I was really trying to just grin and bare it and get by with the little money I had left without asking anyone for any help because I'm so fucking ashamed of asking for help all the time
But fucking bank of america turned autopay back on because apparently I didn't turn it off correctly because they made it complicated as hell to turn it off completely. And so, for the SECOND TIME their bullshit autopay fucked me right up the ass with a cactus and my balance is now a lovely little 0.
They'll give the payment back once it processes and I nag them for it, but right now I have nothing and I am so fucking sick of ramen
But my commission queue is overwhelmingly long right now and I cant keep piling more on myself like this, I'm drowning in this stuff and I'm so far behind and my mom is still manic
speaking of my mom being manic she's announced that she now has a boyfriend and it's a guy she literally just met and she won't listen to reason so I'm scared shitless for her
I can't keep going like this. I'm so drained of energy. I can't keep up with the mass amounts of work I have on my shoulders.
But I don't have a choice
I feel like the shittiest piece of shit on the pile right now but I didn't ask to be screwed over by the bank.