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I know a video of Sia’s Alive probably seems really random, but today this song has left me really wishing I still had time to do things like make videos because right now this is totally screaming “Bucky survived all the HYDRA bullshit and is back by Steve’s side” to me.
Sia - Alive (BEST PERFORMANCE - Live From The Graham Norton Show)
If you find me hiding under the covers sobbing, just know that these gifs represent just part of what I’m going to attempt to handle in the American Punchline sequel.
Remind me why I do this to myself?
My only concession is that while it won’t all be sunshine and roses, my darlings (Steve & TJ) will face it together.
Just a random collection of some of my favorite Seb moments.
Actual conversations in my office as a Director of Strategy ... Coworker: So you need the data that way for the final report? Me: Yes Coworker: I'll work ... wait are those legos? Me: Yes. Cap and Bucky. Coworker: Bucky? I thought that was Black Widow. Me: Nope. Couldn't convince my son to let me bring her too otherwise I'd have all three. .... conversation around Marvel movies continues for 10 minutes. Coworker: I guess I should go pull that data for you. Me: Probably, but come back when you catch up on Civil War and GOTG2 and we'll continue this conversation.
FML - working on the next chapter of American Punchline and Steve is lecturing kitten Bucky about not falling off high places because "I already lost one Bucky to a fall. I'd prefer not to lose another." Damn it, Steve. You're killing me ... and TJ with this. Apologies for the crappy gif quality. This was one of my really old ones and I'm not where I can make a new one.
These gifs are here for 2 reasons ...
1. Because running Cap and Bucky is just a think to enjoy, and
2. Not that anyone cares that I’ve been largely MIA, but if you did, the theme in the above gifs it might explain why I’ve had less time ...
I’ve been doing a fair bit of running, walking, and otherwise attempting to be healthier. Then there’s all the craziness that is my job (which I still love). So unfortunately I’m not able to come hang as much these days, but I am trying to pick back up with my writing so hopefully you’ll be seeing more of me.
That is if I don’t keel over dead running the Peachtree Road Race on Tuesday. Wish me luck.
Posting my fic for CapRBB tomorrow and these are definitely relevant to my fic related headspace.
My poor, precious one. I promise I’ll make it better.
A Captain America Civil War Fic
Alternate ending for CACW. Set immediately after the big fight scene between Bucky, Steve, and Tony. A bit of possible reconciliation inspired by Kodaline’s Better.
Better
“Is it normal for them to be so tired?” W’Kabi fell in step with the latest arrival to Wakanda. “I thought given their enhancements they would be more energetic by now.”
Natasha considered the question a moment before replying. “Rogers and Barnes both heal faster than normal, but their bodies do still require time to recover. From what T’Challa told me they were in pretty bad shape when they arrived here. Stark’s not enhanced and shouldn’t have been fighting so soon after his last injury, so he’s gonna have to be patient.”
She could see the Wakandan was still concerned.
“It’s only been three days since they got here. Normally, yes, the soldiers would likely be back at it, but I’m guessing they are just as mentally and emotionally drained from everything as they are physically. I promise you they’ll be okay.”
W’Kabi nodded, smiling at her. “Thank you. I suppose it must seem strange that I worry, but it is clear my King holds them in high regard and they have been through so much already. I do not want to see more harm come to them … to any of you.”
“Well, let’s hope that your King can convince enough of the other leaders to think the same way.”
“He will.” W’Kabi paused in front of a door. “He must.” Pushing the door open, he motioned Natasha forward.
Because I needed some Monday Stucky and I realize I’ve been MIA on here thanks to RL keeping me way too busy :(
Miss you guys! I will try to post more often and I promise I do actually keep my alerts on so I will see if anyone says hi or tags me!
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FML ... Why is it that after a crazy day that ended with a raging headache I finally sit down to chill for a bit and manage to flip onto the reset scene in CATWS.
I’ll admit I haven’t watched in on the TV in a while (last few were on my computer) so the expressions were even harder to take than usual. There may have been some whimpering, flinching (when Pierce hits him), and more than one “Bucky, baby.”
Why???? Why did I have to land on that????
A Captain America: Civil War fic
Alternate ending for CACW. Set immediately after the big fight scene between Bucky, Steve, and Tony. A bit of possible reconciliation inspired by Kodaline’s Better.
Better - Part 3
“Are you sure you don’t want us to come with you?” Steve stood next to the jet with T’Challa.
