, yeah Just one more day forever, so” 

Love Me Like There’s No Tomorrow (Freddy Mercury) PS: Yesterday (September, 5th) was Freddy Mercury’s Birthday and they released a video for this song. If you didn’t see, go now! The video is beautiful.  (link)

“Breathing you in when I want you out Finding our truth in a hope of doubt Lying inside our quiet drama Wearing your heart like a stolen dream Opening skies with your broken keys No one can blind us any longer We'll run where lights won't chase us Hide where love can save us I will never let you go” Spectrum (Zedd)

Warning

If explicit homophobia triggers you or if you are sensible to homophobic slurs please don’t look at this edit.

The edit was made based on a fanon that john’s parents were homophobic and that’s why he’s so defensive with the theme and the primary trigger of Harry’s alcholism.

“Seventy percent of the people… I lived amongst… believe that homosexuality should be… a criminal act. Seventy percent of the people who raised me, who loved me, who I trusted, believed that homosexuality was a sin, that homosexuals were heinous, sub-human pedophiles. Seventy percent. By the time I identified as being gay, it was too late. I was already homophobic, and you do not get to just flick a switch on that. No, what you do is you internalize that homophobia and you learn to hate yourself. Hate yourself to the core. I sat soaking in shame… in the closet, for ten years. Because the closet can only stop you from being seen. It is not shame-proof. When you soak a child in shame, they cannot develop the neurological pathways that carry thought… you know, carry thoughts of self-worth. They can’t do that. Self-hatred is only ever a seed planted from outside in. But when you do that to a child, it becomes a weed so thick, and it grows so fast, the child doesn’t know any different. It becomes… as natural as gravity.” Nanette (Hannah Gadsby)