“No, Captain. I know you would,” his eyes shifted to Tony and Bucky, a silent inclusion in his statement. “But while I hope for success, I do not dare to put you at greater risk. Until it is settled, you are safest here.”
“You know …” Tony started.
“I know. You would stand beside me despite the risk, but I am asking you to trust me. As I promised before, I will see your friends freed by peaceful means, or I will stand with you to free them by force.” The king knew it went against their very natures to stand by and let someone else take up a cause they felt so strongly about.
“Good luck.” Bucky nodded at him.
“Thank you, Sargent. I will call when it is done.” T’Challa turned to board the plane, pausing to look over his shoulder once more. “Do not be alarmed if you receive a guest while I am gone.”
Without elaborating, he disappeared onto the plane.
“Any guesses?” Tony turned to the other two.
“I’ve got one.” Steve shook his head, grinning. “We’ll just have to see if I’m right.”
A Captain America: Civil War fic
Alternate ending for CACW. Set immediately after the big fight scene between Bucky, Steve, and Tony. A bit of possible reconciliation inspired by Kodaline’s Better.
Better - Part 2
Once T’Challa assured the three men were given proper medical care and cleaned up, he asked that they join him in his office. Sitting behind his desk, he watched as they filed through the door. He could see the tension between them. Steve stayed close to Bucky, keeping a wary eye on Tony as they sat on opposite sides of his office. Despite the truce declared on the plane, things were far from settled between them.
“We have to do something.” Tony’s voice cracked as he stared at his feet. “They’re … he … Ross put them on The Raft.”
“Shit.” Steve’s head hung, palms pressed against his eyes. “I can’t leave them there.” He’d known they’d be taken. Hell, they’d known they’d be taken, but he couldn’t imagine any of them thought they would be treated so poorly.
“We can’t leave them there.” Tony corrected. He’d known Ross would insist on some punishment, but he’d never imagined it would be so severe. Seeing is teammates confined as they were, especially Wanda, had been harder than he’d ever imagined.
“I believe I have a path to solving that.” T’Challa interjected as he rose from behind his desk, moving to fix them each a drink. “Without putting any of you in further danger.”
“You do?” Bucky stared at the king, a glimmer of hope in his defeated eyes. Despite Steve’s arguments to the contrary, he was still less than convinced he deserved to be free, and certainly not while Steve’s friends were imprisoned at sea.
“The Accords,” T’Challa began. “They were never ratified. We’d only just begun the ceremony …” His voice faded, the memory of his father’s death still so fresh.
Bucky moved closer, approaching the king slowly for fear of startling him. Reaching up, he clasped T’Challa’s shoulder. “I’m so sorry.”
The Wakandan’s head turned, looking over his shoulder at super soldier. “You did not kill him. You have no reason to be sorry.”
“It feels like I do.” Bucky shook his head. “He did it because he wanted them to find me. If I hadn’t been an option maybe he would have done something less drastic.”
Someday my plot bunny generating brain will stop doing this to me. For now, I hope you guys enjoy this new fic ....
Title: Better Length: TBD, currently working on Part 2 and don’t expect more than 3-4 total. Characters: Steve Rogers, Bucky Barnes, Tony Stark, T’Challa ... others may appear if parts 3/4 happen.
Alternate ending for CACW. Set immediately after the big fight scene between Bucky, Steve, and Tony. A bit of possible reconciliation inspired by Kodaline’s Better.
Because I can't leave them fighting like that ...
This is what happens when I listen to my random writing playlist on the way to work. Fic inspired by this song. Something about the lyrics made me think about how Tony and Bucky would probably both feel once the heat of the moment died down ....
Does it make you feel better? Cause it’s making me worse Does it make you feel better? Cause it’s making me hurt Does it make you feel good? When I’m falling apart? Does it make you feel good?And is it all in my head Or was it something I said? Somewhere in between Cause I’ve got my regrets And I’m feeling like death You don’t see what I see
Level of Marvel fangirlness continues to rise in my office .... Note that in my world Cap and Iron man are not fighting. They are all one big super hero family in my office.
Why did I think it was a good idea to watch Civil War again while baking cookies for the office?
I’m going to end up eating them all just from the emotional trauma.
*sobs* he just said “my name is bucky” *sobs* i’ll be the one curled up under the blanket crying.
Thank you Monday for throwing this little surprise in. I clicked on a link from a marketing newsletter I get at work and land on this page with that particular image. I'm dying ...
@love-buckybarnes - You get yours too?
